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love letters for my love

[lovelettersjohnny]

[imagine] "love" by frank sinatra playing while you slow dance with johnny. his hands are on your waist while yours are around his neck, his lips brushing against the shell of your ear while he sings along quietly, for you and only you.

[lovelettersjohnny]

[12:37 AM] "are you gonna get in or not, coward?" you tease johnny, already bobbing in the swimming pool, hair wet after jumping in. you two may or may not have broken into your local community pool to take a late night swim.

"c'mon, you already did the hard part, what's the point of breaking in if you don't have a little fun?" you say, wiggling your eyebrows, causing both of you to laugh. "alright, alright, fine, i'll get in," he says, rolling his eyes, but you know it's all a show.

[lovelettersjohnny]

[imagine] faerie!jaemin giving you a clump of moss to declare his love for you.

[lovelettersjohnny]

[10:18 AM] you spend the day indoors, cuddled up in bed with johnny as it storms outside. you wouldn't rather be anywhere else.

[lovelettersjohnny]

[imagine] roaming the streets of italy with johnny for your 5 year wedding anniversary. he brings his camera and takes as many pictures as he possibly can and you admire the man you love doing what he loves (but you still make sure that you get pictures of him as well). you two are as in love as you were the day you got married.

[lovelettersjohnny]

[imagine] binge watching the entire sabrina the teenage witch series with jaemin after he bought it for you for your birthday.

[lovelettersjohnny]

[12:36 PM] the first time you meet johnny's family is while you were joining him on his north american tour. to say you were nervous was an understatement but with johnny's hand in yours, you felt like you could do anything.

by the time you all got to his house, you all were exhausted, especially after having to deal with fans who have no concept of privacy. but johnny was filled to brim with excitement and that was honestly the only thing that mattered to you.

johnny was the first one off the bus as it pulled up to his house, sprinting towards the house. you can't help the feeling of unmatched fondness as you see him pick up his mom in a hug, spinning her around, her laugh ringing out, pure joy radiating from both of them.

once he lets his mom down, he turns to his dad, both adorning huge grins, and johnny's dad pulls him into a hug, slapping his back (as dads do) and whispering something along the lines of "we missed you, son," before he lets him go.

the next few minutes is a flutter of all the other boys hugging mr. and mrs. suh, the parents accepting them all into their home as if they're their own kids (and they might as well be, johnny's made brothers out of them all at this point), and, finally, it's your turn.

you had managed to migrate closer to johnny while the other boys got their chance to meet the parents, and he squeezed your hand, leaning down, "they're gonna love you, don't worry," he whispers, kissing your cheek.

as you walk up to johnny's mom, her eyes light up, and, though you were expecting a handshake, she pulls you into a hug, "it's so nice to finally meet the person who's been making my johnny so happy," she says. "it's so nice to finally meet the woman who gave birth to such an amazing man," you say in response, and there's love that runs so deep within both of you for him that it's enough to take your breath away.

once johnny's mom let's you go, you move on to his dad, and he's quiet but you can tell how much he cares about johnny and how happy he is to finally be able to meet the person he'd heard his son talk about for quite some time.

"well, how about we get inside, and i can show you all embarrassing pictures of johnny when he was younger?" mrs. suh says, and there's a roar of excitement from the group, with the exception of johnny who loudly groans, "really, mom?" he asks with no heat, and you wouldn't rather be anywhere else.

[lovelettersjohnny]

[imagine] johnny proposing to you during the fireworks show at magic kingdom in disney world.

[lovelettersjohnny]

[8:55 PM] you sit between johnny's legs, your back against his chest as you work on school work. he hooks his chin over your shoulder and watches as you do your math homework. there's no talking other than him giving you encouragement every now and then. you feel like you could do anything with him near.

[lovelettersjohnny]

[7:55 PM] thank you so so so much for 100 followers!! i honestly made this blog so i could have somewhere to write whenever i felt the inspiration to!! and also i just love johnny of course!! it means so much to me that people like my writing so thank you all from the bottom of my heart!! 💓💓

[lovelettersjohnny]

[2:46 AM] you toss and turn in bed, unable to sleep with your bed, which is usually shared, being so empty.

when you started dating taeyong, you knew it wasn't gonna be easy, with his busy schedule demanding that he be away from you whenever he's promoting or touring.

however, sometimes it gets to be too much, your body aching with the need to just be with him. it's times like this when it's hard to function at all, much less to sleep.

you blindly pat around your bed for your phone, immediately dialing his number as soon as you could.

while it rung, anxiety riddled your body, hoping it wasn't too late where he was, hoping that you wouldn't be waking him up from his sleep.

however, as soon as he picks up the phone, all of the anxiety floods your body, pure relief taking it's place after hearing his voice for the first time in what felt like forever. (it had only been a couple of hours, but it felt like lifetimes).

"hey angel," taeyong says, his voice awake. he must've been practicing. "what's up? it's late there, why aren't you sleeping?" you hear the frown in his voice.

"i just miss you so much," you say quietly, trying not to let it show how close you are to crying. "oh sweetheart," he sighs out, "i miss you too, more than you know."

"can you sing me to sleep?" you ask in a small voice, a little bit embarrassed, but you knew there was no reason to be. taeyong made you feel safe, and he made sure you knew that he was okay with you asking for things from him.

he sings for you, until he can hear your little snores on the other side of the phone, and he smiles to himself. "i love you, sweetheart," he says quietly to make sure not to wake you.

he hangs up, but in the morning, you wake up to a message from him, telling you to have a wonderful day, as well as reminding you how much he loves you. you feel lighter than you have in days.

[lovelettersjohnny]

[imagine] bad boy!johnny picking you up after school in his car so you can go make out in an empty parking lot.

[lovelettersjohnny]

[10:56 PM] you get into bed before johnny, and much like every other night, you face away from johnny's side of the bed because usually he would spoon you.

tonight, though, he has a different plan. "can you face towards me?" he asks, and as you do what he asks, he slips his arms around your waist, pulling you close. you wrap your arms around his neck, and both of you nuzzle into each other's necks as much as you can. surrounded by your boyfriend's scent and warmth, you sleep better than you had in a while.

[sopekooksgf]

“tracing street light constellations

gravity, i escape it

face it, half my life i’ve been waiting

windows down, i am weightless, weightless

other half went and wasted

but with you i am weightless, weightless.”

-alice kristiansen, weightless

[lovelettersjohnny]

[1:34 AM] you lay awake in bed, unable to sleep. life feels almost as if it's in slow motion when you reach for your phone, picking it up, dialing the number you know by heart now.

johnny picks up on the other side, "hello?" he says. you can tell by his voice that he was also awake. "do you mind if we go driving?" you ask suddenly, simply wanting to run away with him, feeling more at home with him in his car than you ever felt anywhere else.

"yeah, baby," he says, "i'll meet you at our usual place."

you, living pretty close to the edge of town, walk to about a half mile past the town line. he's already there when you arrive, and you two take off.

no questions are asked, but the windows are rolled all the way down and almost on instinct, your hand finds johnny's, with the other out the window.

in moments like this, long ago you had both agreed to just go no phone, choosing instead to be in the moment with each other and no one else.

after a while of driving, you turn to johnny, taking advantage of his focus on the road, staring at him for a moment. no one makes you feel quite as burdenless and wonderful as he does.

"you make me feel weightless." you say, and he knows exactly what you mean, because he feels the same about you.

[lovelettersjohnny]

[9:03 AM] admin here! i'm so sorry for not posting for the past almost two weeks! life has been super busy and hectic due to the fact that i have about 2 months until i graduate. however, since the weekend is coming up, hopefully i will be able to post at least one blurb this weekend. i hope everyone is doing alright and thank you for all the new followers, despite my mini hiatus!

[lovelettersjohnny]

[imagine] johnny taking you by the hand, kissing you from the top of your hand all the way to your shoulder, where he buries his head in your shoulder and tells you he loves you.