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interesting that my ex is going to be at this upcoming tour,,, also interesting that she has a 3 year old and we broke up 3 years ago....

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please ignore everything below this <3

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Wowowow can you believe I get to marry my best friend? Because I sure can’t. 

Byun Baekhyun,   Since the first day we met I knew you were the only one for me. I still remember walking into that training room and your short frame bouncing towards me and welcoming me. You commented about how you liked my cologne and that definitely made me blush and become flustered. Fast forward to a few years later and we had become so close. Deep down I knew I had feelings for you but I kept them locked away, not wanting to ruin our friendship. So, we played the run around game. Making out behind closed doors, hooking up when no one was around, hiding from everyone. It wasn’t until a few months ago that we finally stopped lying to ourselves and started dating, even if it felt like nothing had changed. Then, we had a really rough patch, one I wasn’t sure we’d ever get through. Thankfully, we did and now, here we are, getting married. Even though Korea doesn’t allow gay marriage, it’s the symbolism that counts. Thank you for showing me what true love is, thank you for being there for me when it matters most, thank you for being you.

I love you more than words can say Byun Park Baekhyun. 12212018- The day we said I do. 

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I...Baek planned the whole ass wedding and like, honestly? Idk how to feel about it. I kind of wanted to help plan it and make it our very own....

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I’m willing to do this. I’m willing to do this for you. I’m willing to start this whole relationship over just to make sure you want this, want ME. This hurts, not because you don’t want sex, not because you want to start over but because we HAVE to start over. You finding Tae was a huge speed bump. I’m just...I love you with my whole being and I just want to spend my life with you but...we’re starting over...

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I proposed to him. I proposed to him and he said yes. I’m elated. He also decided to stop seeing Taehyung. I’m glad, I just want him all to myself, I want to make our own little world and lock everyone out. I love you...

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I don’t know whether to thank god or curse myself. I just want you happy, i mean if i can’t give that to you myself who am I to stop you from finding it in another person?

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I feel like I’m losing you. You’re slipping from my grasp and it hurts, it hurts like hell. I’m still dumbfounded you picked up a second boyfriend...I mean, yeah he may be nice and all but you barely know him. I’ve been there through everything yet you go and meet someone else and just expect me to accept it? Why can’t my love be enough? 

Why can’t I be enough?

I know I’m a failure but you’re the one thing that makes me think, ‘hey, you’re not a complete fuck up’. But if I lose you? I might as well kiss the earth goodbye.

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I can’t believe Baekhyun is my boyfriend

I never thought this day would come honestly...like, I’m so so happy. I’ve loved him for so long and finally, we’re together. 

I just...feel a bit guilty because he doesn’t know about my past...and Hana...

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“You may hold my hand for a while, but you hold my heart forever”

- Unknown

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my needs: 1. sex 2. you 3. sex with you

(via dirtyvirgin-me)

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I don’t know where this whole thing with Baekhyun is going. I mean, I’m afraid to ask him for anything more than he’s comfortable with so...I just settle for his company. I want to sleep with him, I want to do more but...if he’s not ready, then he’s not.

I learned about his past with Yifan...I would’ve never suspected the two of them had a thing. I guess shit happens when you don’t pay attention.

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Baek and I confessed we like each other, I couldn’t be happier honestly. We’re taking things slow and I gave him a key to my place and...I just adore him

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i’m pretty sure i’m in love with my best friend and it took me this fuckin’ long to realize(tm)