Sana’s love is intense and passionate. Overwhelming and scary, but it just feels so right. There isn’t one moment where she doesn’t think about you.
Her love, her angel, her heart.
She always sticks by your side through the highs and lows and she’s not afraid to share every aspect of her life with you. Unashamedly, she’ll tear herself open for you. Vulnerability seeping through skin, seamless, but flowing in the air as her lips and body speak without any fear.
And she’ll let you do the exact same thing.
And when the worries and insecurities and past pains are left out in the space of your shared home, whipping around the both of you like a storm… Sana will be there to heal the wounds and calm the chaos. With tangled limbs and whispered confessions, promises.
I could say more about you guys' relationship, but it’s so raw and honest that it even scares me a bit.
Imagine trusting someone this much? Someone who keeps on believing in our own healing?
Sana’s love is beyond. Her love is deep and unconditional and so, so, so genuine.
Let her hold your heart like it’s the most precious thing in the world. Allow your souls to touch.
A/N: Its my first post!! I’m a new author so I’m looking for some fellow fluffy friends! ^ ~ ^
This one’s for all my fellow gamers. We’ve all had that one(or multiple) game/s that lingered a lil too much.
Hwang Yeji
- You were playing solo when you got into a heated argument with someone in your team.
- You were usually above interacting with the trolls of this game but today you just weren’t having it.
- You were caught off guard by the enemy team because you were too distracted with your argument.
- That did it for you. It made you skip the fuse and outright explode.
- Yeji flinched from your raised your voice
- But you didn’t notice that
- What you did notice was the expression she had on when you randomly glanced to her direction
- You couldn’t quite read her face. But you knew it wasn’t a positive reaction.
- Right then and there you knew you had to put a stop to it, so you remained silent for the rest of the game.
- Still bothered with what you saw from Yeji, you didn’t even care about the result of the game, you just instantly logged off after the game and took a walk to de-tilt yourself.
- Arriving back home, you see Yeji on the kitchen island
- She had her arms propped up, head supported by both hands, like she was waiting for something
- When she finally saw you she gave you a gentle smile
- She was waiting for you
- "Why'd you go for a walk?" she asks
- "I've never seen that look on your face before... I knew I had to do something about it" you replied, scratching your nape, embarrassed that you were the reason for said face
- Your eyes land on 2 cups placed atop the kitchen island
- One was her’s, the other was a drink looked familiar to you.
- She got you your favourite drink
- "Whats with the drink?" You asked back, taking the beverage in your hand.
- "Same reason as yours i guess." She replied
- After exchanging some words, Yeji confirms your state.
- “So you’re all good now??”
- You reassure her that you are.
- She rushes to your shared bedroom.
- You follow her in suit and see her taking down a pillow fort. She explained that she had hoped the pillow fort would do the trick if your comfort drink didn’t.
- Dear God Yeji’s so extra
- Laughter filled the room
- You lovingly tackled her
- You two lay on the not-so-disposed-of pillow fort giggling & cuddling.
- You and Yeji were still fresh from moving in together, and this moment right here was a sign of the good times to come.
Choi “Lia” Jisu
- You didn't know you were playing the new game mode the developers must have recently added.
- Its called "Who can blame who more"
- Where your team would fight the enemy AND verbally assault your own at the same time.
- You were playing just fine, but your teamates were too distracted with all the trashtalking.
- You tried your best to put up a good fight but it was an inevitable loss.
- You were demoralized, and you told Lia all about it.
- She listened with all her heart.
- The sight of her nodding along to your sentences made you smile.
- It cut you off mid-sentence.
- You scoffed.
- It confused her
- “What?” she asked
- “You know what... I don’t care anymore. I don’t want be brought down by something so silly.”
- “Y/N, if it were silly then you wouldn’t be this affected now would you?”
- “No seriously, I’d rather enjoy the rest of the day with you.”
- She gives you her signature cinnamon smile.
- Yep that did the trick. You’ve now fully meant every single word that you said just now.
- “I’m happy that you think so.”
- She holds both your hands. They were cold, possibly still influenced by adrenaline from the game.
- Lia rubs her hands in between yours to warm it up.
- Your heart fluttered from that.
- It may have worked a little too well, as now your whole body was heated up.
- You find her truly amazing. Her entire being is comfort incarnate.
- Is it really though?
- You test out that theory.
- You hold her body in place so she could still herself.
- Dig your ear onto her chest, you did.
- And listen to her full heart.
- It felt like each beat you heard dwindled the memory of that game inch by inch.
- You couldn't see it but she was looking at you from above with the dope-iest smile. She still couldn't believe how much you loved her.
Shin Ryujin
- Ryujin would be the type to watch you during your game.
- She knew the game well cause she convinced you to teach her all about it. Hoping it would be a bonding experience.
- So she saw how slowly but surely your hopes diminished.
- The enemy bested you in the most subtle of ways.
- It was a slow burn type of game.
- It could have been 50-50 if it weren't for your lapses of judgement.
- After a long bout, the word Defeat splattered across your screen.
- You're not a bad player or anything, its just that that specific game showed how big your room for improvement is. It showed you which areas for you to work on.
- You: *long drawn sign*
- Ryujin would point out all your good plays in the game, but not discounting that you really do have to improve in some aspects.
- "Shake it off, babe. I know you did your best."
- You really did consider her words, you always did.
- But her usual blunt approach wasn't cutting it right now.
- You head to your shared bedroom and lay face down. Corpse-style.
- ‘Its so stupid’ You thought
- ‘It was just one game’
- ‘... I guess have tons more to learn to be considered a decent player’
- You tried logic-ing your way out. Thinking of all the things that game could have taught you in hopes not thinking about the loss.
- Deep in thought, you were interrupted with the bed shifting.
- Ryujin was on the other side, seated with crossed legs.
- You didn’t even bother looking to her direction
- You grunted
- She starts patting you like a baby
- You pay no mind to it until you notice yourself calming you down
- Your grunts turned to mewls
- What is this magic?
- Well, whatever it was, it was certainly working to pull you out of the hole you were starting to dig yourself deeper and deeper in.
- You try to thank her but she shushes you
- "No words needed." she said
- You start to fall asleep.
- But not before you nestle your head on her waist. Hugging it tight.
- Like it was the first and last time you would ever get that treatment from her.
- Ryujin made sure it wasn't.
Lee Chaeryeong
- You had a bad game
- And then another
- And then another
- 1 turned to 3
- And 3 turned to 5
- It was a losing streak
- You'd think you’d feel furious about it, but somewhere along your gaming marathon, anger just turned into sadness and self-pity.
- You felt so sorry for yourself.
- Chaeryeong enters your apartment, looking like she was defeated as well.
- It seems that she too was having a bad day.
- "How was your day, babe?"
- "Horrible... Yours?"
- "I don't even know where to begin"
- You two share your grief, sparing no detail of your horrid day.
- It was your turn first
- And boy was Chaeryeong a great listener.
- The lady right in front of you was an empath.
- She made you feel like she suffered through the same misplays, same mismatches, same losses you just experienced.
- Crunching her face and reacting to every single detail that made each game uniquely depressing.
- She had enough anger for the both of you. And so you made sure to reciprocate that.
- Casually asking her whats got her down and listening intently.
- It was so easy for the two of you to rant to each other.
- Like spreading butter using a warm knife.
- It was strange how something rooted from sadness could be turned into something heartwarming.
- No "its ok"s
- No "tomorrow's another day"s
- You didn't try to cheer each other up. You didn't try to solve the other's problem. You were just there to lend an ear.
- Your show-and-tell: grievance edition started in the kitchen
- Which then led to the couch.
- Which then led to the bedroom.
- Your listening to each other felt so natural that you didn’t notice yours transitions to different places
- The next thing the two of you knew, you were now in bed, cuddling for comfort.
- Tough as it was, at least tonight it was you and Chaeryeong vs the world.
- And you held onto her for dear life as you join her in buying a ticket to dreamland.
Shin Yuna
- A sharp groan
- You hang on the edge of your seat, both hands on your head, eyes shot forward, still not believing how stupid your were.
- Your girlfriend Yuna approached you
- You wondered what was more annoying.
- That you had just fumbled the last play in the most royal way?
- Or the girl trying to pry herself in between you and your chair.
- "Uhmm Babe?...." you asked, still not used to the younger's antics.
- "Hmm?"
- She was acting like what she was doing was normal.
- "What'chu doing there?"
- "For one thing, being warm." she squeezed you
- Her boldness hit you like a truck.
- It made you breath out all the adrenaline from the game.
- She noticed it was calming you down, so she hugged you harder, now digging her face onto your body.
- "I'm not that upset about it." you lied
- But she hums away your attempt to talk about it further.
- A good minute of silence completely purged away all your negativity.
- "So theres this big party at JYPE later. I already told them you're my plus one"
- You were stunned for a second
- "AND YOU'RE ONLY TELLING ME ABOUT THIS NOW?"
- Your panic threw you off your chair and you head straight to your closet.
- Your worry subsides when you see a suit holder hanging on the handle.
- No way in hell that you bought this suit from this brand
- ‘Of course she already got me a suit’
- Gone were the days where you had to cut off an arm and a leg for when an event would blindside you.
- You two continue talking about the event, and how you would tag along with itzy to have dinner before going to the venue together.
- It was hours later when you remember how badly you screwed up the game.
- Now you’re in a limo on the way to the party. Having the time of your life.
- You knew Yuna didn’t purposely try to distract you from your bad game.
- Yuna’s life was active. It was ever-moving.
- It was in her nature to move past these types of things every now and then.
- One minute you were there and the next you're here
- Such was the philosophy that rubbed off on your when you started dating Yuna.
- Timings? Jinxes? Luck? Screw all of those.
- Life has too many surprises. Some were bad, some were good. And dwelling on the former would make you miss out on the latter.
