.˚𓏲🫀 koko's diary ‧₊˚★

"i'll make you love me." ₍^. .^₎⟆

[cheesecakekittie]

woa wulaloo u got a lil..something..theree..e.

(doodle im not finishing i just think shes cute)

[cheesecakekittie]

maybe being on the internet so much is makign me miserabek i csnt tell, i need to get off it for like a week? probably? id ont know. nobidys gonna care highjey but thats fine

i feel so empty snd slone ans wlrthelss. i donr wcwb want to kill mtseld bc thatd require effort. i jsut wanna isolate myseld and for everyone to leave me alone. let me rot in peace. and oncei fully decompose maybe then everyone else can be happy

my body feels soheavy all the time

[cheesecakekittie]

low quality little doodle thing ill make a better one later i have other art things to do

also wulaloo has such a fun little name i coukd say it over snd kver again wulaloowulaloowulaloowulaloowulal

[cheesecakekittie]

OMGG NO STOP LIKING THIS IT LOOKS LIEK SHIT?? I HAVE BETTER ART COMING UP PLEA💔💔

[cheesecakekittie]

low quality little doodle thing ill make a better one later i have other art things to do

also wulaloo has such a fun little name i coukd say it over snd kver again wulaloowulaloowulaloowulaloowulal

[cheesecakekittie]

i need to rebrand this acc highkey, i made it when i was at a really low point in my life snd thougth "maybe i should be problematic to cope!" only to realize im not? problematic like at all just insanely mentally ill and sad. im better now im just. gonna redo my intro soon... im normal!!!

[cheesecakekittie]

hi uh I like your banner uhhhh um did you make it and uh mhng how did you make it

thamk yiy!!! :D i used ibis paint!!

[cheesecakekittie]

favorite word?

woa now that i think about it i reallt have no clue umm umm ..

the word cheesecake is a pretty nice word to me1!1! i like cheesecake. cehhescak🤤

[cheesecakekittie]

I CANT FUCJIFN DRAW I AHTE TI EVERYTHIGN I DRAW MAKES ME WANAN RIP MY FUCKIFN HAIR OUT I HATE LOOKIGN ST MY ART BUT I ALSO WANNA DRAW SO BAD ITS KILLING MEMEEUJHH EVERUTHIGN I MAKE IS UGLY I AUAYGSAJAGAHSBAAAKAG

[cheesecakekittie]

the children of the waning star cutl controversy bullshit is so mind-numbingly stupid that it makes me wanna fucking killmyself dude. tiktok is genuinely one of the most annoying and mind numbing platforms to ever grace the fucking earth to be offended and cry and bitch over something as minor as this isso UGHHH. i've watched all of the videso gigi made and even joined it bc the emojis were cute and it seemed like harmless fun. BC IT WAS. THEN LIEK ABUNCH OF RANDOS JUST LOST THEIR SHIT DUDE. "ppl are sacrificing their animals! ppl are tattooing the symbols onto themselves!" and how is this gigis fault??? not ONCE did gigi ever sy "KILL UR ANIMALS KILL EM KILL EMM!!" and like im not even sure that shit was real. its all he said she said bullshit dude. i took the emojis out of my name anyways bc like everyone on tiktok will call u slurs if you have it in.

also the whole like "ppl going into psychosis" thing isnt gigis fault either. if youre so fuckignmentally ill that something as small as that makes you lose your fucking bananas you shouldnt be on the internet period.

honestly i feel like the worst thing gigi did was call it a cult. and its not veen like she didnt chaneg it either, she changed it to community but ppl STILL bitched bc "thats what cults do!" like huh?? get off your fucking phones you idiots.

tldr: tiktok is hell and full of idiot crybabies and its making me lose my fucking mind. hope this rant makes sense. idk. this is fucking stupid.

[cheesecakekittie]

ok so i just heard abt the coryxkenshin allegations and all i have to say is both sides are fucking idiots have we learned NOTHING from kwite????? i watched all of the slideshow videos and watched the video and honestly, im not sure what to think. I feel liek she didn't really provide enough evidence or whatever but that's just me, not saying she's lying or whatever. and cory fans are fucking DICK RIDING him so hard i can practically hear and feel the vibrations of their ass cheeks on his shi bro. like IM cory fan and i have been for years but it gets to a fucking point dude. all we can do is wait for cory's response to this and honestly he needs to put one out soon because this situation has gotten blown outta proportion so quickly in the span of a day its fucking insane??

tldr: everybody is fucking stupid stop listening info from ppl who arent panda or cory. probs gonna rant about this more later. maybe. my tummy hurts