Thereâs some really important commentary on this event by several trans women on the previous upload of the video. Iâm going to quote it here so itâs not lost; unfortunately the original commenters have deleted their blogs or gone private so I canât provide full attribution.
[[Trigger warning: suicide]]
Sylvia went home that night and attempted suicide.
Marsha Johnson came home and found her in time to save her life.
Sylvia left the movement after that day and didnât come back for twenty years.
this is incredible, she is incredible, I highly recommend watching it
but I think the addendum re: the effect of this day on sylvia is really important
so often we valorise decontextualised moments of tough, articulate resistance and rage
and the suffering of the people who embodied them is not acknowledged, itâs uncomfortable, itâs not inspiring, we want them to stay tough and cool and stylish forever
which is particularly terrible when I think about how sylvia felt like that because of women like me â women who are now watching this video and feeling inspired and impressed and maybe a bit pleased with ourselves for finally having watched a speech by the famous and really cool to name-drop sylvia rivera
rebloggin for the true as fuck commentary (bolding mine)
n like, on one hand this moment is decontextualized as fuck, but on the other hand a lot of ppl try to hyper-contextualize it to make it âhistoryâ and a very specific historical moment, so we (cis women) can be like âoh so sad thatâs how it was in the 1970s, radfems were so awful, but it was only the whole second-wave scene that was the problem, glad thatâs over.â
Like have we forgotten the fact that Sylvia only died in 2002? And she died young, if she were still alive she wouldnât even be 65 yet. I know hella older ppl in NYC who knew her personally, and hella âleadersâ of the NYC queer scene pulled horrific shit on her constantly in the 80s, 90s, and 2000s, like literally until the day she died (ppl from Empire State Pride agenda literally went to St. Vincents to beef with her on her death bed) Where are the video tapes/memorializing of that shit?
N now the Manhattan LGBT center on 13th st has a room dedicated to her memory, despite the fact that very center permanently banned her in 1995 for daring to suggest they should let homeless QTPOC sleep there in sub-zero weather.
N now thereâs a whole homeless trans youth shelter on 36th st named after her, Sylviaâs Place, that kicked my TWOC friend out on the streets for testing positive for marijuana; failing to recognize how fucked up that is in a shelter named after a woman who struggled with addiction all her life, and was very vocal about the relationship between drug use and the stress of living under constant threats of violence.
N from the late 90s onward rich gays and lesbians openly fought against Sylvia to try to shut down 24/7 access to the piers that she n hella other QTPOC cruised and lived on bc they were bringing down the property values of their multi-million west village apartments.
N like 90% of the individual people who perpetuated fucked up violence against Sylvia are still alive and high-profile leaders in the NYC LGBT âcommunityâ today.
So like yes, good, remember the oppressive weight of our history of transmisogynyâŠbut also remember that this shit specifically ainât even history, itâs the current reality of the NYC queer/trans hierarchy todayâlike not even figuratively, literally the same people who pulled shit like this on Sylvia are still alive n well n all over NYC cutting the ribbons to the newest Sylvia Rivera memorial n eulogizing her like they never tried to fucking kill her themselves.
