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Any day now 🥰

Some days it’s big, some it’s small. Still mostly bloat but happy the bean is growing ❤️

It’s funny where life takes you..

Two years ago (almost to the day) I was telling my husband that I wasn’t happy and hadn’t been for a long time. We agreed to work together and through our split, and while it didn’t go as planned we’ve made it through the other side and are able to act like effective coparents and friends.

Who fucking knew that two years later I’d be where I am now.. three months since I married my soul mate and we are working and building a life we love with the kids.

Damn. I totally forgot the pain of watching others around you get pregnant while you’re trying and failing.

Ouch.

Man oh man do I wish I had money to go see the therapist. My brain is big sad.

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Take notice of those that are *actually* in your corner when shit goes down

Officially

#ttc #ttc over 25 #month two

Gotta tell you. I just don’t have time for people anymore. This year has drained me so much, and mostly mentally and emotionally. To the point that I am physically tired. I’m sick of asking people to show up and not only being abandoned or ignored, but getting fucked over too. I’m too old for games.

So incredibly sick of everyone.

Why. Why why why.

Quarantine is a struggle all around.

The kids’ schedules are SO off that it’s just ridiculous. Josh is under crazy stress at work being an essential employee, and I’m thankful to be working from home but it’s really not going well.

The worst part is that because of how much we are working it feels like Josh and I are accidentally pushing each other away. The stress we both feel is unreal and we take it out on each other even though we don’t mean to. I’m SO thankful that we can talk about it and be honest with each other and it doesn’t become an actual problem.. but it still sucks

Can I run away?

I want to be anywhere but here

So. Fucking. Tired.

When you get an upgrade for Valentine’s Day.. 😍😭 130 days until I’m Mrs. Dillon #lucky #blessed https://www.instagram.com/p/B8KRduNHbhN/?igshid=8azb52lnlta5

#lucky #blessed

Psalm 31 - “In you, O LORD, I have taken refuge; let me never be put to shame; deliver me in your righteousness. Turn your ear to me, come quickly to my rescue; be my rock of refuge, a strong fortress to save me.” // This week is the anniversary of a major milestone in my life. I have struggled, cried, and been hurt by those I thought loved me. No matter how hard something became I pushed through and have made it through the other side. Was it uncomfortable? Did it suck? Did I question myself? Absolutely. But now I smile, I laugh, I learn, and most importantly- I am healing. My life has become so much more than I ever thought it could be, and I am growing and changing in ways I didn’t know were possible. https://www.instagram.com/p/B7zWr0fHZWE/?igshid=y8jlhrgdrots

Still learning how to dress cute for work (after 7 years of uniform life) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7dgFstBAZR/?igshid=r1usp9n9h6g0

Maid of honor obtained!! Even though she knew it all along 🤣 so blessed to have four of my very best friends by my side when I get married in June! 💕🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/B622KKCH8uO/?igshid=jyars7g28bxx

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