Over the past six months, life took changes for me. Some good, some bad, and some neutral. So, what I have been wanting to express is, life changes for all.
I have also wanted to mention, my pull away from the scene, and why it's been that way. Recently, I have had the pleasure of my delightful Arkham, moving in with me. While I am beyond ecstatic, we, have been catching up, and just enjoying each other's company. It's a very difficult transition, as for the past eight years, we have been exclusively long distance. Now, as we move on with living with one another, it will take a lot of patience, and love, to get through things. I love this person, more than anything in the world, so, we need to get to know one another, even more, as visits from her, are a completely different world, than living together.
With that being said too, I have also experienced a withdrawal from some. Some vanilla friends, and kinky ones. I have no ill will towards them, and wish them a happy life as they are, I just suppose, I couldn't be there enough for them, and it really is, how it is. I don't wish to fight, I won't bad mouth others because what does that accomplish? It just makes things worse. and I don't wish to have anything said horribly about them, nor myself. I just wish to again, let it be. I don't like confrontation, and I will leave it at that. If we used to talk, or have good conversations, and they are, no more, than perhaps, it was meant to be.
I can't wait, until after the new year. So many things, for this 2019, and it will be wonderful. I am very much looking forward to it. <3
Please don’t reblog this, it’s just a vent, and a lovely one at that, for me.