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he/they | agender | greyace lesbian | Ask box: Open

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Currently engaging in the most adult, frightening act...

Changing phone providers!!!

😭🥖

I hate the long ass processes

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Aye aye cap’n! Keep livin’ good boss! Sendin’ you wicked chill vibes from’ere!

Hoping for some chill vibes right back.

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Hey boss! Just makin’ sure yer th’ one that got rid’a the Voice Actin’ ‘nd stuff, fully support’cha if yeh did! Thick ‘nd thin boss, we’ll stay fiercely wit’ yeh!

That was me, yes. It hasn't been active in a very long time and I don't have the energy to actually complete the work set out, so it was best to just remove the group to reduce cluttering.

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IM CRYING TY FOR ANSWERING MY ASK. I cackled like an annoying kid when I made that ask XDDDD

Tbh since I am non-binary I don't really see myself in villainess MC, though I love her I think she has a huge tree up her ass(for a good reason tbh). I sometimes want to be her friend, to give her some time to relax even if I may ragebait her a lil bit. I'm sureeeee she won't find any threats in a tiny autistic human w only 1LV... Right XD??

She was written when I was an edgy teen so I can't imagine that she's in any way tolerable to modern readers 😭

From what I remember of writing her, she's in a constant state of paranoia, doesn't allow herself to bond with anyone and essentially sees everything still as a game and not reality, which is a big flaw for her, considering she can't switch her mindset away from an outsider and try to see how others could react to her choices emotionally. While it never got an official ending, I can't imagine her ever adapting, both because of the trauma and not seeing the others as real people, so a good ending for her would be to go back to her reality.

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Are you still interested in the dsmp?

Honestly? Not really considering all the mess that happened in the fandoms. I don't keep up even with the OG streamers anymore.

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Can MC say 67???

The Mc from the dream smp story says 67 every single day, that's their favorite damn joke.

MC from the OG undertale villainess just gets a PTSD episode every time she hears numbers, thinking she's about to go back to the start of the story

MC from the reboot of undertale villainess is confused as hell and punches you in the face if you say 67 to them.

And the MC from the undertale manipulator story just laughs it off while calling you slurs in their mind.

The MC from the undertale mafia story would only laugh at 67 if her crush liked the joke, otherwise she doesn't even know it.

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I've updated the general rules and the QnA section! It's updated with stuff that is more relevent to who I am as a person right now

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I'm slowly going through my blog and updating things. I'm not promising that I'm fully back, but I might answer an ask or two whenever I have free time, considering I have an itch, so write and roleplay again.

Also, I want to apologize for using AI at the beginning of AI chatbots becoming a thing. I didn't know much about it and the harm it does. I'm now much more educated and will never support AI.

For those looking to roleplay, I would suggest finding other people to roleplay on websites or friend groups. It will not be as quick as the AI, but you will always get better quality.

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Hey! First wanna start off by saying omg ive always been a fan of your stuff! And im glad you're doing well :)) I was wondering if you would ever make fics on quotev again?

I might one day! No promises, but I might start writing again when stuff settles down in my life.

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Yo, Coffee here (feels weird going by that name again). Glad to see everything’s going good for you. I wish you only the best. You’ve made it really far, and I’m honestly happy you’re doing so good.

This is gonna sound super weird but I remember reading your old fanfics years back as a kid and it just kinda clicking that I hated being a chick. I know you didn’t do it directly and getting this message out of nowhere is super odd, but because of something you made I ended up realizing that transition was the only feasible option for myself, even if I was in denial for like 5 years after, and my life has really improved. So I wanted to thank you for that.

Hope you have a great life. And become a millionaire, if I’m making wishes anyways. Rock on dude!

I'm honestly very glad to heard that! I remember you, dude! We used to chat often when I was still active on discord.

I had the same realization while writing the original villainess fanfic. In the middle of it, I came uncomfortable with writing from a fem perspective as I didn't resonate with it, and now I'm agender and have been living openly as a queer person.

Honestly, I'm happy that you're doing better now, keep it up, Coffee!

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Omg hiii I haven't seen you for a while

hiiiii, I'm here almost every day, I just don't interact with folk, cus i'm here either for my manga list (which I recently accidentally posted while trying to update it ahghhh) or just to read fanfics.

I'm been quite well. Moving in with my girlfriend soon, and we've been going steady for 4 years now. It's a big milestone aghgh

I'm mentally pretty stable and I've been looking to move into a bigger city now, so a lot of stuff is going on in my life.

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I hope you’re still having a fantastic life Boss!

Continuing to cheer you on from the sidelines, Keep it up if everything is goin’ great! You’ve got this!

Yeah! Life's been going great, I could at times post an update or share my thoughts on here about that aghghg

planning on moving in with my girlfriend this upcoming summer and moving to a big city in norway (I currently live in norway), so it's been exciting and also stressful because rent can be mad expensive.

Besides that, I'm in a good place mentally, I like my job mostly and I'm adapting to norway pretty well

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Good on ya for bein a functioning adult boss, cheering ya on from’ere

I'll do you one better: My workplace is actually very pleasant, my bosses are nice as hell, the coworkers I usually work with are awesome and the pay is good enough. I'm in a stable long term lesbian relationship AND we're planning on moving in together in the upcoming year or two (after she finishes college). And I've reached a point in my mental health journey where I do not need to go to therapy anymore AND I don't have to take anxiety medication anymore.

We're thriving out here. I'm sorry for not being on often, but life is going good for me.

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I kinda miss you fr it's been like weeks lol are you still writing for dol I really miss your writing

more like months T_T I still am in the fandom, yep, if you have any requests, send them my way, not sure when I'll get to them though

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Bro not to like scare you but i remember following this blog long enough i joined ur minecraft server too </3 hope ur doing good man that shit was wild

That was my unmedicated era. We don't talk about my unmedicated era. Now I'm a functioning adult who is getting ready to rent their own place with their girlfriend T_T

Fun fact, I realized I was a lesbian by dating a dude I met on the server and realizing men actually do not attract me in any sort of way. Crazy stuff

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Are you still writing?

rarely but yes