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indie private nero the sable roleplay blog. icons are from a mod, not spoilers.

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independent & private nero the sable roleplay blog. maskless icons & screenshots are from a mod made by @endweapon.

threads are spoiler free until may 1st, 2024. any discussion of spoilers will occur behind a cut & will be tagged using #ffviir spoilers.

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REGARDING ACTIVITY: i'm in con season from late March to Early July my activity for the next 2-3 months is going to be all over the place, please be patient with me!

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  ❝ It’s burned on your skin…                                           A barcode never lies . ❞

                              independent canon divergent prompto argentum. spoilers inside.

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i'm still alive, con season just started and that means roadtrips every other weekend.

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new icons made.

we're now ready to rock and roll.

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Do you ever just get lost in the sauce

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bronchitis is kicking my ass so i did this instead of writing today

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Do you ever just get lost in the sauce

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Ahh, the essence of death. Its ululations are like a lullaby. indie nero the sable as written by iri. canon-based, headcanon fueled, multiship, multiverse, character driven. est 2022.

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Ahh, the essence of death. Its ululations are like a lullaby. indie nero the sable as written by iri. canon-based, headcanon fueled, multiship, multiverse, character driven. est 2022.

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random sentence prompts  ━ from various tv shows, part 29 

you wanna live your miserable fucking life, go right ahead.

i feel like something bad is going to happen to me.

look at us. we’re still breathing.

i know the difference between someone who cares about me and someone who doesn’t.

i bet you still think you’re the victim, don’t you?

i missed you. we fit.

you can’t rise above something if it’s eating you up inside.

i fucking love that. i love when you stoop to my level. 

the truth is, sometimes i miss you so much i can hardly stand it.

we could’ve had a good life together. real fucking good life. but you didn’t want it.

i wish i knew how to quit you.

we always do this.

can we just talk for a minute and i’ll fuck off after if you want?

you’ve got a pretty good track record of being insane.

if it was a good morning, i wouldn’t be here.

i’m not hiding. i’m avoiding.

we don’t have to be friends for me to make sure you’re okay.

you’re kind of brutal with other girls.

i’m not gonna lie, i am enjoying your panic right now.

i guess it’s my fault. i always come when you call.

i’m guessing you’re the one who’s always biting your tongue to keep the peace.

you think i don’t know what’s going on when i go weeks without hearing from you?

i want you to tell me why you look so fucking scared.

i’m not, like, turned on by drama.

i have way less complicated booty calls i could make.

i’m tired of being angry at you.

you can’t expect other people to take your relationships seriously if you don’t.

you don’t care about me. you just don’t know how to be alone.

we both want to keep seeing each other. it’s stupid to act like we’re not gonna do it again.

it’s like a sick cycle.

we’re not even nice to each other half the time.

you stay here so much there’s a drool stain on my couch.

you’ve been staring at photos of her for an hour.

do you think i’m broken inside?

you’re only nice if there’s a reason for it.

i’m not a fucking idiot. i know everyone thinks i am, but i’m not.

so hard to watch you self-sabotage. makes it impossible to stay mad at you.

please. get off your high horse. 

you keep making impulsive decisions and making everything worse. 

this is crazy. we’re saying crazy things to each other. we love each other. 

have you not noticed how much i like you?

some day, someone’s gonna get so far stuck under your skin, they’re gonna rot there.

i still love you just as much as i always have.

i’m not ready for this to be the end of my story.

oh, i never murder on the first date.

you have a lot of shit to figure out before you’re dateable. 

look at you. you just need me to make you feel better.

it’s hard to enjoy sex when i’m angry with you.

you’re literally incapable of being alone. 

i didn’t think i could hate you any more than i already did.

do you think i’m embarrassing?

sometimes i don’t know what version of you i’m going to get. 

i’m honestly not someone who gets very excited about things.

you’re not gonna go there and turn some light on. it’s pitch black.

i was in the middle of a self crisis, but you loved me.

i'm trying to remember who i was before i met you.

you can figure out who you are and we don’t have to break up because of it. 

you walk like someone who grew up being free.

i feel like i need to be away from you.

you’re not really here. you’re, like, gone.

do you feel like you have someone looking out for you?

you’re the only person that i don’t want to leave.

if you go, it’ll be so painful for everyone.

i don’t know who i am. i don’t know what i want the rest of my life to look like.

i’m really… not a person.

thank you for being a great first love.

i’m sorry i was a coward. i really hope you can remember me as more than that.

i’m not gonna comfort you right now. i’m not gonna comfort you about the most painful thing i’ve ever experienced.

i can’t force you to want to be with me. right? you’re free. you can do whatever you want.

i’m sorry i’m not, like, upset enough about you.

i’m an avoidant asshole, i don’t know.

you’re, like, fucking broken inside. 

you said you loved me.

what you’re asking of me is not realistic.

you make everyone sad.

you get lukewarm pep talks when i’m unprepared. 

i don’t need anyone to tell me i’m a piece of shit.

how hard is it that you can’t be a dick to me right now?

you tell me you killed somebody, i’m out looking for a shovel.

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Hello I have bronchitis and I am going to try to make words happen despite it

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finally making icons and

god look at his little baby face

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I come from a Russian horror fairytale, it doesn't matter where you're from I am not afraid of daylight, there is enough darkness here The world gives you everything you ask for, but takes it all away when you least expect I don't play your games, you'll be dead one day

Touch me, it's real me, it's real me It is me who comes to you in dreams, it's real me, it's real me

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in a party member nero verse this whole interaction would be so fucking genuinely off the rails

like i know vincent is looking at this kid like aw fuck what did hojo do

and nero is like dude there were no locks on your basement why were you just sitting in there still working for them

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like this for a starter

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behold, the fruits of 30 hours of gameplay.

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I think it's interesting that Nero's eyes have a red base but end up that Gi magenta with lighting effects.

Also just thinking out loud about my party member Nero au, he'd be throwing hands at bugenhagen any time this old man condescended to them about the planet.

Also just turning around Nero's WEAPONhood and how much he'd had absolutely everything about Planetology as presented by cosmo canyon.

Like this kid wants answers so bad and you're going to ask him to sit in a sharing circle??

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