Femme alters in AMAB bodies are a common occurrence for those with Dissociative Identity Disorder. So why don’t transfeminine theorists talk
My new essay about the interconnections between transmisogyny and pluralphobia is live right now! It's titled "Transfemininity and Dissociative Identity Disorder: An Undertheorized Intersection," and you can read it here ✨
idk who needs to hear this but fakeclaiming culture and being violent towards “fakers” is really harmful to people who are questioning whether they have DID/OSDD
"Come on, that book can't be that interesting," Bai Yi huffed, her hand teasingly massaging Eirene's thigh, the only acknowledgement being given was a small glance.
Eirene was clearly trying to ignore the advance, but Bai Yi was well aware she was feeling something. Her legs bounced slightly, and she watched Eirene's eyes slowly scan the page. It was like she was trying to pay attention to what she was reading, but occasionally getting distracted.
After a few more seconds, Eirene bit back a sigh, "The Chief special ordered it for me, so yes, it is interesting."
Not caring about why, Bai Yi rolled her eyes, her free hand starting to run over Eirene's arm. "I'm sure you can read it some other time, I mean, I'm right here," she cooed, almost in a whisper.
With another short glance, Bai Yi got even more confident. "And I'm sure you can go bother Zoya with this," Eirene explained, almost mone-tone.
Clicking her tongue, Bai Yi pouted. "I don't want Zoya right now, I want you."
If she was being honest, she wouldn't care who took her, but it was rare for Eirene to sleep with her that it was like a treat. She had fantasized countless times about being in between the two of them—not caring really how. It was all she could do to hold herself back from pouncing on Eirene right now and getting what she wanted. If she probably wasn't reading that stupid book, she probably would have gladly taken Bai Yi here and now.
Gliding her fingers up the slit in Eirene's dress, she hummed a bit, happy to see a small blush spreading across her face. Bai Yi traced the outlines of her underwear, "Come on, it's the middle of the night, no one is going to bother us."
Eirene twitched, and any sounds she had previously let out quieted down. It was slow, but as Eirene held her tongue, Bai Yi got a little more daring. Her heels lightly clicked as she uncrossed her legs, sliding her full hand up the dress, giving a rough few gropes. Her playing was quickly shut up, however, when said hand was pulled away. Thinking for a second that Eirene just wasn't in the mood, she was about to get up and leave, before being tugged onto Eirene's waist. She was still carrying that book, but her face wasn't completely buried in it anymore. Not even given a chance to speak, Eirene positioned Bai Yi on her thigh.
"If you're so desperate, then hump my thigh until you cum."
It was so matter-of-fact, and Bai Yi could only stare at her, shocked by the suggestion. When she finally stopped talking despite being given the opportunity, a smirk appeared on Eirene's face. "What's wrong? You were begging like a dog earlier, so what's stopping you from acting like one?" She said, still holding onto Bai Yi's waist and physically bouncing her on her thigh.
Bai Yi's face flushed up immediately. This was not what she planned. She had been trying to rial Eirene up so much that she just fucked her like a toy, not start messing with her. When Eirene taunted her one more time, annoyance started bubbling inside of Bai Yi. She swatted Eirene's hands away with a huff, "I can do it myself," she stated, a lot more meek than expected.
A chuckle left Eirene's lips as Bai Yi hesitantly grabbed her shoulders, using them like a handle to balance herself. Slowly, she started to roll her hips. When Eirene seemed happy, she comfortably sat back on the couch, going back to her book. "Finally, you're quiet…" she grumbled playfully.
Even so, it was very clearly meant to be heard. Letting out a small moan in response, she began to focus on her movements. Eirene occasionally bounced her leg when Bai Yi went slowly, but it was mostly her doing the work. Whenever she fully stopped to say something, Eirene gave a somewhat hard slap to her thigh. It stung, but given her one-piece acted as a sort of cushion, it wouldn’t leave a mark.
The friction in between her legs built up, but it never felt like enough. “Eirene, please…”
She simply ignored her, making Bai Yi start to get irritated. Leaning down, Bai Yi rested her chest against hers. back arched and feigning ignorance when Eirene said move. Hiding her smile, Bai Yi watched Eirene wrap her arms around her, reading over her shoulder. The new angle definitely helped, teasing purposes aside. No matter what she said or did, Eirene didn’t budge, only occasionally moving her thigh to order her to keep going.
Burying her face into Eirene’s neck, she bit down, planning to leave a clear mark. In shock, Eirene let out a surprised moan, her legs jerking up. “Oh god-!” She moaned, voice hitching in pleasure.
After a few seconds, Bai Yi felt an even harder slap on her thigh. The other ones were light, barely enough to matter, but this one? It was clearly meant to hurt. Her mouth hung open, a very audible moan leaving her lips. “Again,” she practically begged, rolling her hips even more.
She was now getting direct contact on her clit, and she was beginning to finally get off. Eirene stayed quiet for a second, before running her hand over the spot she hit. “If you bite me again, I’m pushing you off, understood?” Not really listening, Bai Yi nodded, letting out a small affirmation.
When Eirene went to move her legs back to where they were, Bai Yi gave her an annoyed glare. No words were spoken, but she had gotten the perfect angle. She heard a low thump, and through the corner of her eye saw the book being put down beside the couch. Eirene, however, just stayed still. Her eyes burned into Bai Yi as she watched every movement, only occasionally holding her waist to help her stay balanced. She finally had Eirene’s attention, but Bai Yi knew she wasn’t going to give her what she wanted. “Please,” she repeated the plea, earning her a hum.
“Please what?”
Taking a shaky breath, Bai Yi’s grip tightened, her nails digging into the fabric covering Eirene’s shoulders. “Do that again,” she mewled, her lips grazing over the mark she left, being careful not to bite again.
“Do what?”
Her tone was annoying Bai Yi, seeming almost uninterested. Shifting a bit, she slowed her hips down, “H-hit me again.”
It was quiet, and her face was hot in embarrassment as she vocalized the request. Eieren, however, just seemed content on pissing her off. “Where?”
“Just do what you did before!” She practically growled, watching Eirene’s mouth curl into a smirk.
One of her hands found its way to her hair, tugging on her ponytail. Bai Yi was forced to lift her head and look at Eirene, her face beat red. “If you’re going to act like a bitch in heat, then I’m going to treat you like one, and a bitch doesn’t talk back, does she?” she teased, her voice low and buttery smooth as she more than quickly made Bai Yi realize any control she thought she had was gone.
”Well, no, but I’m not- oh fuck!” She tried to retort, but a hard slap to her thigh cut her off.
“I don’t believe I told you to stop shaking your hips,” Eirene taunted, making Bai Yi realize she really did stop.
She was so close, but Eirene wasn’t about to let her just enjoy herself. “Come on, I gave you what you asked for, where’s my thank you?”
With a scoff, Bai Yi whined, “Be quiet.”
Eirene didn’t seem bothered at all, instead getting more into it. The hand on her hair had been lightened, but another rough tug made her sigh in pleasure. Her legs shook in joy, her orgasm building up quicker than before. She was still rolling her hips over Eirene’s thigh, her clit getting direct attention due to the angle, but with the added pain of the slaps and tugs of her hair? It was driving her insane.
“T-thank you,” she mumbled, and Eirene let go slightly, still holding the ponytail, however.
With a small chuckle, Eirene twirled her fingers through Bai Yi’s hair. “Good girl, now was that so hard?”
Shaking her head, Bai Yi stopped caring. All she wanted was her release. She debated putting up a bit more of a fight, but because of how close she was, she figured it didn't matter. Eirene caught on, not saying much more, but instead, watching as Bai Yi got herself off. Moving her head back down to hide her face, she rolled her hips almost desperately, “Eirene…” she moaned, not being able to fully word her thoughts. The need for more grew as if a spring in her stomach was being held tightly, but never being released.
“You need to tell me what you need,” she cooed, now gently massaging her back.
Taking deep breaths, she shut her eyes, mumbling into the soft crane of her neck. “Touch me, please,” she begged in between huffs, almost slurring all of her words.
Eirene didn’t argue anymore, not even teasing, but instead, simply brought her hands to Bai Yi’s chest, gently groping her. The thin bikini top did nothing to ease the friction as she played with her nipples. “O-oh god…”
Her head started to feel fuzzy, practically dissolving on top of her when given the final given the last push she needed. The grip she had on Eirene loosened, her body practically going limp. She had finally come undone, as waves of pleasure rushed through her. All she could think about was how good it felt as Eirene continued to massage her chest. Her hips shook, choking on her words as she got a taste of what she wanted most. Small, unintelligible words left her lip, taking ragged breaths, and Eirene gave her some small touches until she slowly came back down from her high.
She let Eirene start to move her, not feeling like fighting for the time being. Her back rested on the couch as if laying there to take a nap. Neither of them had any intentions to take a break, however, and Bai Yi felt more like a rag doll as Eirene stripped and positioned her. She really only helped with the confusing bits of her outfit, lifting her hips and raising her arms.
“You’re actually shutting your mouth, huh?” Eirene jokes, tracing her fingers over Bai Yi’s stomach, circling her navel.
“Just hurry up,” she grumbled, a surprised moan leaving her lips when Eirene struck one of her thighs again.
Her back arched, already sensitive from her previous orgasm, but before she could process the action, one of Eirene’s hands slipped in between Bai Yi’s legs and ran her fingers over her slit. “And here I thought you were finally learning something,” she sighed, completely pulling off the couch when she heard Bai Yi whine.
She watched Eirene start to pull off her dress, dragging out the time by carefully laying her clothes on the coffee table. Well, she did, Bai Yi undid her hair tie, and unlike Eriene, threw the tie to the ground. She only got a small glace, but she held back a chuckle at the reaction. Her thoughts quickly fizzled as she watched Eirene undress however. God, she was so beautiful, Bai Yi thought. The way her hair flowed, only a few strands stuck to her body, which was normally covered by her dress, but now it revealed her practically perfect figure. She hadn’t even noticed she was staring until Eirene told her to stop.
Her eyes rolled, dramatically throwing her arms in the air. “Ah yes, getting me to dry hump you, spanking me, and stripping me, but undressing yourself? That’s where you get embarrassed?”
“Well, unlike you, I’m not a slut who will let any woman she passes fuck her,” she retorted rather crudely, smiling when she saw Bai Yi flush up.
“You and Zoya both,” Bai Yi huffed, “I wouldn’t be such a slut if you guys stopped walking around Iike eye candy.”
Happy to see Eirene’s calm and collected face falter in embarrassment, Bai Yi scoffed. "What? You can't be that surprised, have you seen your thighs and waist? I'm sure every person in syndicate has imagined holding them well you-"
Her tangent was quickly cut off by a rough twist of her chin, her mouth being forcibly opened by Eirene’s hand. “I assume If you have the energy to tease, you have the energy to get me off,” she explained, clearly embarrassed and trying to hold her voice together.
Bai Yi had to hold back another quip, as it wasn’t lost on her that Eirene was trying to change the subject and ignore the remark. She waited patiently as Eirene got on top of her, positioning herself just overtop of her mouth. Not waiting a moment, Bai Yi gently ran her tongue from top to bottom of her cunt, only occasionally brushing her clit with the tip of it. Whenever she heard a small whine come from above, she did this, but she could tell it wasn’t enough. Eirene wasn’t giving, not even saying a word about it, only occasionally moaning softly in a way that sounded different from usual. Each time she shivered, tugged her hair, and moaned differently, Bai Yi did her best to pay attention to it all. Eventually, when Eirene’s grip became strong enough, she swapped her attention to her clit. With one swift motion, Eirene jerked her hips, a high-pitched moan coming from her lips, but nothing else followed. She took a shaky, deep breath, before lightly massaging Bai Yi’s scalp. “Keep going,” she mewled, which she only nodded in response to.
Eirene was clearly going to make this difficult, having held herself off from releasing so quickly. Given how wet she was, however, Bai Yi got a little cocky, taking a good guess that Eirene had been turned on by her whole performance. To be fair, she intended to do that, but it was somewhat shocking how well it worked.
Her eyes were glued to the sight above her, watching as Eirene’s chest reeled in, before puffing back out with each breath. Some were smooth, deep, and long, others ragged and quickened, but it was easy to tell just how on edge she was. Her hips rocked so slowly that it looked almost agonizing. The hair she had admired before was just as beautiful, but now visible stands stuck to her neck, forehead, and shoulders due to the sweat. Bai Yi wanted to tease her so badly, but she kept her thoughts to herself. Eirene would reward her for not talking back and doing as she was told, Bai Yi concluded.
Instead, she did everything she could to burn the sight above her into her memory. It’s not something everyone would be able to see, and boy did she feel lucky to be causing it. Eirene’s normally calm and composed nature was cackling, pretty much crumbling as she rode Bai Yi’s face. Each time she got close to the edge, she buried it down. Even she could tell Eirene was taunting her. As if to say what she was doing wasn't enough, or that she wasn't good enough. It succeeded in getting her irritated, that's for sure.
Pulling on her thighs, she dug her nails in, rolling her tongue roughly over Eirene's clit. A surprised moan came from her, and Bai Yi got annoyed when she watched her desperately hold her orgasm back again. She had stopped thinking, and Bai Yi's will finally broke. Pulling her head back, she watched Eirene's eyes burn into her when the touch didn't return. "Bai Yi-"
"I'm being so good right now, so why are you messing with me?" She grumbled, glaring back at her.
Eirene went silent for a few seconds, and Bai Yi started to worry she actually annoyed her. However, the pit in her stomach quickly turned to one of sheer, almost agonizing arousal when Eirene's mouth curled into a smirk. "You're being good?" She chuckled, the hand on Bai Yi's hair tightening harder than it ever had before, and Bai Yi had to force herself to not moan.
"This entire you've been rubbing your legs together, looking for any sort of friction, and you think that's being good?" She stated, and well Bai Yi was about to protest, she quickly realized she had been.
"I-I didn't mean to…" she murmured, but Eirene wouldn't let up.
"Didn't mean to? Are you saying you're seriously so desperate you can't even focus on a single task?"
Bai Yi didn't respond, instead looking away, not being able to think up a retort. Eirene didn't seem please at the lack of response, her free hand forcing Bai Yi's, face back towards hers. "I asked you a question."
If she thought she was just embarrassed before, now it was ten times worse. Eirene's almost sadistic smile didn't break, and Bai Yi's stomach was practically swirling in pure desire seeing it. Her mouth trembled, but she tried her best to push any worry or shame away. "Mhm… like you said, I'm just a b-bitch in heat… I'm so desperate for you that it's making me go crazy," she said, probably sounding a lot meeker than intended.
Eirene's cheeks reddened at the confession, and Bai Yi knew she responded perfectly. Yet, she wasn't done with the teasing. Almost painfully gently, Eirene brushed her fingers over her chin, "And what else? I deserve an apology for this don't I?"
Eagerness made her stop thinking, her mouth working before she could process what she was even saying. "I'm sorry for being such a slut, I'm sorry for stopping, and-"
Before she could finish, two fingers slipped into her mouth. "Okay, good job, you said everything right," she practically stuttered quickly, and Bai Yi started to become very proud again.
Letting go of one of her thighs, she lightly grabbed Eirene's hand, rolling her tongue over her fingers. In a muffled tone, Bai Yi tried to pull her best puppy dog eye, looking up at her. "T-thank you, so, can we continue?"
"God, you're so hard to deal with…" Eirene mumbled, barely a whisper.
Pretending not to have heard it, Bai Yi spread her legs a bit, now paying attention to her own body as well as Eirene's. She got repositioned on top of her, slowly going back to rocking her hips. Her hands were put back to where they had been before—resting on Bai Yi's head and the armrest.
Eirene's orgasm built up more now, looking as if her skin was tingling in pleasure. "Mmm…" she moaned, back arching in bliss.
Her legs shook in pleasure, having openly stopped caring about holding back her orgasm anymore. Bai Yi was eating up the scene above her, pleased that Eirene had finally stopped messing with her. Her thighs were locked tightly around Bai Yi's head, muffling noise as they covered her ears.
"Bai Yi, I'm so close," she purred, her legs twitching and shaking.
Excitement bubbled up inside Bai Yi, lapping up her juices quicker than before. She did everything she could to bring her to her peak in the best way possible. The instinct to touch herself came, but she buried it down. Focus on Eirene only, she thought.
Eirene's voice heightened, jerking her hips forward as she let herself fully come undone. Bai Yi dug her nails into her thighs, tightly holding her in place as Eirene grinded on her face. She sputtered out random things, from Bai Yi's name to short variations of yes.
Seconds passed as she rode out her orgasm, and Bai Yi knew for a fact this was something she should remember. She had seen Eirene orgasm before, but she was never so… open. There was no worry or embarrassment on her face this time—even with her normally being so reserved. "Oh my g-nngh… god Bai Yi… just like that," she choked, breathless and trying to moan quietly.
The fact that they were out in the open had been practically forgotten by Bai Yi, but it seemed Eirene was still very aware of it. It only passed her mind for a brief second, before she tried her best to get even more moans out of Eirene. Just hearing her name fall off her lips… it sent a wave of pleasure throughout Bai Yi's body that she didn't know she needed.
Slowly but surely, Eirene came back to her senses, beads of sweat dripping from her forehead. Shakily, she pulled herself off of Bai Yi, sliding her hands down her body. The sudden sensation made Bai Yi moan, choking back the sound as quickly as she could. "Don't worry, I'll give you what you want," Eirene cooed, gently massaging one of her thighs.
She leaned down to kiss Bai Yi's neck, still sounding a bit exhausted from her orgasm. "Just relax, I promise I won't tease you anymore."
Her fingers ran over Bai Yi's entrance, using her thumb to brush over her clit. Within a second, her back arched, eyes shutting closed. One of her hands went to her mouth, using the back to muffle her moans a bit. The other grasped at Eirene’s shoulder, digging her nails in like before. Two of Eirene's fingers slipped into Bai Yi with pretty much no resistance due to how wet she was. She worked them easily, laying gentle kisses all over Bai Yi's upper half. “Please…” she whimpered.
“As I said, don’t worry, you’re doing good,” she said, her free hand massaging her chest.
Bai Yi’s voice had gone from less moans to what could be more accurately described as squeals. Anytime Eirene touched her, from her lips to her fingers, she gasped and mewled. It was like she was painfully desperate for her, not quietening down or lessening even a bit. Each time Eirene pinched her nipples, her moans would hiccup and echo. It was practically a rhythm that she made—grinding, moaning and almost crying, before settling into a humming and low whine. She had this dewy, pouty look, feeling so good that it was like she was being fucked stupid.
Eirene had stopped messing with her, now entirely focused on making Bai Yi feel good. Each thrust of her fingers sent a shockwave of pleasure through her body, and before she knew it, her orgasm quickly came. She spewed off a mixture of curses and Eirene’s name, but her fingers didn’t slow. If anything, they got faster. Bai Yi’s eyes flew open in shock, almost pulling her hips away.
“W-Wait, I just-”
A sharp bite to her collarbone shut her up, and it was the best response she would get out of Eirene, who simply continued to ruin her. Bai Yi melted underneath her, wiggling in place as her already sensitive clit was now being pushed on roughly. “Good girl, just lay there all pretty,” Eirene chuckled, curling her fingers up and hitting her best spot.
She really did start to see stars, sheer pleasure taking over her. Eirene was finally giving her what begged for, but a part of her regretted asking for it so much because it was clear what she was planning to do. Bai Yi knew for a fact she wasn’t going to get a break. Taking a short breath, her voice hitched as Eirene toyed with her. She could barely hear the couch as it creaked, her body moving just enough to make even more noise.
Any and all worry she had was gone, both of them painfully aware that if anyone even walked past the room, they would know exactly what was happening. Eirene wasn’t telling her to be quiet, however, so why would she? If she wanted to fuck Bai Yi like this, she deserved to be as loud as she wanted. Through hazy eyes, she could see just how red Eirene was, clearly still worried about someone coming in.
Hesitantly, she forced words off her lips, though they were a bit slurred. “J-nghh-just me… I could give less of a fuck if… ahh… anyone comes in, so just focus on me,” she huffed, barely able to compose herself.
Eirene slowed down for a second, before adjusting Bai Yi’s hips to get even deeper inside of her. Laughing dryly, she looked down at her with a playfully disgusted look. “I swear, I could be fucking you in front of an audience and you’d beg for more,” she chuckled, focusing on her clit even more.
She continued, not giving Bai Yi a second to process what she was saying. “I wonder how you’d like it… would you want just me, or multiple women all at once? I’m sure Zoya would gladly ride your mouth, Langley could ruin you however you asked, marking you all over,” she hummed, her fingers working at a practically ruthless pace.
The embarrassment had finally settled in as she listened to Eirene, not even being able to deny her claim. She had fantasized about being in between them all so much, she probably thought about it at least three times a week… Eirene didn’t bother getting a follow-up, however, seemingly just saying what she could to tease her. It was almost like she was talking to herself, but she was just loud enough that Bai Yi could tell she wanted her to hear it. She couldn't even follow how much time passed, much less listen to Eirene.
Bai Yi had stopped holding onto her, both her hands now lazily sprawled out. An amount of time she couldn’t pinpoint had passed, but she knew for a fact she was broken. One of her hands just laid on her stomach, the other off the couch, taking all of the pleasure she was given. At some point, she came again, but she wasn't really paying attention. Just when one seemed to die down, another shot through her.
Her hearing had started to fizzle just like her vision, if she thought she was going to break earlier, this had done it. Eirene had stopped vocalizing her thoughts when she realized Bai Yi could barely process anything that wasn’t one syllable. Moans and whines fell off her lips, almost whimpering as her entire body was overstimulated. Throughout her fucking Bai Yi, Eirene had bit her all over, with bruises left from her neck down to her thighs. Occasionally, she had switched to using her tongue, and nail markings dug on her legs.
When Bai Yi started to pull her hips away, almost sobbing for her to slow down, Eirene gently pulled her fingers out. She was already dizzy, legs shaking in Eirene’s hands, but it felt like she was even more out of it. Her whole body felt like it was on fire as she processed the sudden emptyness, but she had to admit it made her relax. She had lost count of how many times she orgasmed, her cunt feeling numb from the overstimulation. Taking a long breath, she wriggled away, practically hiding from Eirene, not wanting any more stimulation, especially on her clit. “I-I’m done… no more…” she mumbled, biting her bottom lip.
Her legs trembled, jolting back whenever she felt Eriene worriedly touch her. It took a minute, but she quickly proceeded Bai Yi was really done. After she wiped her hand on the couch, she ran her other one through Bai Yi’s hair. Eirene fingers were almost sticky when she had pulled them out, her juices coverint them, each orgasm she had built up over her hand.
She looked like a mess right now, her own juices mixed with saliva covering her lips as Eirene occasionally pecked her. After a second, she got off the couch, looking around for anything to clean her off with. It took a good minute, but she happily found some cloths. When she got back on top of her, Bai Yi grabbed the cloth to clean herself up. It was an awkward movement, but she just did not want to lose the last shred of her dignity she had. Even still, when Eirene pushed her shoulders back down, Bai Yi did not complain. "I’ll do it, it’s fine,” she reassured her, grabbing the cloth from her gently.
After a second, Bai Yi groaned, falling back on the couch. She did not know what she wanted right now, whether to hold Eirene tightly or to just chug a glass of water. "Ugh, I'm so tired," she sighed, feeling Eirene wipe off her sweat first.
It was slow as she took her time cleaning her, wipping her face, legs, and torso.. The closer she got to her cunt an thighs, the more delicate she got, not wanting to stimulate her anymore. When she finished up her body, she looked worriedly at Bai Yi. “Can you spread your legs?”
Hesitantly, she followed the request, but not by much. It was enough that Eirene could clean her up completely, but she took her time with it. “Sorry, was I too rough…?” Eirene asked, a rare but welcome worried pang in her voice.
Shaking her head quickly, Bai Yi mewled, “N-no, I’m just… out of practice.”
“In what? Not being a brat?” She joked, cleaning up her thighs, which glistened with her own juices.
They went back and forth a bit as Eirene wipped her down, before hesitating. "Sorry if this is too much," she mumbled, pressing the cloth against her cunt.
There really was a mess, and the sheer amount of times she had cum made her thighs covered in her own liquid. She slipped the cloth up, seeing Mai's legs twitch as she bit back her whimper, “I-it’s okay…”
Doing her best to help her relax, Eirene went from cleaning her off to helping her put her clothes back on. When she couldn’t manage it completely, she just grumbled, “Ugh, why is this so complicated.”
Bai Yi chuckled, shutting her eyes, “I don’t really care, I just wanna take a nap and have some water.”
Eirene blinked up at her before sighing, “I’ll be right back then, want me to run you a shower?”
Taken aback by the sudden offer, Bai Yi quietly examined her expression, expecting her to tease her more. Yet, Eirene simply rolled her eyes, “What? Do you think I plan to fuck you more when you can barely sit up?”
“Well, how am I supposed to know? I’m completely at your mercy here,” she dramatically scoffed, both of them cracking a bit of a smile.
With a sigh, Bai Yi felt her cheeks getting a bit red, “But yes, I would appreciate that…”
Eirene pushed herself up, getting her clothes back on, “Great, then when all of that’s done, I’m going to get back to my book.”
A pang of irritation sparked through Bai Yi, “You won’t even spare me a couple of cuddles?”
“You’ve taken enough of my time up,” she retorted, but Eirene rubbed her fingers over Bai Yi’s cheek before she could responsed.
An actual kiss was planted on her lips this time, making Bai Yi jump. It was warm, and she completely melted when she realized what happened happened. After she pulled away, what felt like minutes having passed, Eriene gave her a genuine smile. “I’ll think about it, now let’s try and get you walking, okay?”
Bully Satosugu stopping you when you’re on your way to class every chance they get. Teasing you and groping you in the empty hallways, telling you if you were really the gooooood little nerd you pretend to be you’d do anything to get to class and they’re right, you would, you just can’t afford missing any lessons.
Satoru telling you to get on your knees and suck him off if you want them to let you go, because they’d love to do this all day, corner you into the nearest wall and have their way with you until you’re a sobbing mess. And you know with the way his eyes twinkle that he means it.
You always end up doing what you’re told, like you were made to please them, and you were, they don’t seem to toy with anyone besides you, only have eyes for you. Maybe they like you so much because you don’t have a brave bone in your sweet little body, not like that would get you anywhere. They’re so big and mean, easily tower over you, their sizable hands feeling you up in every way possible. It’s so overwhelming, you can barely think straight.
“She getting any better, Toru?” Suguru asked, looking down at you, sweet little you who had her mouth full of his friend’s big cock.
“Nah, you’re gonna wanna train her throat when you give her a go.”
You were fully crying now, looking up at them with streams of hot tears flowing out of your big round eyes onto your rosy plump cheeks and all the way down your neck, shaking and whimpering.
He meant it, you were horrible at giving blowjobs but it wasn’t your fault you’d never given one before. Besides he didn’t make you suck his dick because he thought you’d be good at it, no, of course not, you were too nerdy and innocent. He just liked seeing you on your knees, liked seeing you cry so hard from just his tip, and the way your doe eyes looked up at him made him crumble, kept him hard inside the warmth of your mouth.
You looked the prettiest all teary eyed, your lipgloss smeared all over his dick. The perfect amount of your cleavage showing from where he was standing. He could almost cum at the sight.
“Okay sweetheart that’s enough.” Satoru smiled, tucking your hair behind your ear. Suguru being the gentleman he is and helping your wobbly self back onto your feet, gently wiping the tears and drool off your adorable face and handing you the books they snatched from you earlier all the while Satoru zipped himself back up.
“Tell you what, i know you’re getting late so why don’t you finish up with your last lesson and meet us back in your dorm room.”
“There’s a lot more you need to learn my love.” Suguru whispered against the shell of your ear before placing a soft kiss upon your swollen lips, making you tremble in his gentle hold.
Aside from all my complaining about the tragedy of JJK, I do want to say that Gege is absolutely incredible when it comes to constructing parallels between characters and their relationships. There’s Itadori and Geto down to the ingestion of curses/cursed items in order to gain their power, wanting to be the hero in a story that prevents them from doing so (i.e. wanting so badly to do good but their power is inherently destructive, causing them to unravel), and Gojo and Fushiguro are also a given, with their narratives deconstructing the typical trope of the “chosen one”.
[id: it’s two screenshot of jujutsu kaisen panels, the first of Sukuna grabbing his neck as Itadori takes his body back, and the second of Kenjaku grabbing his neck as Geto tries to take his body back. /end id]
[id: it’s a screenshot of Gojo and Fushiguro from jujutsu kaisen when they’re first meeting. Megumi is young, about six years old, and Gojo is his eighteen-year-old self with his hair down and sunglasses on his nose. /end id]
But then you look further and you get stuff like Getou and Nanami, who were both heavily impacted by the death of a close, mutual friend, and how they dealt with that. They both stray off their paths, but their response to their disillusionment is vastly different: Geto fully plunges into a delusional quest for justice (finding the twins was just the final straw that he needed) whereas Nanami does the opposite and runs away. And then there’s Toji vs Maki, where they’re both scorned despite their immense power and considered outcasts. Toji had something to hold him back from killing the entirety of the Zen’in clan (Megumi) but Maki had lost hers (her heart had been taken from her, after all).
[id: it’s two screenshots of the jujutsu kaisen manga. The first is of the panels where Maki and Toji are drawn in the same stances, and the second is of Naoya asking Maki whether she has a human heart, to which she replies “No… it was taken from me.” /end id]
There’s so much to unpack even down to the framework of the relationships that Gege sets up, like Satosugu versus Itafushi, and how it’s set up to a point where Fushiguro will likely be the one to either a) kill Itadori, or b) break the cycle that started with Geto and Gojo. You can even look at Nanami and Haibara vs Nanami and Itadori, and how Itadori is almost a reflection of Haibara, at least through the eyes of Nanami, and how Haibara’s death influenced how Nanami treated Itadori. I could ramble for ages about this, but honestly, the bottom line is it’s actually really impressive, especially for a shonen manga where the genre doesn’t typically focus on that sort of thing.
jujutsu kaisen is about two men with such godawful personalities that they are literally the only people who can stand each other. and then they break up and decide to make it everyone else’s problem
Fully believe that if Geto came back as a curse Gojo would attempt to get him into a pokeball in order to do “irl pokemon battles” with other special grade curses
pairing | fushiguro megumi x itadori yuuji, kugisaki nobara x zenin maki
content | um i think this counts as slow burn maybe, idk instrospection? sort of fluffy and sort of angsty? just two emotionally constipated bois and one (1) really bad wingman. or maybe a great wingman. depends on how you look at it. i think this is funny.
word count | 3.2k
form | oneshot
originally posted | 30 December 2020
author’s note | i really wanted to make a joke about sukuna having 2 dicks but unfortunately there was no opportunity to. also i did all that research about heian period courtship and what did it amount to? like 3 sentences
He met Fushiguro’s eyes, and balked slightly at their intensity. They always seemed to bore right through him, as if his skin was glass and Fushiguro interested himself more in what lay underneath. Not that there’s anything he cares about in there.
“You’re not hurt, are you? I did push you kind of hard.”
Yuuji shook his head quickly. “No, I’m fine.” He tried to set his mouth in a neutral line, like Fushiguro so often did.
Fushiguro nodded curtly, and turned to leave, back to where Ijichi was waiting with the car. Yuuji’s fingers twitched.
or
yuuji doesn’t know how to talk to fushiguro. sukuna “helps.”
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