I dont know how you feel about requests like these but could you please do what Trevor, Hector, Isaac and Alucard would do if they found out their s/o used to self harm? How would seeing their scars effect them? Sorry if you dont feel comfortable doing this u could totally delette this its okay
Sorry for the late post. Schools starting soon which means i have to stop being lazy and get ready. This post is about self harming, so please if it happens to trigger something in you, just know you’re strong enough to with hold anything and you’ve gotten over something serious in your life. Stop reading if you don’t feel good reading it.
He would stumble across your scars when you're busy doing something, that causes your sleeve to fall.
His first thought is "what the hell" but he decides to question you about it later since the both of you are busy.
when he does ask you, it's probably when it's only the two of you around the fire.
You didn't realize how much your scars meant cause they were such a long time ago, but you remembered what each cut symbolized and what forced you to slice a knife across your wrist.
You told him and what they meant, how you got it and you can see it in his eyes how much he wants to comfort you.
and he does, he gives you one big teddy hug and it's very comforting. even though you've long gotten over the problems you faced, the scars there reminded you of your vulnerability.
But Trevor is with you now, so everything's fine.
At first, he doesn't understand why you did it in the first place. So far throughout his life, he never learned to release his pain in any way, only by killing the enemy in front. ( he literally burned his parents but its understandable.)
When you and he talk about it, you say the feeling and the overall aftermath helped forgot about your problems for a while. However something new would show up, and it gave you a new reason to do it again.
you regret it but in the end, it was the only thing you resorted to. At this point, he still doesn't understand but he sly hid all the knives and razors away from you.
He wants to understand you, and the only way to do so is to experience it himself. So he grabs a needle and glides it over his skin. He then understands.
When he sees you the next day, he gives light but deep kiss and a big hug, that tells you he'll always be there for you.
Isaac didn't notice your scars until you carelessly or show any signs your hiding something. He asks though and you show him.
He gets it though. He whips himself as a form of discipline. He doesn't know why you do it to release your stress. Doesn't approve of it as well, but he understands.
He's glad you've gotten over your demons and stopped something that brought you down so many times.
still acts chill with you, like normal as always, but he gets rid of anything that might trigger your need to cut and all of the sharp objects in the castle out of your reach.
he's a little bit os a tsun, but he will tell you he cares about you and a back from behind in front of the fire.
He also doesn't understand at first, but he feels a deep sense of respect and pity for the things you've gone through.
Even though you did cut yourself, you got over everything that weakened you and knew that it had to stop soon.
He feels like crying a bit, but its the fact that you even had to go through something like this in the first place. It had to serious to go grab a knife and slit.
He wants to understand everything you've been through, so he asks what each of your scars mean and what issue you were facing at that moment.
He also looks to see if the problem still bothers you and if it does, he hugs you a lot and see if he can do anything to fix it.
If not he still hugs you, but now he loves you even more cause you've gotten so strong inside and outside to go through something likes this even though no one should.