tokiko chida is my favorite rgu character.

[chidatokiko]

Introduction post.

You can call me N... or Ryan (which is infinitely less mysterious).

Tokiko and Mikage is my favorite relationship in the show, but if you think I necessarily romantically "ship" them, I'm stealing something out of your house!

My notifications + major features are broken.

I am sternly against copyright law. Do what you wish with my art.

I will delete this account or private it if I cease having fun.

I like to delete things. I'm a bit obsessive about patterns and numbers. I am also paranoid. Sorry if this bothers you.

All my posts are okay to reblog unless reblogs are explicitly turned off or are tagged #cecilia.

I am mentally unwell. Ill. I am trying to behave.

Sometimes I "am" and sometimes I am not. Don't worry about it.

Souji Mikage, Tokiko Chida, and Mamiya Chida are deeply personal characters to me. Be kind!

I've always hated to introduce myself, because how does one "introduce" your "self"? It requires much introspection. This post will probably be edited around a ton. I'm a perfectionist about things like this.

Tag directory: I can be inconsistent with my tagging system, and it does bother me. I hope to fix that. Some of my tags explained:

#world is a general term for the fact I experience "worlds" in my head, and I have ever since I was a child. How I experience the Utena-related "worlds" may be similar to an "AU" but I don't particularly like this term, as it implies a direct control over them rather than the fact that they simply exist in my head.

#house of incest is one of the "worlds". The "protagonist" of it varies, it shifts at times from Miki, Anthy, or even Utena. As of late it's been Nanami.

#garden diary is one of the "worlds". It's sort of an "extension" of Episode 22, recorded in Mikage's "diary".

Okay. Thanks for reaching the end, you get this.

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I started a fundraiser for my partner, who is a 21 year old black homeless transgender lesbian from Canada. He was unjustly kicked out of the residence he was living in with a mere 24 hour notice during pride month, was not listened to, and was even threatened with the cops.

Please share if possible, d*nate, and always remember that you have the power to make a difference. Anything is helpful to my partner. Thank you!

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[chidatokiko]

Please help Danna!

[glitterfuckeer]

Mikage on episode 17

[chidatokiko]

I just scared myself so badly because I followed myself from my mian blog

[twisted8wasted]

im having fun , trying a few more brushes for doodling ;p

translation ;

from the search for knowldge to looking for help

they asked me ... do you hate highschool ??! , i ignored the answer !!! ( this makes no sence but i ran out of space to add " i turned my back and closed my eyes and walked away ... while repeating the words , alot , alot )" )

Nemuro : sallam do you have "les miserables " ( a novel ) or no ? , mamiya : yes i am the misrables wallah

[chidatokiko]

I will never be free

[ilchul00]

tokiko and child anthy could be awesome

a sister who lost a brother to sickness just like you but also shes the dead child herself and one day she will wear the skin of your dead brother but also hers. she's the sister of the man you've been pining for whom he's been abusing. you feel a certain discomfort when looking at her that you can't quite explain in any other way but just that it feels innate and natural and right even though you can't quite bring yourself to justify it. the world requires you to hate her. shes 7 btw

[ilchul00]

username chidatokiko i shouldn't say this because maybe i don't know you like that but you're one of if not the only real mf when it comes to tokiko rgu

[chidatokiko]

being a tokiko/mikage crazy is so isolating because that's the relationship I fixate on but also I don't see it as romantic . kills everyone

[chidatokiko]

okay so a lot of developments by the mikageheads have been occurring while I was gone

[ilchul00]

judging by how nemuro puts on his glasses not after he sees akio in his office but before he reads the letter it makes sense to think that he in fact needs those and its not just some weird fashion statement and mikage doesn't need them because it's mikage but what's the reasoning for that to him. does it just not occur to him that he suddenly doesn't need them anymore.(likely) is there a fabricated memory of him getting lasik. does he think wearing the rose seal for some reason gave him good eyesight like homura with her eyes and the soul gem or does he just rawdog it and walk around ohtori blind no wonder he thought utena was tokiko man

[ilchul00]

[ilchul00]

tokiko and child anthy could be awesome

a sister who lost a brother to sickness just like you but also shes the dead child herself and one day she will wear the skin of your dead brother but also hers. she's the sister of the man you've been pining for whom he's been abusing. you feel a certain discomfort when looking at her that you can't quite explain in any other way but just that it feels innate and natural and right even though you can't quite bring yourself to justify it. the world requires you to hate her. shes 7 btw

[chidatokiko]

oestrogen or progesterone? You can only have one

I mean, I think people take progesterone as a supplement to estrogen rather than taking it without estrogen.... right.

[chidatokiko]

medical man here, we need to replace all the cortisol in your body with testosterone. It’s illegal to be gay btw

[chidatokiko]

girl are you like on estrogen by now

shines my garbage smile

[chidatokiko]

[chidatokiko]

was Tokiko an ally to Mikage and Mamiya do you think

seriously answer: ...not really

[chidatokiko]

ur really starting conversations in the rgu fandom w ur new pfp it’s perfect

tokiko was probably a transbian