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2026 Written Entry
Moments. Ugh, where do I even begin. I have moments with Mikey where life doesn't seem too terrible.. Not that they are, I'm just having trouble... staying positive - there we go. Because looking at the bigger picture, us as a whole, our timeline, it seems as though we're frozen. Not moving forward, not growing, not going anywhere. It took the end of my 20's to finally realize. It took a family tragedy to look within. Thankfully, I still have both my parents but every time I say I'm gonna see them, I don't, and I want to say so many things to them before it's too late, and I just can't bring myself to. I want to move out of this damn house, but I'm not being supported enough to & at one point I wanted to change my career but I'm not brave enough to. There's just so many things.. And my chest feels heavier and heavier with each passing day. I'll have moments where I'll think, "Hey, life isn't too bad." And then I'm off the clock at work just to end up in the same fucking place. I feel as though I have nothing of my own, nothing to look forward to, no hope basically. I love Mikey. I love my parents, and I miss them every time I'm not with them. I love myself for being - Sorry, for trying to be strong and happy - happiest can be. It's just hard.. Nothing's ideal. I wished for Mikey and I got him. Now I wish we can get out of this place, not just talking about the house but the place of not growing together as a whole.
Heyyy Tumblr, 2025. Guess it's just me and you.
Hi Tumblr 2024
Man... Tumblr used to be my DIARY. I would say pretty much anything and everything on here, looking at hundred to a thousand pages back, shit's wild.. I think it's safe to say that I am not the person I was, or maybe I am, just older, a little wiser I guess.
Tumblr's been dead, I see. I feel like a lonely ghost roaming around and not finding a single soul left on here lol. It's crazy to see how much time has passed.
It’s as if the universe heard me, but it feels so good.. catching up with an old friend <3 It’s something my heart definitely needed, and I’m glad I didn’t just let this one drift off into a short n sweet conversation. Thank you for hearing me.
Bandon, Oregon
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Hi Tumblr, It’s Day
two of quarantine, and honestly I’m feeling all the symptoms listed under the Covid-19 illness if you google it. It’s literally just a cold or whatever.. I’ve been experiencing a runny nose, coughs, congestion, body aches, fatigue and headaches. I had the urge to go to Target yesterday but during my alone time at the house when I took a shower, fed my dog, washed the dishes, I felt super drained and out of breath. Not your typical feel when you don’t have Covid. You’re supposed to isolate anyway, so good thing I didn’t go to Target.. Don’t worry guys, I’m not that person that would risk other people’s lives. I think the sickness is going easy on me at the moment, and I’m grateful for that. I can function normally, but if I were at work I’d probably need to take a couple breaks to catch my breath and rest. I wonder how I even got this? It had to have been from the birthday party I attended with my boyfriend last Saturday.. Man, I can’t wait till this passes so I can go to the gym.. The fucking gym. It’s a love and hate relationship when it comes to the gym, I was consistent for about 2 days then stopped going for like 4-5 weeks. Every single day, I’ve been watching IG videos of women doing all kinds of workouts, specifically targeting the glutes and upper body, and I’m laying/sitting there thinking, I can totally try those out, it looks like fun! Before, when I would go for once or twice a week for 3 weeks, I was just hopping on the treadmill and stair master and using like two machines I was familiar with but didn’t really have a routine going on. I would use the machine for like 5 mins then head back to the locker room to grab my stuff and go. I thought as soon as the water bottle was finished, so was I lol. And I’m talking about a 500ML water bottle, not those big jugs with the straps. How weak and insecure am I.. I was too timid to walk to the front of the gym where all the weights were because there would be so many people and I felt like they were all looking at me like I didn’t know what to do and I didn’t. But when you’ve already paid for the gym for the full year and you want to change your physical and mental health, you should not be phased by anyone but yourself. You go to the gym for you and don’t you ever compare yourself to other people. Everyone has different paths. I’ve been wanting to lose weight for the longest time. The more I think about working out or watching videos of women working out and seeing how sexy their body’s are, the more stronger the urge becomes. I’m probably at my boyfriend’s weight, if not, a little bit bigger, aka my heaviest ever. That’s embarrassing to me. I honestly believe that if I can get this fitness journey into reality, I would be so much more happier and confident in my relationship with him and most importantly, myself. My boyfriend has so much confidence in himself, it’s kind of annoying sometimes only because I want to love myself as much as he loves him. I guess you can say I’m a little jealous. Standing side by side with him makes me cringe because you can definitely tell the physical difference between us, and I know I shouldn’t trip about it but I do and have been for awhile now. So when Covid finally passes in a few days, I’m gonna build my dream body and I’m gonna do it as quick as I can. I’m hopeful I can go back to the body I used to have, but better. I swear it, and I owe it to myself. I owe myself that much. I didn’t think this entry would turn out to be about the gym and all that, but honestly it’s been the only thought in my head for months so it feels good typing it all out. I was too tired for a handwritten entry today anyway despite the symptoms lightening up. It feels good to re-read this entry and seeing how it all makes sense. I might write another one just because I’ve missed this feeling - The feeling of jotting down your thoughts. And if you’ve read this whole entry, thank you? I don’t have many friends, just one or two. I guess that’s something to talk about in another entry. The ex best friend lol. Now my mood kinda lowered typing those last sentences out. Have a blessed day guys.
Love Always,
CEE.