Hey guys,
As a disclaimer:
I do not support or advocate for active self harm. Acting on the thoughts that an eating disorder gives you is self harm. I highly suggest you receive professional help if you feel you are struggling with this.
I use this blog to cope and vent. If you are just stumbling across my page or curious about the topic in order to replicate it, please seek help. Block me. Get off the site. There is nothing glamorous or beautiful about having an ed. This disorder WILL consume your life, everything you love.
I started these accounts at 15, and I’m absolutely miserable. I no longer think normally, eat normally, or hold proper friendships. I have lost my hobbies. I am a shell of the person I used to be. This will destroy you emotionally and physically. No matter how much you tell yourself “this is only temporary until I lose weight”. NONE OF IT IS TRUE. I promise you.
There is so much more to life, and I realize that now. Back then I felt hopeless. I thought the only thing that mattered was how people saw me. But now everyone I once cared for are leading whole, successful lives, while I try to pick up who I once was.
There’s so much more to life than a friend or family member’s stupid comment, they’re not going to be the one in danger when your body starts giving out on itself. Please take care, you are so precious.
