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i need to die omfg;&&:;&&£|¥

#i need to stick a fork in my face like RIGHTTTTT NEOWWWWWWWW

choconaw

pika pika…. chu!

i wish i were fucking dead

i see someone be better than me and its like (whoosh) (blows my brains out)

#GUYSSSSSS IM SO SICK OF THIS

i am so good at repressing things

#my brain is crazy because like ill be fifteen minutes out from the most vicious argument ive had with my dad in a while #and ill just be completely unable to remember the details #and within an hour i forget altogether #and then i cant recall it #and i submit myself to the pattern

my god

#i am so alone and i want to die so bad #its like a physical feeling and also like a little lizard just slithering around the walls of my inner skull you know #its favorite spot is right above my right temple thats where i sorta feel it most #like i dont know how to escape this shit im so fucking alone

jesus christ

loneliness strikes like a needle in the gut and also like a train to the entire body i think

#i think actually the best way to describe it is as a haunting over your shouldef #sjoulder sshoulder SHOULDER #like when im reminded of how truly alone i am its as if something is resting on my shoulders as if to mock me.. some kind of ironic bullshit #like i feel this physical presence or pressure on my upper back and shoulder blades and the distinct feeling that somethings behind me #and its so everpresent and its so draining #so sick of being nothing to so many people and not being the right thing to the ones i am something to #i cant wait until i go to college dude.. i need a fresh start

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#im this close to cutting my excess flesh off guys were making this happen #i wanna carve a WHOLEEE NEW FACE we're going face shopping on pinterest baby

who can relate

#WOO

losing my mind

#BROOOOO WHAT THE FUUUUCK #LIKE I WILL LITERALLY ROLL MY ASS OFF A CLIFF IS THAT WHAT U WANT FROM ME #no thats what i want from me #i feel like that logic song

guys oh my god😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#i feel like when i help people i take a piece of whatever is burdening them #and then that piece somehow takes root in my own life and blossoms into my own version of whatever fucked up issue it is #LIKE...........A

no like id actually give up an organ to be (FOGHORN NOISE) im good with never being able to shit again or something i dont know i didnt pay attention in that unit in bio i just wish i had one thing man

#the obsession with being better than others is kicking my ass rn well what if i didnt have one. what woukd you do then?

guysssss i wanna cry how is my friend better at everything than me without even trying i swear to god some all powerful force has it out for me the timing is uncanny and frankly sorta akin to a double shank to the liver

#brb gonna go off myself in front of the ceo of dc comics thereby changing the trajectory of their life forevef

bro omfg

#WHY DOES EVERYTHING MAKE ME WANNA DIE LATELY LIKE !>>?!@?>!?>!?>>?!? GODDAMN

sorry

the people in my notes rbing stuff on this blog are so annoying im sorry

#STOP GIVING ME NOTIFICATIONS IM BEGGING

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