forever_never

Don't dream. It's worthless

[minuty]

[siickangel]

Erikthemc // I Saw The Devil In Miami, He Said Everything Would Be Fine (remix)

[cassitypaige]

"It takes a dozen hits just to numb out half my pain. My father looks down on me and says what a crying shame. Incompetently navigating treacherous terrain. Sleep or stay awake well it’s really all the same."

[cassitypaige]

"Does this make my nose look big?" 🌙

[cassitypaige]

What's funny is I liked your 'rant' post on here because I always thought it was about me! I feel so stupid. And now I feel like I know what happened. You were stuck on someone else and I was your rebound, your filler. I'm not mad, just broken.

I'm not with anyone. I'm stuck with myself. And i plan on just doing me, til i die. Im uncomfortable with everyone in my life. I dont want to let anyone in i dont wanna put myself out there. I just want to be alone. And you more than anyone knows how much I truly despise myself. I read your comments every night. But, I have nothing to say back. Other than hateful broken words. I'm wrecked, I always have been. I am stuck with everyone asking constantly if I'm okay, and I have been so numb I think they believe when I say I'm good. At least it seems as though they do. But life has never been good or okay. I wanted to make one thing clear to you though, the last time I saw you, while walking out of purgatory I didn't say fuck you.. I said I love you. I'm working full time, I usually get 11-12 hour days and the distraction of work is the only thing getting me thru.. I am glad your figuring you out. And I wish nothing but the best for you and my two favorite boys. As soon as I am off probation I plan on getting lost, alone. I've decided I'm better off having no one in my life for me to hurt. I wanted to apologize to you for everything, but I'm mentally not there yet. Just know, I dwell on it all daily.

[cassitypaige]

Happiest happy birthday to my favorite red head. I love you tons, and I can't wait to adventure time with you bby. 💚💙🖤

[cassitypaige]

[cassitypaige]

Saturday selfie.

[cassitypaige]

Fuck you, and everything you said. It was all lies messin with my head.

[knowing]

[cassitypaige]

I used to recognize myself. • • • It's funny how reflections change.

[knowing]

[naturaekos]

:)

[wordsnquotes]

If you’ve been up all night and cried till you have no more tears left in you - you will know that there comes in the end a sort of quietness. You feel as if nothing was ever going to happen again.

C.S. Lewis, The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe. (via wnq-writers)

[fyp-psychology]

PSYCHOLOGY FACT #479

A big part of emotional intelligence is being able to feel an emotion without having to act on it.

Read more psychology facts Here

[fyp-psychology]

PSYCHOLOGY FACT #488

The negative impact of a cold and controlling parent still affects people well into their 60s. Researchers equate it to the level of damage caused by the death of a loved one.  

Read more psychology facts Here

[fyp-psychology]

I’ve always treasured empathy as the particular privilege of the invisible, the observers who are shy precisely because they sense so much—because it is overwhelming to say even a single word when you’re sensitive to every last flicker of nuance in the room.

Leslie Jamison, The Empathy Exams: Essays (via fyp-psychology)