i wish all the lovely words were his,
i wish the kindness and affection you felt for me came from him.
i long for his smile and laugh,
i long for everything he is.
i cannot forget the love he gave me,
it breaks me, knowing i wont have him.
it breaks me, knowing he doesn't think of me.
it breaks me, to know that his love, his joy, his smile, his laugh, his touch, his sadness, and anger are going elsewhere.
i'd love to bear his struggles,
i'd love to shoulder the pain of this world with him.
i'd love to take away every piece of agony that is embedded into his soul, and intertwine it with mine.
i want to kiss his eyelids, let them close, and let him know that he doesnt have to struggle anymore, i will carry his affliction.
i want to kiss every inch of his soul and write love letters on his skin
i want him and only him, i want him to come back and give me a chance.
please i am ready for you,
i will sacrifice everything and anything,
i desperately look for your approval,
i desperately crave your conversations,
i wish he was you, and i wish you were him.
my deepest sympathies and condolences to your heart.