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~ . teen girlbloggers unite!! . ~ 𐔌 . ⋮ Cupecake .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ 𓂃 prns , She/They/It ꕮ mbti - infp ︴sexuality - lesbian/ace 𑁥౿ ୨୧┈୨୧ music - deftones, mitski, marskii, sophie woodhouse, 4lung !! ୨୧┈୨୧ ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;)

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just started reading the divergent series!! can't wait to feel like a nerd by reading all the time heh

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I hate my homophobic brother

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happy GAY! I hope your feeling GAY today!! have a very queer month!! 🫶🧁❤️🧡💛💚💙💜!!

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ok be honest..... would tenya iida x fluttershy be considered a crack ship or a is it a cross ship?

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I feel like everyone would be just a little bit happier if we all had natural animal ears and tails

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⋆˚꩜｡ man, sometimes I really need to check myself cuz I was just like "damn I'm such a fat ass" mean while all I ate was a hand full of dried cranberries and a tsp of peanut butter

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⋆˚꩜｡ now my question is should I learn the trapdemia dance or do my algebra final?

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⋆˚꩜｡ I have this recurring dream where i go to a concert in the middle of the woods and i stay there till i get kicked out but I can't find my way home, and my face slowly starts to decay and I turn into a zombie, and I can never go home.

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⋆˚꩜｡ I hate how swollen my face gets after crying like wdym you look in the mirror after bawling your eyes out and you look attractive??? I look like I got stung by a bee

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omg guys my english teacher looks just like effy from skins!!!

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⋆˚꩜｡ i want a fucking hash brown

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⋆˚꩜｡ I love fantasizing about when i turn 18, it makes me hopeful that i'll have bodily autonomy and freedom

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⋆˚꩜｡ GEEE I'm so happy it's summer !!! I'm so excited for all the new experiences I'm going have, and I'm excited for the memories I'm going to make whether it's with friends or just peaceful moments by myself I'm just so excited to feel happy and carefree again !!!

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REBLOG IF IT IS OKAY TO COME INTO YOUR INBOX AND SAY THE RANDOMEST SHIT I CAN THINK OF BECAUSE I REALLY WANT TO INTERACT WITH YOU.

[noonenothingeveratall]

oh god pls i’m so bored all the time. i’ll even do art requests (not a very good artist) or like writing prompts (a pretty good writer) pls

[ilovebylerandstonathan]

YES ASK ME ANYTHING. PLEASE IM SO BORED

[cherryc0kealerrrt]

yes ask me stuff ask me stuff!!!!!!!!

[dollyyangelll]

i don’t think people understand that when i say i want to be a super girly pink angel i don’t mean it in a shallow way i mean it in the way little girls look at glitter lip gloss and lace and softness and think maybe life could feel lighter if i looked pretty enough for it because i’m so tired of feeling heavy all the time i want to be the kind of girl that smells like vanilla and strawberry candy and has bows hanging off her bags and little charms on her phone and glossy hair that falls perfectly down her back like in those blurry 2000s flash photos where every girl somehow looked untouchably beautiful and carefree. i want to giggle too loud and wear tiny skirts and fluffy sweaters and be adored for being soft instead of feeling ashamed for it and i know people hear the word “bimbo” and immediately think stupid but honestly i think it’s the complete opposite. there’s something almost rebellious about choosing softness in a world that constantly hardens girls into survival mode. like maybe i don’t want to be cold and emotionally detached and effortlessly intimidating all the time. maybe i want to be delicate and sweet and dreamy and pink and openly full of love i want to look like a baby deer standing in a sunlit forest. big eyes. glossy lips. lace socks. tiny jewelry that jingles when i move. i want to feel angelic in the way old coquette photos feel angelic. all white curtains and ballet flats and lip gloss stains on coffee cups and perfume lingering in bedrooms after someone leaves sometimes i think i crave hyperfemininity because it feels like becoming something too pretty to hurt. like if i become soft enough maybe people will finally handle me gently for once because i’ve spent so much of my life feeling awkward and too emotional and too sensitive and too visible in all the wrong ways. but girly girls always seem so loved. even when they’re messy they’re messy beautifully. people excuse their softness. people want to protect them. meanwhile i feel like i have to become quieter and smaller and easier to digest just to avoid being “too much” and i know some people roll their eyes at girls who want to be ultra feminine. they think it’s performative or dumb or attention seeking but honestly i think girlhood is supposed to be a little theatrical. i think there’s something beautiful about turning yourself into art. decorating yourself like a bedroom. collecting tiny beautiful things just because they make being alive feel softer i want ribbons and fluffy pink makeup bags and sparkly nails tapping against my phone screen. i want to be called pretty in the soft devastating way girls in movies are. i want to exist like a lana del rey song playing faintly through a shopping mall at sunset and maybe part of it is escapism too. because it’s easier to obsess over lip gloss shades and tiny skirts and being doll-like than it is to admit how badly i want to be loved. how badly i want somebody to look at me like i’m delicate instead of disposable sometimes i wish i could completely transform into this ethereal little angel girl version of myself and leave behind every awkward lonely ugly feeling i’ve ever had. like if i became beautiful enough maybe nobody would be able to ignore me anymore. maybe people would finally choose me first. maybe i’d stop feeling like an afterthought in everybody else’s lives but i think the saddest part is that underneath all the bows and glitter and pinkness is still just a girl desperately trying to make herself lovable in ways people can immediately understand still i can’t help it i want to be softi want to be adoredi want to be pink and sparkly and dreamy and devastatingi want to look like i belong in somebody’s favorite memory 𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚