Life is nothing more than a disillusion

The name is Carter, though a lot more of you may know me as Carson. I'm a performer, working in the great city of LA. I love what I do and I hope to keep doing it for a very long time. I'm married with children, which is awesome. I love my husband, my fans, and myself, obviously.

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The Rich & The Poor? And Much More...

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“Trying to change the subject by a compliment to someone like me. Good try, Car.” Alec announced, turning the car around a bend before getting to their stop. “I thought we could park here by the port for a bit and figure what we want to do today. Got any ideas? I’ll pay for anything, you know that.”

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“Or you could not do that and let me pay for once? I mean, I know I don’t get money like you, but this lady came into the shop today and gave me a huge tip for grooming her dog. Granted, I’m pretty sure she wanted a quicky in the back, but she didn’t get one. So I got the fifty for nothing.” Carter told him with a bright smile. 

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Alec smile increased and his eyebrows raised, “It is amazing how you can look so human. Everything is so…perfect. So unfair. Don’t mind me as I take off mine.” Alec murmbered as he pulled his clohes off fast before going back to kissing Carter.

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"From now on, you should let me take your clothes off. I mean, I might destroy them but at the end of the day, that doesn’t really matter, does it?” Carter asked, eager to kiss him as many times as humanly possible. 

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International Connection

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“No….I do not have more than one friend. He is very nice. I like my house better and I read a lot of books. I am sorry you do not have much friends but we are talking so you have me as friend right now.” Alec stated, trying to sound cheerful.

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Carter smiled. He didn’t know why, but hearing Alec call himself one of Carter’s friends made him somewhat giddy. “Would you like me to sing to you?” Carter asked suddenly. “I mean. I am really good at it. And I know a lot of songs. If you tell me a title and I know it, I can sing you the chorus.” 

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Alec tried to keep his eyes on the road and not roll his eyes too much at the brunet, “What I find awkward is that your dad clearly knows something is going on between us and you are constantly denying it. Your dad knows some shit that goes down before we know it. And besides, it will never be as awkward as the fact that my parents divorced in the first place because I got diddled.”

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“Can you not call it that? I know that was the code word we used back in the way, and yeah I came up with it, but it sounds creepy.” Carter told him. “How about we just change the subject, okay? You look nice tonight. Very sexy.” 

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Alec felt as Carter increased in pleasure within his hand. The blond pulled away momentarily to pull off his own shirt, glancing at Carter. “Would you like to take off the rest of your clothes or would you like me to do it?”

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“Oh, I can do that.” Carter said. He pulled off his clothing like they were made of paper, leaving him to wear nothing else but his own skin.

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International Connection

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“You seem very nice in all of your letters…but if you are always with your music, I understand this.” Alec closed his eyes tightly, not knowing how to continue the conversation. Maybe Carter had something to add?

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“What about you? Do you have any friends that you talk to me about?” Carter asked curiously. Maybe it was vain of him, but he wondered if Alec thought of him often.

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Alec continued his hand movements, but moved closer to start kissing. At first, Alec kissed Carter tenderly, as well as moved his hand up and down slowly. When Alec got slightly bored of going so slow, especially with his hand, he quickened his hand and began to make their kisses even more sensual and deep.

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Carter followed though, his arms wrapped around Alec as he slowly grew into the pleasure. It was so different from the other things he spoke about. He wasn’t used to it, not really. The only human fun he has was kissing and mild touching. Nothing like this. Nothing with no clothes; Alec’s hand feeling so so good. 

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International Connection

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Alec smiled, thinking of an American speaking German. Or trying to. “I would love to hear you try to speak some German. It is not as scary as people say.” Alec paused to lick his lips and find something new to talk about with the limited time they have. “H-have other classmates spoke on the phone..to their pal?”

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“Other classmates? Oh! Um . . . I don’t really know. I don’t talk to my classmates.” He admitted. Carter had been a step above him; in most things really. His mother refused to put him into private school, and instead had him do things outside of school. “I do not have many friends. I’m far too busy with my music work.” 

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Alec casually got into his driver’s seat, not even phased by Carter’s fuming behavior. “I was playing a joke. You already told him about liking guys…and I’m sure he told your mom by now. I apologize if I am a little frustrated for still not being able to show ourselves in public yet.." 

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“I’m sorry that I am not jumping to the chance to tell my parents we’re together. I mean come on. Your mom left your dad -- who is my dad’s best friend, and then remarried my mom’s first husband. Even you gotta admit this is an awkward situation.” 

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Carter From Martyr

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Alec got into oral sex mode with ease. It was not like he has done this 100 of times, but he wasn’t a newbie, like Carter was with everything. Very carefully, Alec took Carter’s member from out of the cute boxers he was wearing and started to let his hand raise up and down the shaft. “Do you want to kiss as I do this or would you like to just relax and process the experience?”

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“Kissing!” Carter answered quickly. “Kissing makes everything better. Just like that time I hurt my hand and you kissed it. You never did tell me if you were a wizard with healing powers.” 

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Alec shook his head, even though Carter could not see him to it. “No..Today I only have French. Do you know French? We always have to take two languages, and I have French and English…Maybe I’ll change to Spanish next year…I don’t know.”

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“French? Oh yeah! My mom is French, so I take it as a language. I also know a bit Spanish, Italian, and what they call American Sign Language -- that is for those who can’t hear. I don’t think German is an option here,” He admitted quietly. “But if it was, I would take it! It seems like a very interesting language.”

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“Yes, Dane…I will have him back home before dark. I promise…no funny business like going to a bar as an underaged bar and finding a chick or two for my bud, Carter” Alec jokingly slapped Carter’s back before slipping into the driver’s seat.

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“I don’t really think a chick is gonna do for my son, but I thank you for the attempt. Carter -- I love you. Be good. Same to you, Alley-Cat.” Talking the room of the car, Dane headed into the house. Carter stared at Alec, the silence taking over as he did. “Seriously? I hate you.”

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Alec shrugged, “Actually, I am not sure. Carter is the one making the plans tonight. He said he was going to take me on a night out on the town. Right, Carter?” Alec questioned innocently, following the question with a wink and a slight bite of his lip.

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Carter glared, smiling when his father turned to look at him. “We’re just hanging out dad. No big deal.” He argued, coming closer to the car. “Tell mom I’ll be home before late.” 

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“How am I?” He repeated, making sure he understood him correctly. Yes, sometimes people from the US ask what is up, and now how are you. They also use this form to ask what they are doing. Oh, that is what Carter wanted to know.“ I mean…what am I doing? I am talking to you. After, I will do my homeworks.”

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“Oh yeah. Well, that is good. Homework is good. It keeps your grades up.” Carter said, trying not to sound awkward over the situation. “Do you have a lot of it to do?” 

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“Yes, when I am thinking of a guy or something…I may do it. It is kind of something men do to themselves when they don’t have someone to help them with it….would you like me to help you with yours? I’ll try to make it feel better and not strange for you.”

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Carter bobbed his head. He didn’t want to make this more awkward than it was for him so he would have preferred someone just helped him along. That someone being Alec.

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It was hard for Alec, at this moment, to get hard or even stay hard with Carter’s eyes and movements so innocent-like. “You just rub your hand against it. Try it with yours. I know when you transformed, you got one. Trust me, it feels good.”

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Carter decided to follow through and do what Alec asked of him. “It feels very strange,” He admitted. “Do you do this often? It seems very odd if you ask me. Good, but odd.”

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International Connection

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“Y-yes. I just said my name. This is Alec. Hello Carter. Your voice is very nice to hear. Very lovely.” Alec wanted to curse at himself, remember after the fact that the word “lovely” in English is stronger and not used on men. “I-I mean, nice.”

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“You can say lovely. Your sounds lovely too. I never heard a German accent before. Aside from in movies;but who knows how legitimate those are, right?” He asked with a laugh. “So, what are you up to?”