Life.

An anonymous blog written everyday about everything.

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12.13.16

I'm life has been a mess lately. And tomorrow I get a shot.

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11.26.16

The last few weeks have been the worst of my life. I can't even type everything out, because I will burst into tears and I don't think I'll be able to stop. I don't know how to stop it. But I surely hope it stops soon.

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8.22.16

My ex boyfriend has a new girlfriend. Andres has a new girlfriend. And I don't care. Truly.

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8.19.16

I just had another dream about Drake. I'm going to meet him, you wait and see!

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8.12.16

I still care. I just want him to be okay. But I know that I shouldn't.

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8.9.16

We accept the love we think we deserve.

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8.8.16

Because it wasn't real. x2

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8.5.16

I did it. I got it.

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8.5.16

The suspense is killing me.

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8.2.16

Tomorrow is the day my life begins. Okay a little dramatic. But I want it so badly I can taste it.

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7.21.16

I'm really I didn't I don't know stage of my life. I don't know what job I have. I don't know what is happening with boys. I'm really not sure who to love. I just don't know. And it's terrifying and freeing all at the same time.

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7.13.16

I have a newfound love for Dating Naked.

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7.9.16

I just want someone to want me.

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7.3.16

Holidays at my family are absolutely awful. Absolutely awful. I should have stayed home.

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There are many things I never thanked you for.

“I thought I couldn’t live without you, but my heart is finally starting to beat again. You broke my heart open and new light got in, you made me so desperate and out of control that I had to transform my life, and I did.

I thought I would grow old with you, but sometimes, life has other plans. That doesn’t mean I ever stopped loving you. When someone touches your heart, they will infinitely be there.

I had so much anger and pain, it was gnawing away at me, slowly destroying me. But then I realized that our love wasn’t the kind that results in the fusing of two lives into one, it was the kind of love that gave me new life, that taught me much more than a happily ever after ever could. And I don’t regret a second of it.”

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6.29.16

I've applied. Which is a great first step. But now I'm terrified.