I want to say sorry to Welcome Home fandom and to @partycoffin (sorry for tag you)
First, sorry for my english. Second, sorry if this I do is stupid.
In the next year, I going to turn 18. And I want to take responsibility for the things I did despite the fear I feel.
Two years ago I was a proshipper, and I feel disgusting about that. After what Java do, I don't feel safe, because the fandom act something toxic.
In Twitter, I see a post of a proshipper said, "we aren't toxic" and I believe that, and in secret I go to a that part.
Slowly, I see is bad, is disgusting, I see how this people said is better but the same time I see how one person said something really disgusting
I know I'm a important person, but I feel bad what a I do and not have consequences.
I feel scare, scare about how the fandom is going to taket, because I said to some a onlyne friend, but they don't talk me anymore, and for that I feel scare.
I sorry Clown, I love you art, and sorry if this is stupid.
I don't want to be pitied, I just want to take responsibility for what I did. But, the good side, someone is help me but this ;D
