I GOT BETTER .

𝚈𝙾𝚄  𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃  𝙵𝚄𝙲𝙺  𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷  𝚃𝙷𝙴  𝙾𝙽𝙴  𝚆𝙷𝙾  𝙱𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙶𝚂  𝚈𝙾𝚄  𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁  𝙼𝙰𝙸𝙻 .

[chaoticourier]

btw

find me on @terrifythem  !!

if i’m...on tumblr at all

[chaoticourier]

tumblr explain to me how i have (-1) likes

[hiredhound]

                  ———       𝖲𝖮  𝖨  𝖢𝖠𝖭  𝖯𝖫𝖠𝖸  𝖳𝖧𝖤  𝖲𝖳𝖱𝖨𝖭𝖦𝖲  𝖮𝖥  𝖸𝖮𝖴𝖱  𝖣𝖤𝖠𝖳𝖧  … 

[carl00s01]

Atomic Bomb blast with shock and effects in HD

[portaltworemade-deactivated2021]

sole survivor: oh back before the war my favourite singer was – well, you’ve probably never heard of him, his name was dean domino,

courier six:

[chaoticourier]

guess it's time to make a harriet davenport :')

[razorbladeromantics]

i have feelings for u. not telling u which ones.

[nukaposting]

[chaoticourier]

↳   📧     @partloss​  sent:   am i that easy to forget? - from benny!

𝐒𝐈𝐗  𝐖𝐀𝐒  𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐍 ;  𝐓𝐎  𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒,  𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐒.        far from stupid,  but a marvelous actor if needed.  it’s that he’s tight-lipped,  that he plays his cards close to his chest.  he’s—secretly—observant.  freedom was the game  &  everything  &  everyone might as well be a card.  the cards he keeps so close,  so protected,  safe from everyone but himself because he decides you’re a card with a use,  or one to dispose of at just the right moment,  for the sake of remaining free.  for the sake of power.  excess survival.  it wasn’t about just getting by,  not anymore.

               you can’t trust six because he will never really let you know him,  but it isn’t because he is dishonest.  if anything, he’s prideful  &  smug  &  vainglorious even if you can’t see it until it’s too late.  you’ll see it eventually,  though.  rarely, if ever,  will you be his equal even if you think you are.  if he makes you feel that way—for a little while.  six isn’t dishonest,  just concealed.

               when benny asks him,  then— says,  am i that easy to forget ?   it makes six snort derisively.   despite all the chaos,  six will be excessive but he won’t be unnecessary.  dishonesty wouldn’t be necessary.  holding his cards close  &  not letting benny see them would be useless because benny has seen every card he’s got.  hell,  benny gave him some of his most precious cards,  &  six is sure benny knows this.  killing benny had seemed unnecessary.  excessive violence was different than unnecessary— even chaotic— violence,  or violence for the sake of violence.  so he will remain true to that,  all of it,  because benny has seen it  &  six might hate it,  or had at one point,  that benny is dangerous because six is dangerous.  that benny is dangerous because he knows six better than six has let anyone know him.  because,  benny is as close to equal as one could get  &  maybe,  just maybe,  six feels something like reverence towards the other.  at one point,  it made him sick to his stomach,  that reverence.  but six has stomached worse.

               “   oh,  i fuckin’ wish.   ”   sharp  &  acidic,  even his gaze,  unrelenting  &  intended to erode;  to undermine,  though the latter is likely ineffectual.  the air is heavy  &  as stifled as the doo-wop playing beneath them.  maybe tense,  but the kind of tension that gives six butterflies in his stomach because he’s addicted to the suspense.  anticipating something,  he doesn’t know,  but he loves the building uncertainty more than he hates it.   

              “   i  ‘ppreciate the surprise,  i really do,  but i dunno yet if it was for me.   ”   head tilts,  yielding easily to morbid curiosity.  the unwavering eye contact is making his palms damp, but he remains resolute.

[shortwaves-deactivated20200930]

i  can  see  in  your  eyes  that  there’s  no  seam  of  untapped  joy  left  in  you.  the  best  of  life  has  come  and  gone.  those  days  when  sudden  epiphanies  swept  over  you,  and  you  had  visions  of  the  rightness  of  all  things  and  of  your  place  amongst  them;  they’re  history.  you’re  in  a  darker  place  now.

[cryptiique]

cryptiique ——— indie multimuse, feat. arcade gannon from fallout new vegas. written by lilie.

( temp. ) ( art. )

[trashmemes]

RELATIONSHIP AESTHETIC II SENTENCE STARTERS a bunch of quotes pulled from pinterest boards. feel free to make alterations.

i don’t care how complicated this gets, i still want you.

please just touch me. i need to be touched.

fuck you. fuck you! how fucking could you?

i’m sorry i’m not an easy person to be with.

not talking to you kills me.

all i can ever ask of you is to stay. just stay.

i broke my rules for you.

do you really want this for the rest of your life?

the truth is that i’m fucking in love with you.

i like you more than i planned.

maybe making out for a few minutes would help us figure things out.

don’t love me, just fuck me.

i think about you a lot, more than i probably should.

wow, so i was kinda like nothing to you, huh?

you make me feel like i’ll be okay.

i need you, idiot.

it’s you. it’s always been you.

you’ve been scared of love and what it did to you.

i’m happy that you’re happier than me.

we were both so fucking bad at this, weren’t we?

kiss me, you piece of shit.

i love you and i have you and i’m losing my mind.

you are probably going to break my heart and i am definitely going to let you.

use me, then leave me to rot.

i need to let you go.

bullshit, you fucking missed me.

are you flirting or starting a fight? 

i really like you and i really wish i didn’t, but i can’t help it.

baby, please just chill out for, like, two seconds.

let’s buy a house and fuck in every room.

i am everything that you wanted, but you’re scared.

maybe we are soulmates, but just met the wrong time.

am i that easy to forget?

i want to kiss you and then cry for a little while.

not everything that weighs you down is yours to carry.

[writinghannibal]

“Even the dark needs things to eat. To love. Is there a difference? We consume what we love, its purpose and sustenance. We feast on its glory and sedate ourselves with its beauty. Anyway. The dark was hungry. The dark is always devouring, always searching for the light that defines it in opposition.”

— Mabel, Episode 18: Unusual Hungers written by Mabel Martin (via girlwithouthands)

[writing-and-nutmeg]

[chaoticourier]

I MADE AN INTEREST CHECK FORM THINGY I GUESS .......... 

[pistollips-aaaa]

©

[chaoticourier]

random little facts about six? idk

he fucking loves collecting pre-war memorabilia

collects a lot of “junk” and seems like a hoarder but he does actually, eventually, use it to repurpose/repair/build things. very good at making bombs

yes, sometimes he partakes in cannibalism. nbd

if he’s not squinting or scowling, he’s probably eating, the only time other than sleeping (which he rarely does) where he looks...innocent? he’s at peace when he’s eating food what can i say. also, he gets hangry like, often

freeside has a special place in his heart

would die for rex and ed-e. obviously he gets along better w/ robots and animals so, like...this isnt surprising

in his modern verse, he mostly listens to super old music or classical music. it makes him feel less on edge

also in his modern verse, he rarely calls people, prefers texting and shit. he’s always in at least 2 twitter arguments at any given moment.

writes down a lot of things to help with his memory. his handwriting is practically illegible