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eternallykakurenbo

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eternallykakurenbo

2026

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eternallykakurenbo

2026

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eternallykakurenbo

2026

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ugh is this what mentally ill people have to deal with? I hate labeling myself that. I want to become a more confident and better artist. But my brain just keeps comparing and preventing me from being happy and be the best version of myself. I feel stunned. I feel like I've been stuck in this mindset forever and I hate it. I'm going to try to get catch up on all of my school work tomorrow. i like being productive like this because I know I am working towards my goal.

i really need to give myself some grace. I am back at school, I never missed class, so far I've turned everything on time and I have all As. I'm almost done with school and then I'll hard to find a good enough job that either lets me travel to the places I want to be or be remote job so I can travel and do whatever I want.

I want to manifest that I am going to be confident this whole semester, I am going to speak gentler to myself, and I want to share my art more. I need stop bringing myself down.

I feel like I was a little awkward with my friend on friday. I think i said something a little off and rude even though i didnt mean to.

i need to move on bc she probably has do. I apologize I hope she forgives me.

i want to be a new version of myself. someone who is more confident. someone who can handle criticism and can learn and grow from it. who won't break down when thing gets hard or fail. i want to be happy with who i am. i dont want to compare myself anymore. I want to be proud of myself.

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