Just a Burden

I live in a hospital...waiting for my best friends Dean and Sam. They'll come to get me eventually. And I won't be so broken when they do. ~Rp account~

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HIIII WOULD ANYONE LIKE TO RP!?

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trickypagan replied to your post: Hello Everyone!

Hey Cas! *waves* Did the bees take you anywhere interesting~?

We went to some of the biggest gardens around the world. It was fun. *he smiles* 

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Hello Everyone!

I went on a small adventure with some bees, but now I'm back...

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Visiting Time|childlikecastiel+meowmixwinchester

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Castiel tilted his head, and went silent. He scratched his ears some more, then dropped his hand from his ears. 

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Dean had been drifting somewhere between sleep and awake, and only barely managed to open one sleepy eye when Cas stopped, his rather loud broken engine purring fading just a little.

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Castiel was staring up at the sky now. He had zoned out, his eyes focused on a few clouds that looked like shapes of animals to him. 

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Satisfied Cas didn’t plan to get up, Dean turned and snuggled his cheek against Cas before closing his eyes again and giving a happy little grumble, yawning.

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Castiel stared up at the sky for a long while, counting how many bees he could find. Giving them all names of angels he knew, some passed and some still living.Going into his own little silent world, almost forgetting Dean was there. 

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He tilted his head to the side when she touched his cheek. “Yes, I’m fine.” He said. “And yes, I remember who I was before…” Before he met her. And now he didn’t have the same feelings as before. Not anymore. That was all gone. Emmanuel was gone. 

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“Oh…” Daphne looked down, “Wh-who were you?” She wondered what he was going to confess, that he’d been married before, it was obvious he no longer cared for her. Maybe he was some sort of government experiment. 

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She would probably think he was crazy. "An angel of the Lord." He nodded, and stepped back into his room. He sat down on the bed. "It's a rather long story. I had to help Sam and Dean," His friends for some reason when he said that, he always assumed they knew who he meant. Everyone knew Sam and Dean. "Sam was sick. So I took it away from him. That's why I'm here." 

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Castiel tilted his head, and went silent. He scratched his ears some more, then dropped his hand from his ears. 

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Dean had been drifting somewhere between sleep and awake, and only barely managed to open one sleepy eye when Cas stopped, his rather loud broken engine purring fading just a little.

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Castiel was staring up at the sky now. He had zoned out, his eyes focused on a few clouds that looked like shapes of animals to him. 

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Meg had come back, although she didn’t say for how long. She kept leaving him here alone but when she was gone he got away with more stuff so he really didn’t mind. She walked out of the room, and Castiel eyes followed her out to spot Daphne. He stared for a moment. She looked familiar. Then it hit him, from his life as Emmanuel. This had been his wife. He squirmed uncomfortably in the bed, looking down at his hands. He had sorta just left her, not that he meant it to happen that way. He decided to let his eyes wonder up again to see her. He wondered why she was here. He stood up and walked over to the door. He opened it up and looked at her, not saying anything. 

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Daphne stared at her former husband. He was going by a different name, and she wouldn’t have known he was here if it weren’t for her friend volunteering here to tell her. Daphne took a deep breath, looking at him. He was definitely different. She gently touched his cheek. “Are you okay? You…got your memories back right?” 

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He tilted his head to the side when she touched his cheek. "Yes, I'm fine." He said. "And yes, I remember who I was before..." Before he met her. And now he didn't have the same feelings as before. Not anymore. That was all gone. Emmanuel was gone. 

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And the intern noticed you liked white flowers, so much that he even buys a bouquet for you every morning.

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Daphne looked in the window at her husband’s hospital room. He looked…sad, afraid. She had always liked that zest for life he’d had, the way he cherished every molecule of the world around him, but it seemed he’d lost that. On top of that he kept staring at his nurse like she was the sun and the stars combined. Did he remember her? Why didn’t he call her or tell her something? They said he was schizophrenic…she knew this wasn’t his fault, tried to tell herself he wasn’t in his right mind. She couldn’t abandon him. 

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Meg had come back, although she didn't say for how long. She kept leaving him here alone but when she was gone he got away with more stuff so he really didn't mind. She walked out of the room, and Castiel eyes followed her out to spot Daphne. He stared for a moment. She looked familiar. Then it hit him, from his life as Emmanuel. This had been his wife. He squirmed uncomfortably in the bed, looking down at his hands. He had sorta just left her, not that he meant it to happen that way. He decided to let his eyes wonder up again to see her. He wondered why she was here. He stood up and walked over to the door. He opened it up and looked at her, not saying anything. 

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“Yes, even if you don’t think so.” He said, pet his ears some more. 

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Dean grumbled, but it didn’t have any heat behind it. He never could be that angry when his ears were being petted.

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Castiel tilted his head, and went silent. He scratched his ears some more, then dropped his hand from his ears. 

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I'm in this group as Lucifer. And it's SO much fun. 

Not only is the group great and friendly and just plain crazy but all of them rp with you! 

And there's plenty of parts still open! :D It's great! Check it out for me! If you love me! 

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He watched Dean. “You came to visit…” He smiled. “And you’re a great friend.” He couldn’t ask for a better one. 

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Dean made a face. “I am huh?” His tone made it obvious he didn’t really think he was.

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"Yes, even if you don't think so." He said, pet his ears some more. 

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“For everything…” He said, smiling to himself. He continued to scratch Dean’s ears, petting them. He was enjoying this way too much. 

[meowmixwinchester]

“Didn’t do anything…” He said, grinning stupidly as his ears were petted. He was  purring louder now.

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“You did too…” Dean had done everything for him. He taught him everything. 

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Dean chuckled again, absently twirling a flower between his fingers. “Like what?”

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He watched Dean. "You came to visit..." He smiled. "And you're a great friend." He couldn't ask for a better one. 

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“For everything…” He said, smiling to himself. He continued to scratch Dean’s ears, petting them. He was enjoying this way too much. 

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“Didn’t do anything…” He said, grinning stupidly as his ears were petted. He was  purring louder now.

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"You did too..." Dean had done everything for him. He taught him everything. 

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He listened to Dean’s words. Taking them in. He moved his hand up and scratched Dean’s ears. “Thank you, Dean…” 

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Dean wiggled a little and purred, eyes closing. “Fer what” He mumbled, though it didn’t seem like he was much paying attention.

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"For everything..." He said, smiling to himself. He continued to scratch Dean's ears, petting them. He was enjoying this way too much. 

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“But, maybe it’s different for you…because you weren’t the one I betrayed.” He said, watching Dean. 

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He shrugged. “Maybe. But come on, I’m sitting here in the grass with you with  flowers on my head. I can’t really picture you doing anything bad enough not to be forgiven.” He purred and flipped over, head on Castiel’s stomach. “And you don’t seem broken, just…I dunno. Different. But not in a bad way.”

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He listened to Dean's words. Taking them in. He moved his hand up and scratched Dean's ears. "Thank you, Dean..."