CelestialWitch

The Goddess of transhood :3 I'm a therian, robot/vocaloid girl, furry, autistic transfem my theriotype is a domesticated kitsune :3 She/They/it, kit/Kits and voc/vocaloid https://linktr.ee/THELORDRA

[celeste-the-witch]

Hi! I'm Celeste! I'm a 23 year old autistic transbian who's disabled. Dms are open. Kink list after the "keep reading."

Dni (do not interact): chasers, terfs, "sissy" accounts and trans fetish bots.

Do not refer to me with man based terminology. Like "amab" or "mtf" or anything like that. I have never been a man or a male.

Please donate to my paypal, cashapp or venmo btw. I'm really struggling financially.

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My diagnostic in case yall wanna fake claim me (list included to cover things not included in this diagnostic. They are on my medical file though):

Pet play

Degredation

Cnc

Any form of bindings

Eye coverings and gags

Free use

Hypnosis

Knife play

Being choked to the point of nearly passing out

Being bred

Orientation play (transmascs only)

Basically, I'm super submissive and want to be used to the extreme lol :3. I'm fairly new to the kink community, so I'll probably get more specific as I discover more terms and learn more about myself!

[celeste-the-witch]

You wanna know why i haven't made porn yet? Because I'm scared

I'm scared of people seeing me like that, I'm scared of the ways it'll change my life, I'm scared of regretting it

I also just think I'm too overweight and ugly to make porn

There's a lot of reasons, but they all come from fear

If I had someone in my life who could gently guide me into making porn, then I'd prolly do it, but I don't have that

Like someone who makes porn and can help me figure it out and stuff and can also just be emotional support for me when it inevitably doesn't go super well at first

[celeste-the-witch]

One of these days

It's gonna happen

I can feel it coming, like the impending bell of fate ringing nonstop in my ears

The porn, becoming one of "those" trannies who isn't socially acceptable because I make kink videos and go to pride naked

I can feel it coming slowly but surely, one of these days I will finally snap the tension and just post some porn already

[celeste-the-witch]

The difference between a "pretty" trans girl and an "ugly" trans girl is just confidence imo

Obviously if you post porn and are constantly getting praise from random men, you're gonna see yourself as pretty

If you don't have that boost to your confidence, then you might not see it that way

I think all trans woman are beautiful, but the difference between one who knows they are and one who doesn't is just confidence

[celeste-the-witch]

My ssi and ssdi applications were both denied

I guess I'm gonna be stuck begging people for money for my entire life

Cause I'm apparently not disabled enough for the government

Why does my life keep getting worse

Why cant I have a win for once

[celeste-the-witch]

I just had a dream where I just genuinely went into depth about why it took me so long to work on my issues

I told markiplier (and yes, I was talking to markiplier about it) that when I was younger, I was taught by the adults around me that I was helpless

That I couldn't make any real change or have any real effect on things

So when i was met with my own issues, I fell into that helpless mindset and told myself there was nothing I could do to fix it and that I was just stuck broken forever

It took me a long time to realize that I could do stuff to change my situation, and I'm still grappling with the fact that what I can do is pretty limited due to disability

It's hard not to feel completely helpless because I can't do as much as the average person

[celeste-the-witch]

Me and my ex may have had a pretty negative breakup but damn did she put good songs in the playlist

[celeste-the-witch]

I have fantasies about being a god and starting a cult because I'm severely insecure due to trauma

So if you don't want me to be a dirty tranny freak then maybe stop traumatizing trans people when they're young

[celeste-the-witch]

So you're telling me that we spend who knows how long in the void of non-existence until we suddenly have life thrust upon us and we're supposed to just accept that we'll return to the void?

I actually quite like existence yknow, and I'd really prefer to keep it

I feel like we should be focusing on how to stop it from happening instead of focusing on "accepting" it

[celeste-the-witch]

Okay, so in regards to gock can I suggest the following to use instead?

Nubbule

Doodle

Princess Pea

Spear

Weapon

Jelly

Thrumb

Clant (like a clit but it can't)

Web Shooter

Please arrange these (and any more you can think of) into a tier list so we can all crowd sauce a weirder and more fun lexicon.

Yours obviously,

mischief

I don't like any of those as much as I like gock

So I'm unsure how to respond

[princess-rosiebird-nsfw]

y'know, i just really do not like the word "gock"

[celeste-the-witch]

I don't mind the word gock tbh

I think it's kinda silly and fun and it's better then calling it a cock or something

Way less dysphoria inducing

[celeste-the-witch]

Not really an ask persay, I just wanted to say that I really like your name ^>^ its a cool name!

Aw thanks :3

[celeste-the-witch]

It's so crazy that I've had sex with multiple men like wtf

Younger me would never in a million years have thought I'd ever have a man inside me and now I've had multiple

It makes me feel so feminine though ngl and it's so affirming

It's just wild to think about

[celeste-the-witch]

I really wish I could get high rn

I miss being high so badly

I'm not myself when I'm sober

[celeste-the-witch]

Should I make porn on my vhs-c camcorder and digitize it so I can upload it online?

[celeste-the-witch]

Welp, this idea is off the table for a while

My vcr was apparently broken, and decided to eat my only cassette to vhs adapter and my only cassette tape so now I can't record or digitize anything with my camera and I don't have the money to replace anything :/

[celeste-the-witch]

Should I make porn on my vhs-c camcorder and digitize it so I can upload it online?

[celeste-the-witch]

If you learn enough history it's almost like you've lived for 100s of years

I have all these experiences spanning ages just swimming around my brain