Cas

She/her, desisted cis woman | 22 yrs | Malay, Southeast Asian | ENFP 4w3 | Autistic and mentally ill, but coping.

[casxmanis]

(Art by ThiccSnick on Discord, please support them if you can!)

Hey!

Welcome to my blog! Most of the things you need to know about me are already in the picture above!

As you can see, I'm refreshing it so I can finally reorganize and start everything from scratch again. I feel like I'm lazing off reblogging without any tags at all these days, and it can definitely be annoying to many. It feels.. messy. There's also my old interests that I don't indulge in anymore, and I'd rather not have people follow me for that sole reason. They will be reblogged over to a sideblog instead.

But anyway! I don't post BTD or horror content anymore. It has been damaging my own sanity, and I wasn't very mentally well at that time at the moment of posting those contents.

What I do post and reblog are mostly fitness, Alternative bands (mostly Industrial-leaning), motivational quotes, punk/Goth fashion and dark aesthetics. Maybe some Joan Jett, Rhea Ripley, and Brody Dalle too. Alt women are so cool!

Additional Info

Neurodivergency

Gender Identity & Sexuality

I'm diagnosed with PTSD, Dissociative Identity Disorder (I'm a protector + host!), and Autism. I also struggle with my math and poor motor skills. On top of that, my anxiety is also all over the place. Therefore, I do struggle to get on with my day sometimes with these issues, so please be patient with me!

You may follow my sideblogs here made by my alters from my system:

@peanutmcflurry - Host + Trauma Holder

@moda-alice - Caretaker

I used to identify as a trans masc person during my teens but after going through my own personal journey, I came to realize I wasn't exactly a trans masc person and desisted back to a bisexual cis woman. I did suffered under some form of internal misogynism and thought of femininity as something weak, so I used to try and appear as trans masc to appear like I'm "stronger" and more "unique than the other girls.". It's pathetic, and I am definitely deeply ashamed of that.

HOWEVER, this does not mean that gender criticals and TERFs should be welcomed on my blog. And I certainly do not appreciate anyone using my story to make some form of fear-mongering against trans and queer people. Everyone's journeys are different!

(Desisting meaning that I have not gone through any form of trans affirming healthcare, but I had identified as a trans/queer person before.)

Languages & Culture

I'm a Malay-Singaporean and lived here since birth. I mostly speak and type in English. It's easier for me to do that. I'm technically Indonesian-descent since I do have Javanese and Bugis ancestry in me. I'm also aware how I'm honestly aware that my culture's very underrepresented in the western media. Haha.

I do speak Malay and some Indonesian, but my skills in those are like, really rusty at the moment because I hardly consume content in those languages.

Malay and Indonesian are pretty similar, just like your Norsk languages or Dutch and German. It's just that I need sometime to read Indo properly or understand the slangs. It's not too bad, though.

Boundaries

1. Do not follow me if you're just in for Horrorporn/BTD content. I STRICTLY do not post those kinds of contents anymore.

2. TERFs, Gender Criticals, or any form of bigotry against marginalized groups are not welcome.

3. No flirting, unsolicited DMs.

I might add more if I needed to. But I believe that's about it for now. Thanks for reading this!

[jacky93sims]

Ayam Penyet, Chicken Satay and Pisang Goreng Food for The Sims 2

These are 4to2 conversions from Icemunmun, medium poly (less than 3k). You need the invisible plate, included. This indonesian food can be prepared from the fridge;

Ayam Penyet: lunch and dinner time, same chili cooking skill points required Chicken Satay: lunch and dinner time, same hotdog cooking skill point required and available only with a grill Pisang Goreng: available anytime as a dessert, same pancakes cooking sill points required.

DOWNLOAD HERE

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[allthatispeculiar]

[blueish-jay]

[casxmanis]

Can't help but think of this meme

[zzoupz]

my first actual contribution. hello mouthwashers

[chensaiy]

From my rotting body flowers shall grow

[fox-guardian]

[ID: A digital drawing of Anya and Daisuke from Mouthwashing wearing 1960s-70s clothes and smiling on a background of yellow flower doodles. Anya is wearing a striped turtleneck and matching hair scarf, a brown pinafore with matching socks, black loafers, and red cross earrings and 60s style makeup. Daisuke is wearing a green collared shirt with pink flowers on the chest, pink bell-bottoms, and yellow shoes. Anya has one knee lifted and one hand in her hair, and Daisuke is dancing a bit and punching the air, grinning at her. end ID]

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i was already planning to draw at least anya in cute 60s-70s outfits because Fun but then i saw something where allegedly daisuke likes vintage shopping?? therefore buddies thrifting trip?? what if they had fun and nothing bad happened to either of them ever??

[hikiclawd]

all three of these games have very similar flavor profile . in my mind

[hikiclawd]

all three of these games have very similar flavor profile . in my mind

[xanaxfarts]

The Sims (2000)

[velvetys]

How is bnha anime of the decade...... they aren’t even anime of the hour of the minute of the second

[grimeclown]

The notes on this post were so toxic that staff just axed em

[abraxasrinbalt]

1969.........

[harperhug]

Yes, when the original post is deleted from the server (not just the blog, but the Tumblr servers), there is no root post for notes to be added onto, and also no root post for time to be counted from, so it starts from zero. Most computer operating systems use Unix, which was launched in 1971 with t.he epoch date of midnight on January 1, 1970 as 1. Therefore zero is one second behind that date: December 31, 1969. Also, very unfortunately, this also means nobody except you and anyone you reblog it to will see this explanation, as you cannot open the notes to see comments when there are no notes.

[ti0mumu]

[nick-nonya]

Tumblr is truly one of the webbed sites ever

[solnight99]

ohmg

[aroace-ryland-grace]

[midnightfox-again]

It was at 3

We're healing

[microscotch]

i mean. was worth a shot 💻

[my-random--thoughts-deactivated]

[daily-spooky]

[polybius3d]

this is what happens when I have two fixations at once

[candlemassive]

Goth substyle blinkies!

[daily-spooky]

[budgieflitter]

i love drawing the most insignificant characters like puck's deadbeat biological parents