love me right

the faint light was turned off, but my eyes are lighting up again because of you; feels like i’ve loved you from a long time ago, feels like i’m being pulled by something / when i close my eyes, i see those eyes — my heart kept aching so i wanted to forget

[changminvs-blog]

hi hello i’m not totally sure how many ppl will see this, but i would first of all say that i’m so so incredibly grateful for everything nd everyone who has been a part of gangnam, whether i have talked to u or not doesn’t matter bc y’all are really amazing nd i couldn’t have asked for a better place to be. gangnam has given me so much experience nd an opportunity to get to know so many wonderful people. u can find me on my main @wangsheart nd on d*scord @ chanyeol#5388 if u wanna keep in touch ( and i hope u want to ) ! i hope i see u guys around nd pls don’t hesitate to contact me bc i would absolutely love to talk more w y’all nd i wish u all the best ! thank u so much for everything, i love u all nd i hope u take care of urself 💕💕

[changminvs-blog]

svngwoonx:

          HE WISHED HE COULD’VE responded differently, because both their heated anger couldn’t be contained within a controlled argument. but sungwoon had always had a temper, one he had attempted to CALM the best he could ( and working out helped, a lot ), but despite the amount of affection and genuine l o v e he had for changmin, the man always seemed to be able to push all of sungwoon’s buttons. he just cared for the other male, so much so that when he was shut out it FRUSTRATED him to no end. «you’re just gonna keep pushing me away like that, huh ?» he crossed his arms in front of his chest, eyeing the other intently. «forever ? because you see, i don’t care if you can handle it yourself. the point is, you don’t have to.»

he didn’t have to break the eye contact to know that sungwoon’s frustration was coming forward ( voice and body language said it all ) and for a little while all they did was stare at each other. changmin listened to the other male talk and let the silence take over instead of saying anything for the next minutes. the words stuck with him like they had found a way inside his body and didn’t want to leave until something happened – but no matter how RIGHT it sounded, changmin r e f u s e d to acknowledge it. “it’s not like i mean to push you away; it just happens, okay ? call it a defense mechanism or whatever,” he replied after gathering his thoughts. “i’m fucking scared to let anyone in. i just don’t want to get hurt again.”

[changminvs-blog]

" Are you afraid?" ( yumi )

☆ - angst memes

her question was so gentle, caring, but it made him feel more anxious than ever. the news of his parents coming to seoul for some reason had reached changmin and he didn’t know how to feel about it. the chance of him meeting them accidentally was s c a r y so he had thought about calling them, but what was the odds that they would agree ? yumi sat beside him, switching from looking at him and the phone in his hands. “i’m not sure. maybe. if i am, it’s more of what they’re going to say when we meet – that’s if they say yes to my suggestion.”

[changminvs-blog]

" Angry. I'm.. I'm angry." ( jiho ! )

☆ - angst memes

the other male was brief with his words and though he seemed calm, changmin could sense a hint of rage in his tone. he looked down and stared at the ground for a whole minute. was there something he had done to jiho which had made him angry ? could it be their friendship ( maybe it couldn’t be called a friendship anymore ) or something else ? he took a deep breath and finally looked up, voice weak as the words came out. “is it my fault, did i do something wrong ? if so, please tell me,” 

[changminvs-blog]

sxraii:

@changminvs

The art gallery is crowded, but for once Sora feels alone. She’s focusing on the painting intently, trying to FEEL something. It was easy for Sora to get angry or sad, feel strange euphoric bouts of  happiness, but she didn’t understand the importance of paintings and photography, surely these were just pictures, figments of imagination and memories, they lacked relevance in her eyes. “I still don’t understand the meaning behind this painting, can’t we go eat something now?”

they had spent almost an hour in the art gallery together, most of the time had gone to him explaining some paintings they had seen and the importance of art to sora. “maybe not every painting needs to have a meaning,” he suggested and tilted his head a little as to get a better view of the artwork in front of them. “sometimes it can just be a simple painting with no deeper meaning behind it.” changmin took a glance at her for a moment and couldn’t hide his smile as he replied to the question. “okay, sure. it’s been a while since i had something to eat. where do you wanna go?”

[changminvs-blog]

BASIC INFORMATION ;

Full Name: moon changmin

Nickname(s): min

Age: twenty-one

Date of Birth: september 15th 1995

Zodiac Sign: virgo

Hometown: jeonju, south korea

Current Location: gangnam district, seoul, south korea

Orientation: bisexual

Occupation: photographer

Living Arrangements: apartment

Language(s) Spoken: korean, mandarin and conversational english

APPEARANCE & HEALTH ;

Hair Color: currently black, switches between black and brown

Eye Color: brown

Height: 179 cm ( 5′10)

Tattoos: this on the inside of his left arm

Piercings: each ear pierced 

Distinguishing Characteristics: eyes and smile

Physical Ailments: none

Allergies: none 

Addictions: none

Drug Use: rare

Alcohol Use: occasional 

PERSONALITY ;

Positive Traits: cordial, imaginative, honest, efficient

Negative Traits: disorderly, truculent, deceptive, aggrieved

Goals/Desires: make things right with his family and make them understand, become a notable photographer

Fears: small spaces  

Hobbies: taking pictures, making photo albums, taking long walks

Habits: touches neck when he’s nervous, spins pencils whenever he’s bored, goes quiet when he's in a bad mood

FAVOURITES ;

Weather: not too hot or too cold

Color: marine blue, black

Song: jay chou - silence 

Movies: dead poets society, mulan

Sport: football, basketball 

Beverage: ice tea, coffee

Food: spicy food, ramen

Animal: dogs

QUICK FACTS ;

he was pretty close with his grandparents and often talked with them until his grandfather died. since then he hasn’t spoken much with his grandmother even though she lives in seoul

jeju island is one of his favorite places and whenever he needs time alone he goes there

he likes to learn things on his own so he taught himself mandarin and is currently learning english and the piano

[changminvs-blog]

[text]: Do you seriously have that little respect for me? / [drunk text] Can you pls remind me tomorrow of how much of a fool I made myself tonight - hello, its meme i was wonDERIN if AFTer aLl ThESe yeRS ud lIke to meet

☆ - text memes

[text]: Do you seriously have that little respect for me? 

[ text to inho ]: no [ text to inho ]: i didnt mean what i said u have to believe me please

[drunk text] Can you pls remind me tomorrow of how much of a fool I made myself tonight - hello, its meme i was wonDERIN if AFTer aLl ThESe yeRS ud lIke to meet

[ text to inho ]: sure but i think u will hate me[ text to inho ]: a true adele fan  

[changminvs-blog]

[text]: Anyone coming over I expect to be here by 8. There’s cake.

☆ - text memes

[ text to miran 💠  ]: u had me at cake[ text to miran 💠  ]: coming  

[changminvs-blog]

text: i'm masturdating :/// going out alone!!! for fun

☆ - text memes

[ text to chaemin 🍀  ]: why u always drunk[ text to chaemin 🍀  ]: u okay or  [ text to chaemin 🍀  ]: should i call anyone

[changminvs-blog]

[text]: You have to take me back. Please.

☆ - text memes

[ text to iseul 🚫  ]: why[ text to iseul 🚫  ]: i dont have to do anything dont tell me what to do [ text to iseul 🚫  ]: u hurt me[ text to iseul 🚫  ]: god fuck this[ text to iseul 🚫  ]: fuck u 

[changminvs-blog]

[text]: some guy tried to give me a high five out here and when i denied him he called me ugly

☆ - text memes

[ text to minsook ☀️  ]: should i fight him[ text to minsook ☀️  ]: in what world r u ugly he should go get his eyes checked lol 

[changminvs-blog]

splootbyul:

normally she was out for three reasons: dog walking, food, and hanging out. today, for once, it was neither of those three. iseul had mentioned a fifty-percent off deal throughout the whole bookstore, and that plus his employee discount meant a steal she couldn’t quite resist. true, eunbyul was still a long ways away from being able to afford veterinary school, but she was going to be applying soon, and she desperately needed to brush up on her basics. taking a year off after graduation had made her not lazy exactly, but simply unwilling to touch any books for the past couple months or so. this sale was just the push she needed to get back on track! 

she hadn’t even been halfway there to the bookstore when a click! suddenly stopped her in her tracks. what the heck was that? she turned left and right, trying to find the source of the sound, while a part of her nagged that she’d heard that noise while out and about before. 

changminvs

there were times when bursts of inspiration came to him from out of the blue and it could be everything from a project to a short photo series, but this day had given him nothing to do or work on. changmin had been up for hours trying to find new ideas only to be failed by his creativity; he’d tried everything from writing down random words to go through his previous pictures and still nothing. going for a walk had been the only option left and it usually helped because anything around him could become interesting, which was why he now stood on the street snapping pictures here and there. he flipped through them on the camera and stopped on a particular shot of a female walking down the street, studying her and the whole picture itself. although a lot of people often ended up in the shots and changmin didn’t bat an eye on most of them, something was different about her – the image felt complete with her in it, like she was made for the camera.

[koreantunes]

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[changminvs-blog]

Angst Starter Masterlist

" Aren't you going to say something?"

" And I thought I loved you."

" And I thought you loved me."

" Angry. I'm.. I'm angry."

" Aren't you even going to cry?"

" Are you going to cry?"

" Are you crying?"

" Are you okay?"

" Ask if I'm okay. Just ask."

" And this is why I don't want to stay anymore."

" Addiction isn't the way to go, ___ "

" Are you angry with me?"

" Are you afraid?"

" And now is the part where we say goodbye."

" And now you're going to leave me!"

" Are you just going to leave me?"

" Be friends with someone else."

" Boy/Girlfriend? Is that what you thought I meant?"

" Because you're such an ass and I- I just hate you!"

" But I've changed."

" But you've changed."

" Buy yourself something nice. Because I don't want this ring."

" But.. you're still alive?"

" Can't you just let me be happy for one?!"

" Can't you be happy for once?

" Can't you just be happy for me?"

" Come on, leave already!"

" Coward. That's all you are. A coward."

" Do you even know what you've done to me?"

" Do you have any remorse? "

" Don't you dare close your eyes on me!"

" Don't you dare die."

" Don't you care about me/her/him/them anymore?"

" Don't give me that look"

" Don't you want me to be happy?"

" Dammit! Everything was just starting to get better and then you do this!"

" Damn you."

" Don't lie to me."

" Don't like to him/her/them."

" Dammit.. Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck! You fucking ass!"

" Everything is fucked up now- everything is fucked because of you!"

" Everything's gone to hell."

" Everyone hates me."

" Everyone hates you."

" Everything hurts."

" Everything's going to be okay."

" Everyone loves you, not me."

" Everything is falling apart."

" Everything fell apart and I can't pick up the pieces anymore."

" For someone whose dying, you seem kind of happy."

" Friends forever, right? Isn't that what you said?"

" Fuck off!"

" Fuck you!"

" Find a new place to live."

" Find a new girlfriend/boyfriend."

" Find a new best-friend."

" Fine. I'll leave."

" Forever and ever. That's how long I said I loved you. But you never said it back."

" Fucking hell, I hate you!"

" Get lost!"

" Get a job, you ass!"

" Get out of here!"

" Go get a life."

" Go. Just go."

" How are you still alive?"

" How long are you going to keep this up?"

" How long until you finally get lost?"

" How about I just leave."

" Hold up. You're breaking up with me?"

" Heaven doesn't exist."

" Hell is the only place we're going to be going."

" How about you leave now?"

" Is this how you're going to treat me?"

" I can't believe you."

" I'm a monster."

" I killed someone."

" I want to kill myself."

" I want to kill something."

" I'm running away."

" I'm leaving you."

" I can't look at you right now."

" I hope you die!"

" I don't understand."

" I'm so angry/sad. But you don't care."

" I can't hear anything."

" I'm dying."

" I have cancer."

" I can feel the darkness coming."

" I can't breathe."

" Just joking, I don't love you."

" Just go."

" Just leave me alone!"

" Just fuck off."

" Kill yourself. "

" Kindly get the hell away from me."

" Kids? I don't want kids."

" Kind. That's the one thing you can never manage to be."

" Lie. Just lie."

" Lie to me."

" Life is not worth living."

" Living isn't possible."

" Like I give a shit about you."

" Lies are all you're capable of."

" Lay down. It'll all be over soon."

" My heart is broken. "

" My.. everything hurts."

" My girlfriend/boyfriend left."

" My ____ is dead."

" Man, you're an asshole."

" My lies aren't working anymore."

" Mutt."

" Many times I lay awake and wonder why I'm alive anymore."

" Never again."

" Never speak to me again."

" No. I won't do it."

" No, I don't like you like that."

" No way in hell!"

" Now, now, is there really any reason to cry?"

" Now and again I really start to hate you."

" No. Stop crying, just stop it."

" Not how I wanted to spend my life."

" Never look at me again."

" People hate me."

" People hate you."

" Person? No, no. You're not a person. You're a robot."

" People like you sicken me."

" People like you deserve to die."

" Perhaps you should just leave, then."

" Piss off."

" Question: why are you still here?"

" Quiet. I'm getting sick of hearing your voice."

" Run away. That's what I'm doing."

" See? I hate you."

" See? You hate me."

" Sometimes I wonder why you stay with me."

" So.. you hate me, then?"

" So this is how it ends."

" Shoot me."

" Shit..."

" So why are you still here?"

" Sometimes people lie to me."

" Stories are just that. Stories."

" Took off with everything I had!"

" Time to go."

" This is the end. It's done."

" The story is ending now."

" This is the end."

" This is why I hate you."

" Then why do you say you love me?!"

" Unlike you I have friends."

" Unlike me, you have friends"

" Under the bed is were I have to hide from you."

" Underwater is where i want me coffin to be."

" Utter it again and I swear I'll kill you!"

" Very mature. Cunt."

" Why can't you row up?"

" Why cant you care about me?"

" Why do you hate me?"

" Why do I hate you?"

" What do you mean?"

" What?You're dying?"

" Why can't you just be you."

" When am I supposed to get my time to be happy?'

" Well. This isn't how it was supposed to end between us."

" Whatever, you asshole."

" Whenever you decide you can stand to talk to me ago, please do."

" Well. I hate you now."

" Well, you hate me now."

[whambamthankyoubram]

more texts for you bitches [pt 2]

angsty af texts

[text]: I’m not talking about this with you anymore I am so mad [text]: So you decide to treat me better AFTER you break up with me…yeah, no. Not gonna happen. Lay off. [text]: FYI telling a person to calm down is about the LEAST productive thing one could do! [text]: Do you seriously have that little respect for me? [text]: You’re a piece of shit. [text]: Take a hint – I want nothing to do with you. [text]: I hate that bitch. [text]: I don’t think this is how you treat someone you love [text]: You have to take me back. Please. [text]: I don’t like to leave loose ends and I realized I needed to live up to my own problems and insecurities. [text]: It’s like you didn’t even realize what you said was immensely fucked up. [text]: I also broke up with my [boyfriend/girlfriend/significant other] tonight [text]: What does it say about my self-esteem if I continue this? [text]: I just don’t really feel like being your secret. [text]: I just feel like no matter what I say it’s not correct [wrong number text]: I think I’m gonna break up with [your muse]…I’m done. [wrong number text]: [Your muse] just pissed me off so much.

flirty af texts

[text] Well, let me fuck you while I make potatoes. It’s every girl’s dream. [text]: I’m sorry I asked to make out with you last night [text]: So you don’t remember asking if you could kiss me? [text]: Is it gay if I had sex with a guy during a threesome? [text]: You have to love more than my vagina to be boyfriend material [text]: I get nervous saying so in person, but I thought you were pretty adorable [text]: Good morning. It’s [your muse’s name], the cutie you met on Tinder. [text]: If we’re both single by the time we’re 30, let’s elope. [text]: You’re not single, are you? [text]: I want to have sex in my car again before I put the car seat back in [text]: Here’s an unsolicited pic of my tits, because you almost died last night. [text]: Speaking of lightening speed, he ate me out while I was watching The Flash. If that’s not winning at life idk what is [text]: Hey so I was thinking, would you like to grab a drink this weekend? [text]: We just had sex in the shed while having a conversation about cheeseburgers…so that’s how my Thursday is going [wrong number text]: Do you think [your muse] would say yes if I asked them out for drinks? [wrong number text]: Holy crap [your muse] is fucking hot [wrong number text]: To quote Rachel Green, [your muse] is so pretty, I could cry [wrong number text]: I could never talk to [your muse] … [he/she/they] is so cute I’d be so embarrassed.

friendship af texts

[text]: You didn’t choose the taco life. The taco life chose you. [text]: Your Snapchat story was solely footage of stray cats and whiskey shots [text]: I’m eating pizza in the bathtub [text]: I got high with a cute stranger. But [he/she/they] has a [boyfriend/girlfriend/significant other]. Sad. [text]: Dude [he/she/they] must have been cute to get you to smoke with [him/her/them]! [text]: If he’s into you and he’s got a girlfriend, what does that say about his character? [text]: I’ve been out with this guy twice and no kiss! [text]: I’ll eat brunch alone. No ones good enough when you’re not around [text]: Anyone coming over I expect to be here by 8. There’s cake. [text]: I’m masturdating. Going out alone! For fun. [text]: Is it rude to send him a “Happy Birthday I Hope You Finally Get an STD” text? [text]: Some guy tried to give me a high five out here and when I denied him he called me ugly [text]: Please stop putting yourself down I hate when you talk badly about yourself [text]: If you’re having problems, don’t worry about mine. You’re your own priority. [text]: You should just dump [him/her/them] and move on. [text]: I’ve had so many people in like the past week tell me they were closing on or saving for a house…I’m just like, have fun with that [text]: You might have a house but I just spent hundreds of dollars on highlights so who’s really winning here [text]: He was so cute, it was a shame it didn’t work out. I loved his face and his penis [text]: You also look amazing in that pic I can’t stop looking at it lmao [text]: As soon as I saw [he/she/they] asked me out for drinks, I was like aw fuck [text]: Your mom is drunk at the bar

[changminvs-blog]

[text] Are you SERIOUSLY bringing that up right now!?

☆ - text memes

[ text to sora 🌿  ]: ok calm down why u angry    [ text to sora 🌿  ]: it was an observation [ text to sora 🌿  ]: but i guess i should say sorry so uh ... sorry 

[changminvs-blog]

[text] Bye and have a very fuck you day ( yumi bc she's trash :/ )

☆ - text memes

[ text to yumi 🎀  ]: ????   [ text to yumi 🎀  ]: tf did i do now [ text to yumi 🎀  ]: well if ur not gonna answer me then bye urself and fuck u too