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I am beyond amazed how things are going so far and partially it's because i suppose i just need to get through mind patterns. So i think the reason why i thought of that probably because there's this part of me that i still wanted perfection instead of gradual growth. The only way for me to demolish that perfection syndrome is to work on it even if it's not my hundred percent all the time. Now that's really is it. With the delfina foundation i can't really guarantee that i'll get in any way but i but i still want to do it, and if i want to get through it the n maybe morph... Continuing morph is the stepping stone to have the proper mindset in finishing projects. Yep.

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I’ve done so much to get here. To get to the bridge and to the other side. To make my dreams a reality. This is my normal now. Living an artist’s dream.

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hmmmm i have a good shot with this

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The reason why I wholeheartedly admire Lin Manuel Miranda is because of how often he's just around in different fields and I want to be the same. I want to have a taste of everything. Because for me, that's LIVING.

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Why am I considering ESL / Online Tutor as my job at this current phase of my life?

I believe it's because I will always learn so much from different people and places that I need a job that will secure this lifestyle. Sharing my knowledge to the world one student at a time is honestly a beautiful way to expand my horizons. It really is a blessing to see that my job application got approved in Preply because I know that I have sufficient experience to share and skills to apply in my teaching style. Aaaaa I cannot wait!

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30 gays are with me. HEH.

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I've been getting asked quite frequently about what I wanna do for the long run with the things I've been getting myself into.. and ive noticed that every single thing that i wanna do turns out to be hobbies bc maybe i partially think they'll keep me stuck in one place forever.... because i am meant to travel. and of course just like hong kong, maybe there will be some moments that i'd get to stay for a couple of months or a year, but then there will be countries and places i simply cannot stay for too long.

I am an artist. And a traveler.

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Not me watching “Manifest” and suddenly seeing 828 on my clock. Hxjshzhshhshx wtfff

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omfg this show is twisting me.

yep. this is how romance should definitely go. it should always come from the man = the submitting, the first move, the i love yous bc holy fuckkkkkk

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I will get to Broadway & West End someday. I can feel it.

As a guest, an audience, and actor, a playwright. I will be there. I'll never know how, but I know that I will.

I do not need to keep on waiting for approvals and rejections bc I'll still get them in every part of my life eventually. What matters is what I intentionally create with my time and effort--with everything I have now. All I need to do is start. If I get to audition, GREAT! If it doesn't work out, it's okay. Because in reality, I am a full time music artist. I am no longer making myself small.

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I was always unique. I have always been unique.

I don't need theater to be respected in my craft. I can simply be respected for who I am--all because the respect comes from me. And although I do like to perform as a character in musicals, I find myself finding and yearning for the reality of me saying that I'm a singer-songwriter and not only that, I get to actually show them my music. Because I love storytelling. And what if... all i wanted was to get heard? And what if... I only want to use theater as a way to put myself out there--somehow making it an additional step to give voice to my thoughts and experiences, when I can always do it now...? What if the days that I would be rehearsing for musicals could be the days I would practice making my music instead? Because... at the end of the day, I don't only wish to star in a musical, but I also want to write it.

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It was Mommy.

It's because of my grandmother. Who frowned upon my wishes. For saying that my letter to Orlando Bloom wouldn't reach him because it's "fake" and I shouldn't do it. I'm sure I cared for her, but I... got hurt and bruised by her. I remember that way before she told me that, I remember being innovative and just being a trailblazer; for not giving a fuck about picking my own lane. I need that. I need that back. Freedom IS power.

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Plagued by having options. Wow.

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I don’t wanna be like them, I wanna CREATE with them.

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My first electric guitar!!!! And it’s just everything I needed!!! 💜🥹 I didn’t plan this at all and maybe that’s what life has always wanted me to absorb—the spontaneity of life and its wonders. I can’t express how grateful I am to even stumble upon this listing. 😭 Can’t wait to practice tonight for our party tomorrow.

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I’m so relieved that Tumblr finally went back to its normal form = purely art and fashion posts and not freaky r18 stuff that made me throw up hxhshxbs