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She Cries Out For Blood | Charles & Scout
They found the town in time, the landscape rolling in an easy gradient from barren to populated; trees to houses to full-fledged buildings. Each street and alley was vacant; the town, no doubt once a bustling hub of life, was now scarred and scorched with testaments to the pandemic that ravaged the area.
As the road became more crowded with debris, Scout eased the truck to a stop, resting finally along a curb. The parking wasn’t pretty. Maybe one of these days she’d actually learn to drive. When the engine cut, the space was once again shrouded in silence, an eerie absence of activity or life at all. The usual call of birds and cry of bugs was absent around them, and the temperature, lowering as days went on, kept the sun from sizzling against the pavement as it usually did. Sounds of closing car doors and shuffling feet and rustling bags were the only interruption to the air.
She didn’t need to hold Chuck’s hand on this. He was capable, and he picked up her movements and air easily. She appreciated his penchant for quick learning. The two didn’t converse; all communication was conveyed through movement and gestures. It seemed smarter that way. The area, however clear it may have seemed, hadn’t been checked.
Scout set about clearing the corners of the restaurant before her muscles relaxed and she gave her companion the okay to proceed further. The machete hung from her hand, a precaution she kept out even when she felt safe (or what semblance close to it she could manage,) nearly dragging along the floor and slicing through the air with periodic metallic noises. The establishment seemed relatively unlooted. There were signs of the chaos it had faced ages ago - likely years, at the instance of the outbreak - not only physically, but practically painting the very air through which they walked. The silence held screams and the specks dancing in swaths of sunlight swirled where no doubt bodies fell before. The smell crept into Scout’s nostrils after minutes of walking through the space. It was faint, but the sickly sweet of death lingered there, amongst the must of dust and unchurned air. The girl grimaced to herself.
Behind her, Chuck was making progress with his search. The scavenger figured she’d leave his specifics up to him. Nothing in the place interested her, much; she picked up various items, turned them in her hand, and replaced the void in dust they left on their respective surface. Things like cell phones, wallets, keys and purses and sunglasses - they all told stories of a time that no longer existed. Things like that seemed so foreign, now. Sometimes, these trips out made her feel less like a looter and more like a space explorer, rocketed to a distant planet, exploring a world and a lifeform that was not her own, observing objects she found no use for. It was a disorienting process if you let it get to you. Scout could not afford to, but often failed at keeping herself focused.
She didn’t feel the need to tell Wagon to check his corners. He knew that. Everyone knew that. It was like telling a child to look both ways before crossing the street. So she nodded, calling out an approving noise, not tearing her eyes from the dull interest they held in the junk littering the place. The only other sound of movement besides her own slow steady pace was Chuck’s brief struggle to work his way into a shut room.
Until - until, there was more; there was a rush, a flood of noise and movement, a rumble of activity she felt before she heard. It was so close. And yet, it seemed to take her some stretch of infinity to turn, to face the subject of disturbance. Like her muscles wouldn’t move; she reacted, or so it felt, the way one would in a dream, lethargic, stuck. Chuck’s cry reached her ears in disjointed echoes.
Did you hear that, Scout?
Another dead man calling your name?
She didn’t breathe. The spurt of crimson flashed across her vision like it was the only color in the room. Her weapon was up, swinging, violent hits and misses against a monster she barely saw. Was he screaming? Was she? Was there any noise at all?
It took years to kill it. Centuries to pull it from its victim; the planets fell from orbit by the time she finished hacking, again, again, into flesh long rotting. The puddle it left flooded the space, and finally, once again, there were two.
"No. No.”
It wasn’t a plea. It was an order. Chuck was too big in her too small arms; there was too much blood, slippery and pungent.
"Don’t. Just don’t. C’mon, please. You’re fine, it didn’t -"
Stop shaking. Breathe. Fucking. Breathe.
"Look at me. It’s just a scratch. Yeah?"
He wasn’t gone. No, he was too lucid, too there. Still very much alive.
The monster's jaw snapped, unhinged from his arm and he collapsed to the ground, crying out from the burning inferno coursing through his veins. With an immune system as weak as his, it was no surprise that his arms were soon decimated with green veins bursting to the surface, running tracks of spearmint death in sickly branches through him, in him. His working hand clung to the sinews hanging to his shoulder, the blood gushing between his fingers and intermingling with the puddle of a once crowing vision of science, the dead brought back to life, a perfect hunter who died for it's last meal.
The pain was everywhere, so great that it was almost numbing. Beyond the screaming ache in every seizing muscle, he could barely feel the trembling of a girl under him, holding him up as he began to tip to the side, woozy and suddenly extremely exhausted. She commanded of him, and he obeyed, a queen to a lowly peasant begging for life, holding out his trembling tin cup for any sort of mercy, a reprieve from the jolts of agony that made his body twitch and shake in time with her's.
"You don't let me become one of them." His voice shook with all the might of the earthquake he'd become, seismic and tragic, every structure built upon him crumbling as the virus took hold, a new host, a brand new victim to it's journey to survival. They both knew he wasn't going to make it. He wasn't going to get the stitches he desperately needed, he wasn't going to show the depression in his healed arm from sacrificing his body for the longevity of his moral establishments. He wasn't going to see the Outpost again. Hell, he wasn't going to see the inside of that fucking Range Rover again.
He wasn't going to watch Liam grow into the brilliant and kind young man Charles knew he would. He wasn't going to watch Annie go grey with worry over her son finding new love, go pink with delight with finding her own. He wasn't going to taste the bitter grinds of coffee he grew all on his own, he wasn't going to lay awake in his bed for nights on end. He wasn't going to see the sea, the stars, hear his favorite music on the lips of people who loved him. He was leaving his friends behind. He was leaving his only family alone to fend for themselves, without his hand to protect them and help lead them into every morning.
For that, he was endlessly and incredibly sorry.
But as the coughed up the blood beginning to fill in failing lungs, an amazing peace washed over him. Charles could feel completion. He couldn't mourn the future he was robbed of, for it was uncertain in the first place and he couldn't miss his past, for it was a hell in and of itself.
Charles was going home. He hoped everyone could understand that.
"You hear me?" he sputtered, holding down the next round of coughs to decorate his chin with scarlet drops of his fading life. "You can't leave-- can't leave me here. I don't want to be that. I can't be that."
The evergreen fingers of veins filling with sludge climbed up his sturdy neck, the sun-kissed skin of a man constantly at work suddenly pale with the ghostly pallor of a soul to tired to continue. If just to fill the broken silence punctuated by his labored breathing, Charles filled the room with his raspy voice, finding the quiet unbearable against the gentle shells of his failing ears. "Tell Annie I love her. Make her burn my clothes. I don't want Liam wearin' them when he gets older, I know she'll want to save 'em. Tell her I'm sorry. The best thing I ever did was love her and Liam." Charles stopped to close his eyes, his jaw clamping shut as a particularly unbearable wave of pain traveled down his spine and sent shrapnel into all of his organs, barbed and dragging against his sensitive insides. "The shop goes to Andy, he'll know how to take care of it better'n anyone." Charles looked up to Scout, her sweet mixture of earthy tones meeting his clear, blue skies in a chance of fate, something neither of them could have ever predicted or prevented.
"And you, Miss Scout, are not allowed to blame yourself. Y'hear me? I think," Charles whispered, looking away to the opposite walls as the black crept in from the sides of his vision, "I think, under different circumstances, we could've been good friends."
As the last tremor of anguish threaded through him, the worst sort of thing happened. He saw every happiness he'd ever had. He saw Eli smiling down at him, a whole life of being shorter than his best friend. He saw the licking ocean at his toes, the first kiss of a boy who might have actually loved him, the final piece of paper licensing his pyrotechnics, the wonderful burst of color behind purple lids, a night under the stars with a giant who gave him warmth.
His last breath was echoed by the sound of a dying heart in his ears.
Th-thump.
Th-thump.
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She Cries Out For Blood | Charles & Scout
+The leather of the steering wheel squeaked as she gripped it, fingers too tight and sweating. She was lucky it took so much concentration to keep the car straight on the road; otherwise, she may not be so collected.
"Thanks." It took several moments for the sentiments to sink in; even longer for her to express her gratitude for them. But aside from the single word, Scout wasn’t sure what else to say on the subject.
Was she better for losing her partner? Had she grown? Had it made her any more careful, any more wise? She’d noticed only that it made her colder, more detached; haunted and plagued and all the more bitter for it. It hadn’t made her appreciate life more. It didn’t make more cautious - after the incident, once she’d finally emerged from an extended hiatus from the job, the guard that accompanied her reported her to be reckless, a trait that was nigh unacceptable for the profession. She shaped up, after that, but only in terms of what others could see.
Scout didn’t know how solid Wagon’s trust in her was. Maybe he genuinely held confidence in her. But she wasn’t sure if it was well-earned.
Losing her partner hadn’t made her a better person. She was the child she’d always been; just now, there was a scar on her soul.
"It’s nice," she agreed after a beat. "Better now than during the summer, when everything’s burnt and parched. And when winter comes, it’s just a.. frozen wasteland. It’s miserable."
Her eyes deviated just slightly, making a cursory glance over to the passenger, but her body stayed upright and her hands on the wheel.
"But - yeah."
Slowly, vacantly, she breathed, calculated ins and outs to keep her from making a fool out of herself. She’d had hoped that the afternoon might be pleasant; an opportunity to expand her social circle, maybe tack on some points for altruism in helping another resident out. Now, the air in the car just felt stained, like the blood she’d dragged in last time she was in this seat hadn’t been cleaned off.
"There should be a town in a few miles. Don’t think we’ve hit it much. The restaurants may have what you’re looking for."
They were making good time, considering the unlawful speed the brunette was picking up from behind the wheel she was almost too short to see over.
If she hadn’t considered it before, it suddenly felt very strange that someone like Chuck wanted to come along with her to pick up what he needed. The things he described seemed easy enough to pick out and up; he claimed to trust her, which likely included her abilities as scavenger. For several moments, she considered, mulling over the idea, it becoming more and more odd and difficult to reason away. Finally, with a few nervous, unsure half-looks to him, Scout spoke up.
"Was there -" She licked her lips and started again. "Was there somewhere you wanted to go?"
Charles's head lolled over to her as he lazily turned to look her, his mouth hanging open with a bit of comedic timing with a quiet "Huh?" before he snapped back to attention and sat straight in his chair, "No, no, that town sounds perfect." He smiled at her, something reassuring and appreciative as he let the silence wash back over them like the ocean returning to dry, thirsty sand. It was comfortable, relieving to say the least. Charles was social, talkative, but even he couldn't do much to remedy the stale air between them that the scavenger practically clung to, a lifeline of silence, a safety blanket of quiet.
As he let the miles roll beneath them, he watched as houses began to litter the landscape. The first, he watched disappear behind them until it disappeared into the afternoon sun, watching it in the mirror as it slowly dissolved to light. He wondered, briefly what kind of family had lived inside. A quiet, generous father, with hands scarred from farm work, a sweet, pie-baking mother. A baby boy, just learning how to walk.
Charles's stomach lurched.
It seemed like no time until he was watching full buildings carved along with alleys he didn't know pass their rumbling car. A knot rose in his throat, impossible to swallow as the evident nervousness lay claim along his spine, spinning its ragged tendrils around the jutting vertebra of his straightened spine. Of course, something selfish in him wanted to see life away from his walled cache, he wanted the radio signal to be the result of something tangible, something he could wrap his arms around and know that the Earth was going to be okay. He wanted to know that letting go of a man he felt his heart leap and reach for was the best decision for him. For some godforsaken reason, he expected the grandiose and was crushed when he was met with desolation.
Determined not to let the careful grace of his lie bind him to his disappointment, he strapped the empty duffel to his chest and threw the sledgehammer onto his shoulder. Ocean blue eyes took in the intricately carved infrastructures crumbling at his feet before him, the dusty red of the dirt below him crunching under his boots as he closed the door quietly and, without a word, pointed the blunt end of his hammer to the restaurant Scout had stopped in front of him. He mouthed a word of his gratitude before stepping through a door that had been kicked in. The wood splintered at the edges and stuck its blistering fingers to the sky in ragged scratches etched in by whatever was meant to be kept out.
Inside, tables formed a small barricade that had been split down the middle. Glass crunched under the weight of Charles has he moved carefully, ears piqued for the sound of any disturbance that wasn't the noticed movement of his guide. Charles took detailed note of Scout's patterns and tried to replicate them, watching her practiced ways and transcribing them into his own sinews and joints.
Without time to waste, however, Charles moved briskly to the end of the restaurant and began collecting. He stacked porcelain into the satchel at his side and hoarded the cups he could find, a guilty moan of pure, utensile ecstasy skittering across his ribs as he took such joy in knowing that his shop would be gorgeous with its new furnishings. Humming a soft tune under his breath, so quiet he could barely hear himself, he fluttered about the tiny porcelain hideaway and took his pick, a slight smile playing across his lips as he moved.
"Almost done," he reported just as he turned to pull a closet door open with a blossoming hope that maybe, just maybe, they were stocked with some actual sugar to pamper his customers with. Excitement clear on his face, he leaned the sledgehammer against the cupboard and opened the door with a quiet grunt of effort.
And time seemed to go moment by moment, second by second, and hours all at once.
In his face was a snarling creature of the grave, flesh in its teeth and murder in its eyes. In the time it took Charles to draw in a breath of surprise and recoil out of instinct, he was watching the thing lunge forward.
"Scout!" he yelled, the deep, desperate timbre in his voice that belonged to the damned, clamoring about the shore of the River Styx, clinging to life.
Too late.
It's teeth wrapped around his bicep and sank in. Like dull knives grinding into tough meat, debilitating pain shot through his body and sent him to his knees as adrenaline shot through bones and propelled him forward, wrapping his functioning arm around the thing's neck and holding it in place as his blood spilled down his arm, warm, his life pouring from the wound in pints.
Liquid Courage - Tech and Charles
Tech sipped his drink slowly, trying to get his face to calm down in colour. Damn his pale skin. Three years into an apocalypse, you’d think he wouldn’t be quite so easy to fluster but nope. All it took was one gorgeous guy paying the slightest bit of attention to him and he was glowing bright red.
He smiled up at Charles and sipped his drink again as he listened to Charles speak. The southern drawl was sending little shivers down his spine. He was relieved his jeans were so baggy, making his attraction to this beautiful man at least a little less embarrassing since Charles couldn’t see quite how … excited … he was by Charles’ presence.
Tech was startled by the invitation to play darts but right now he’d follow Charles into the depths of hell at his request. Just for the privilege of having Charles keep talking to him or even just to see see Charles smile at him. The finger hooked into his belt loop had Tech following Charles over to the dart board like a puppy on a leash. He looked down at his hand as Charles placed the darts in it. ”Ummmm… I’ve never actually played darts before. Any rules I should know aside from aim for the middle.” Tech asked with a grin.
He turned to the dart board but all he really felt, all he was really paying attention to was the heat radiating from Charles’ body. His hands shook slightly as he tried to take aim. He really had no idea what he was doing but 3 years of constant physical challenges had given him decent aim. While none of the darts he threw were particularly close to the centre, he at least managed to hit the board and he was pretty pleased with that. Especially considering that all he was really doing was reminding himself to not stare at Charles. He wondered abstractly what it must be like to be so beautiful.
He walked over to the dart board, pulling out the darts he threw before walking back over to Charles. ”Should you even be playing if you don’t have your glasses on?” Tech was secretly hoping Charles would put on his glasses. Although maybe that would be a bad idea. After all hot guys in glasses were his kryptonite. Charles in glasses may make him completely incoherent.
Charles grinned, something predatory and observant about his gaze as he watched Tech return to him. "Don't need the glasses," he explained with a sweet shrug. Instead of taking the darts from him when he came back, Charles planted a pair of calloused, but gentle hands on the boy's shoulder and turned him around.
"Alright," he breathed, his hand trailing down Tech's arm and smoothing down the wrinkles in his sleeve as he took hold of his wrist, "You want to keep your shoulders square with the board." He tapped Tech's foot with his own, urging it just the slightest bit forward to give the guy a wider range for his center of gravity. Bending down just slightly to compensate for the height difference, Charles peered over Tech's shoulder and narrowed his eyes, his free hand traveling down to the boy's thin waist to keep him steady as a pink tongue darted out to wet his lips.
"Now, you want to follow through with your arm after you aim," he whispered, as if they were the only two in the bar. Gently, he tugged Tech's hand to eye level and slowly demonstrated the arc-type motion. "Y'see, it's more like shooting a ball through a hoop than trying to pin the little sucker to the wall. Keep your balance, lean forward just slightly, and release." With little more than a few inches between them, Charles could smell the slight lingering smell of dog shampoo and the warm alcohol permeating their space with every breath he took. Prying his eyes off the slight curve of the boy's neck, the way it flushed with color, and the delicate way his hands handled the dart, Charles grinned as he watched him land the dart smack-dab in the middle.
"There y'go," he breathed, smiling hugely and finally reclaiming his hand from Tech's hip.
Tarnished Silver | Charles & Henrietta
The name was never given the ‘A-O.K.’ in Henrietta’s books. But she had always been called worse. In her teens, words like Fag, Freak, and Prude were scrawled upon her locker, the family cars tires were slashed, and once at camp, her fellow classmates went as far as taping her to the flag in naked- an incident that left her more than a bit shaken, so the simple ‘Bates’ was nothing new, nor worrisome in terms of torment.
Bowing her head in acknowledgement, Bates gave a small nod at Charles’ words, his feeble attempt to show what they all thought; how long would it take before I die, and will I even be human then? But still trapped in the memory, she allowed her eyes to shut only for a second, before returning his gaze.
"Norman Bates I think is the jist of it" she shrugged, as if it was water off a ducks back, not bothering to give another name. If they wanted to call her a freak, they could. "I figure a rose by any other name would smell just as sweet, and it’s not like any of us are getting a tombstone. Why put off the inevitable?” She allowed the lull to waver slightly, before picking up her tone, eyes darting back to the mans work. "I process most of the Game, so, the least professional sounding way to put it would be Butcher." Henrietta’s eyes lingered on his for a reaction, because there always was one.
The single syllable rolled off his lips dripping with disbelief as he looked her over. The tiny thing before him, maybe 5'6", on a good day, a butcher. It might have been the aforementioned late night dates with the SciFi channel, but Charles had a rather solid preconception of butchers, that is, giant, burly men, prematurely balding, giant gut, covered in blood, not the picture of petite femininity before him.
He smiled.
"That's awesome," he said, the deep lines of sincere appreciation carved into his face as he grinned down at her, "Man, I could never do that. All that blood 'n stuff and--eugh--nope. Nope, absolutely not, sorry, the Outpost sincerely thanks you for your service, Bates." Charles made a face, visibly recoiling from the way her name came off his tongue. While, now, he could admit finding the deep, inset muscles curving about her arms and spelling out the story of her hard work against the papyrus of her body, he still couldn't bring himself to take her nickname seriously, not when a Stephen King protagonist flashed in his mind's eye in place of the so-far quaint young woman in front of him. It may have been some repressed sense of knowing what it was like to suffer at the hands of terrible names, but Charles decided that, of the two surprises he'd uncovered at the hands of the seemingly sweet jokester, her nickname was the most heinous and would be avoided as much as he could help it.
Big town, perfect for a kid who's parents don't notice they're gone most nights.
What happens early on in life is that, at a certain age, one stands still and stagnates.
-T. S. Eliot
Liquid Courage - Tech and Charles
"Maybe they didn’t ask cause they didn’t want to answer it themselves." Tech said quietly. This was as philosophical as he got these days. Sometimes answering the question of how you were doing … honestly at least … was the hardest question in the world. These days everyone was one thread, one more loss away from crumbling. No one but a true sociopath was exempt.
At Charles’ teasing words, Tech’s blush deepened, his face glowing so much he could have heated the room. The wood grain of the counter top became infinitely fascinating as a sheepish grin played over his face. His baby face had made his life miserable when he was a teenager. He didn’t want Charles to think he was some kid. He knew he didn’t have a shot so why it mattered he couldn’t say but it mattered. He blurted out, “I’m not that young. I’m going to be 26 this winter. I think. You kind of lose track but I usually chalk up a new year when the snow flies again. November birthday.” His fingers traced the wood as he glanced up at Charles. Charles’ body language seem to have become more relaxed. Tech felt oddly … proud that Charles seemed to like him, at least a little At least enough to relax and enjoy his company. It was like being an unexpected gift that contained the thing you wanted most of all but had never told anyone.
His smile deepened as he watched Charles laugh and tease him. His face continued to glow with his bright blush but it didn’t stop him from laughing along. “The furry ones are good. Yeah … Yogi the bear. A guy named Goose sorted us out. Seemed like a real good guy. The house is nice actually, bigger than I expected but I think he thought Yogi could use the room. I also think he thought other people would be less disconcerted if he was away a bit. Told him I didn’t mind being by the Wall.” He leaned a little closer and said in a softer voice, “I even got a hot shower today. It was fucking awesome.” Tech grinned up at Charles. ”I even managed to trade some of the medicine I brought for new blankets. It’s starting to look real homey. Looks like I might stick around for the winter.”
Charles gasped, looking at Tech with wide, sparkling eyes, filled with a sort of childish glee, "Your birthday is so soon! We've got to have a party for you. I'll make sure it happens you can count on me," he said, with a grin.
"Goose!" he exclaimed, taking hold of the next shot that came his way, "I love that kid, such a sweet, sweet kid," he said, grinning into the glass as he took this drink through to the end, reveling in the bitter release he found in the fiery alcohol. "I'm glad everything's working out," he said, a genuine sentiment as he watched Tech go on with such excitement, something that made Charles smile with the same sort of excitement, mirrored without his explicit consent. Whether he knew it or not, Tech had a contagious nature about him and Charles appreciated his genuine demeanor.
Charles turned the glass over on the bar when Tech leaned back from his dirty little secret, a little chuckle escaping him as striking blue eyes measured the boy from behind raven lashes, the slight pink coloring his cheeks from the alcohol nearly matching the insane scarlet of the tips of Tech's ears. With an easy smile, Charles's lip snaked between a row of perfect teeth as he considered for just a moment, what he'd do with the puppy of a young man staring up at him with glistening eyes the color of glass.
In scathing bluntness, Tech was not Charles's type. As if it were possible, the barista was prone to bigger men than even he, taller, more muscled; something about the sculpted male figure made his stomach clench with want. But what made Charles slide out of his bar stool with a simple, "You play darts? C'mon, the dart board's open," was absolutely not physical. Charles looped his finger in Tech's belt loop because he admired the boy's sincerity.
The barista, admittedly a bit tipsy, retrieved the darts from the home station and dropped a few in Tech's hand. With a friendly grin, he circled around the young scavenger and stayed close enough where they could feel each one's heat careening off the other.
Liquid Courage - Tech and Charles
The Southern drawl sent a ribbon of heat down Tech’s spine. Who needed alcohol if Charles was speaking? That voice was pure honey. Tech felt like he could actually lick it up, like it was a tangible thing in the room. The smile of welcome and invitation to sit was more than he had hoped for and he found his own smile widening in response.
He slid into the seat with ease and folded his arms to rest them on the bar. He leaned toward Charles. Unbeknownst to him, his eyes almost sparkled with his attraction for this beautiful man. He was kind of in awe that Charles would be willing to talk to him. He had no expectations beyond that. People around here had been through a lot recently, what with the breach in their defences. Everyone was on edge and grieving for their losses. Tech had kept to himself a bit since arriving. But there was something about Charles that made him want to call Charles his friend. For the first time in years, he wanted that more than anything, even if it was just to get to hear that honeyed voice.
"Hey Charles." he responded cheerfully, "I just thought I’d come see how you’re doing tonight. Maybe have a drink or something?" He could feel his cheeks grow pinker as he met Charles’ eyes before glancing away again. "So, how are you doing?"
"I'm," Charles started, looking up from the swirling, liquid treasure in the glass in his hand, "I'm alright, thanks for asking." He smiled, admiring the soft, youthful features in the boy's face. Charles could have guessed he was maybe twenty? Twenty-one at the most. "I think you're the first one who's asked me that since the mess got cleaned up," he commented, knocking back the rest of the drink and letting it scorch a blazing trail down the inside of his chest. If he was lucky, he could get it to char his heart.
He chuckled softly, placing the glass at the edge of the bar with patient anticipation, knowing that he really had all night to get as numb and wasted as he truly wanted to be, possibly get some sleep in the meantime. "Are you even allowed to have a drink, you child," Charles teased, throwing a wink in Tech's direction as he watched him lean just slightly in his direction.
In all honesty, he couldn't peg Tech's game. One second, he was looking at Charles like a museum statue behind velvet ropes, the next he was admiring the way the wood swirled in the immobile counter top. Adorable to say the least, like a puppy not quite sure if he was allowed to take the bag of treats sitting right in front of him, Tech had a certain charm about him that screamed damaged and well-made all at once.
Feeling much lighter, less weighed down by the heaviness of the past breach, Charles turned slightly to Tech, opening his chest up and seeming more approachable to the boy of little words, "How's the family? Ripley and--um--oh, God, no don't tell me. The darn bear, right, the--crap--Yogi! Yogi, Yogi and Ripley. How are they? New home's all good and straightened out?" He grinned with all the friendliness in the world and a bit of danger laced in for the way.
Liquid Courage - Tech and Charles
Tech took a deep breath and left the accommodations he had been given. They had been well suited for him and the dogs. As he left, he told the dogs to stay here and he would be back later. Ripley and Yogi looked a little startled to be left behind. That was unusual. But they leapt up on the bed, settled in and seemed fairly satisfied at being left. They were enjoying the security of life in the Outpost. Tech pushed them out of his mind.
Humming a little nervously, Tech made his way to the bar. He was hoping to see Charles there. The man was so good looking that the first time they had met, Tech had barely been able to mutter a few words and was pretty sure he was blushing the entire time. Over the last week … while he couldn’t say that he had been particularly chatty, Tech had managed to make small talk with the man. He had managed to score a hot shower today and was feeling good. Maybe this time he’d manage to really talk to Charles.
He pushed into the bar and nodded at a cluster of people settled at tables in the corner. Tech looked around and spotted Charles. He walked over slowly and smiled up at the tall handsome man, “Hey Charles.” Tech tried to control the nerves in his voice. Talking to people was still a challenge.
Charles ran a finger over the rim of his glass, staring down at the fiery amber peering back at him with eyes identical to his own. A lightweight in every respect, he allowed himself to merely enjoy the presence of the alcohol in front of him before tipping it back a bit and enjoying the sharp burn on his tongue. With all the strength of a pathetic teenager, his cheeks burned a guilty red with the fire going down his throat.
Before he could make himself brave the rest of his drink, a friendly voice called out next to him. Charles, admittedly, did have to concentrate a good deal before he could focus on the young man's face, a brilliant smile bubbling up when he finally recognized him. "Hey, Techie," he said with a Tennessee drawl a bit heavier than usual. Already feeling the welcome lightness pool within his gut, he grinned and patted the seat next to him, "Sorry 'bout that, 'm not wearing my glasses tonight."
"What brings you out here, darlin'?" he asked sweetly, twirling the glass on the counter as he tried to recall the circumstance of their meeting. He remembered greeting the new boy very recently and having various other interactions with the adorably shy young man, but otherwise, Charles couldn't recall the shine of such sweet blue eyes. With a kind smile, he decided he wouldn't quite mind knowing those eyes a bit better over a few drinks.
Tarnished Silver | Charles & Henrietta
Her head cocked at his laughter, unexpected, but pleasant. The sides of her mouth curling into a small restrained smile as she watched him shudder with joy.
The man was attractive enough, more than enough, with his dimpled cheeks and bright eyes- he was probably popular in high school. Though the love of bad jokes was something of an outlier.
"I think you mean bad" Etta retorted, smile still snugly fitted against her cheeks "because that was a terrible joke." Still in disbelief, she too let out a small laugh, though it was fleeting, and more likely to be mistaken for an exhale, than glee. Reluctantly she took his hand, smile dropping in thought, as human contact had always made his squeamish. "Uh, people call me Bates. Not that it matters."
"Bates?" Charles said, reclaiming his hand with an apologetic smile. He realized some people weren't too fond of touching, much less kind interaction, and while Bates seemed like a sweet, young lady, her repulsion at touching him wasn't missed by the friendly barista. He furrowed his eyes, a curious sort of smile crossing his face as he continued, "That a shortenin' of your real name or is that, like, as in the Bates Motel?"
Charles was a rather prolific fan of horror and the like. With a case of insomnia as extreme as his was, he was often left with late night gore and macabre entertainment to last him through his sleeplessness (although he's such an easy scare; yell at him while he rounds a corner and he'll jump higher than a cat), so the rather obscure reference wasn't lost on him.
"And of course it matters. It's your name. Don't you think that's important?" Charles cocked his head to the side, a puppy not quite understanding what she meant, "I mean, I always thought names were an important part of keepin' that last bit of humanity, y'know? S'why I don't really go by my nickname, Wagon. Charles's the name I was born with, it'll be the name I die with." Charles shrugged his shoulders with a noncommittal movement, "Least, that's what I think, anyway."
"What do you do, Bates?" he asked, feelin' a bit guilty for not have asking her in the first place.
She Cries Out For Blood | Charles & Scout
The bag was taken off her hands, a gesture for which she was grateful but not expectant. Wagon was a southern man; courtesy was in his blood. So she didn’t bother to fight him on it.
It’d be nice to have someone by her side today. It was lovely enough weather - clear skies, a slight breeze that kept her awake with its chill. They were fortunate. She tried to enjoy it without survivor’s guilt, in the wake of what they were leaving behind, snatching her easy spirits away.
She didn’t recognize the car when she stepped up to it. It seemed suitable enough, however large it was; her experience in driving was limited, and, really, she hadn’t had to be the one in the driver’s seat for a while, but she figured without any other cars on the road, the task was a simple enough one. She trusted herself enough to bring them both and their vehicle to and from in one piece.
It wasn’t until her hands found the steering wheel and the door shut beside her and the engine revved to life that the recognition flooded back. It came in the rush of sound that blasted from the speakers.
That was his music. This was his car.
Chuck saved her the effort of killing the song, though her hand hardly even moved to. Instead, she froze how she’d jumped back at the noise, expression blank, staring at the radio like it was foreign, something alien and unknown. For several moments, she wasn’t sure what to make of it.
The last time she’d been in this car, it’d been with her scavenging partner. Well, no - that wasn’t exactly true. She’d made the trip back to the Outpost on her own.
"Awake and deaf," she offered. The making light fell short, she could tell. She didn’t even want to know what her attempt at a smile looked like. Scout didn’t waste another second before pulling the vehicle into drive and taking them too fast from their spot and through the open gates.
She dreaded, now, taking out the soured atmosphere out on Wagon. The poor fellow just wanted to tag along to pick up supplies. He was cheery and kind, and even now, though he could likely tell the atmosphere had shifted, he remained smiling proof of decency.
She probably should’ve passed him on to someone else.
The road ahead, as usual, was desolate; a dusty reminder of their isolation. The absence left by the stifled music was filled with the sound of tires on asphalt, the steady crunch of pebbles and dirt against the rubber. An orange pin on the dashboard, the speedometer reflected a recklessness, a drive to put distance between the pair on the road and the tense moment created back at the Outpost. Scout figured their destination would present itself. It’d be some time before they reached a town, at all.
Scout was sweet. Charles didn't know much more about her other than what he's heard second-hand, words running through walls and loose lips. She was a fighter, she was smart and quick, she wasn't especially sociable, but she got her job done. She was everything normal in the apocalypse, everything absolutely practical for a world meant for ultimate survival, down to a deep knowledge of loss. He watched her mouth pull into a very sad, pitiful excuse for a smile, but Charles didn't have time to comment before his head was slamming back into the headrest and they were peeling out of the Outpost.
The air was heavy in the Range Rover, but you couldn't find the practical child in the front seat minding so much. While his fingers curled violently around the sledgehammer between his legs, the insane speed unnerving to the passenger, wide, curious eyes scanned over the unfamiliar, yet completely familiar landscape of a land behind walls. Where someone with such experience with the terrain might call it boring, Charles saw a beautiful splash of greys and reds he recalled vaguely, like deja vu or a faint dream just on the front of his mind.
Still, no matter how entranced he was with the scenery, he couldn't, in good conscience, let bad air hang. With good intention, he opened his big mouth, hands folded in his lap like a child looking for forgiveness after a scolding. He didn't quite know how he could mend the stiff atmosphere other than to relate and, again, with all the style of a would-be father, he offered the words put upon his heart, the words he felt needed to be said.
"Y'know," he said, breaking the thick silence like a hot knife through butter, "I--uh, I mean, I just wanted you to know that, y'know, I trust you." Charles looked up from his twiddling thumbs with a gaze that was nothing less than sincere. With a gentle smile, he continued, the heavy words desperately needing to fall off his tongue, perhaps more than Scout needed to hear them, "People talk, but that doesn't matter. I know what it's like to lose someone close. I know that makes a person better, more careful, and I trust you 100%."
Trees passed, most unnoticed by those familiar with them, but Charles, a man constantly on the outside, couldn't help but find the little blemishes and smooth them out in his own heart. Distance, he liked to think, gave him a better appreciation of what others took for granted, in setting and in character.
"Just thought you should know that," he murmured, directing his attention back to the window, a sinking peace descending upon his heart as he sighed quietly. His hands dropped back onto the sledgehammer just before he spoke up again, if just to spare the tiny trooper from indulging his sappiness, "Man, it's gorgeous out here. Perks of being a scavenger, huh?"
She Cries Out For Blood | Charles & Scout
It seemed strange, heading out so soon after the breach. But the Outpost was cleared, the walls were secure, there’d been extra effort to take out hordes even father than the usual perimeter. In reality, it was probably safer now than it usually was. Still, when she was told she was on duty today, she hesitated longer than ever to walk outside her front door.
But a job was a job - and she wasn’t about to deny the residents much needed supplies on account of rattled nerves. They were in desperate need of medical supplies, most of all. For the first time in a while, the lists handed to her contained more practical items than luxuries.
She nearly snapped at the intrusion just by force of habit, expecting a guard to waltz in to rush her along, but when she looked up, she found the person in question a surprise.
"Wagon," she greeted with an exhale. She shifted to face him more properly. "Um, it’s.. It’s good."
Though they weren’t close, Scout never knew the man to be anything but a smooth talker, a conversationalist. His struggle to engage her set off some sort of radar within her, but one she wasn’t sure what to make of. Instead, she took his next few statements as he gave them.
"Mm -" She had turned back, now, tugging the zipper of her dufflebag closed as she thought. "Are you sure?"
It wasn’t often a ‘civilian’ resident requested to tag along for scavenging missions. Most were content to stay safe within the walls; the ones who insisted on going out were usually thrill seekers and utter tools looking to stroke their egos with some action. Wagon didn’t fall into that category at all, from what Scout knew of him.
His reasoning seemed sound, and if that’s what he really wanted, it seemed a legitimate enough case, however odd. She turned back to him and gave pause.
"Sure. Yeah. If you want to. We’re short on guards today, though - after what happened - and it’s looking like it’ll just be me out there."
She doubted it would sway him. It hardly mattered, anyway. Guards only came in handy when there were threats to take out, and Scout, at least, hadn’t met one during her time out for several outings, now. Worst came to worst, Scout wasn’t a horrible shot.
"They’re just trying to find a car that works. Something about the carburetor in the one I usually take." The brunette rose with a roll of her eyes, a casual shrug to indicate her severe lack of knowledge in anything related to the subject. "Are you ready now, or -?"
Charles grinned down at her as she greeted him, the barista taking a bit of guilty pleasure in the height difference. However misplaced, his joy lay more in the inherent irony--he took an odd joy in seeing the observable, oxymoronic nature in their size difference. She, small and petite, ran around with the most dangerous of them all; he, large, muscular, made coffee for meat. He was probably the only person on the planet who could find entertainment in something so small, but he could barely mind.
"I'm sure, thank'you. And guards are good for nothin', we got it, huh?" he teased, flexing an arm above his head like a peacock strutting his feathers. With a dismissive shrug, he looked about the shelf she'd been stocking out of, blue eyes scanning over things he hadn't the faintest idea about. He laughed softly, his hand gripping onto the strap over his chest. "Whatever a carburetor is," he mumbled, rolling his eyes in near perfect unison with her shoulder shrug. Before he could answer her, a guard poked his head in and looked between the two of them quickly and spoke a quipped "We got one, right outside. Keys're in the ignition." Charles flashed the man a smile, friendly enough, but met with a harsh blush and a hurried exit.
Without much more than a "Here, let me," Charles took Scout's pack from her and sat it in the car where she could easily look back and reach it. Charles actually couldn't remember the last time he'd ever been in a car--a beautiful Range Rover, no less. He dropped his flat bag next to hers after retrieving it's sole charge, a blood-rusted sledgehammer that sat perfectly in Charles's large palms.
He sat the sledgehammer between his legs and pulled the seatbelt over his chest just as Scout turned the key and--
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON,
Charles flinched so hard his head hit the headrest, the blaring music filling the car with an overrated '80's song and debilitating the barista for a good few bars.
LAY YOUR WEARY HEAD TO REST. DON'T YOU--
The giant snapped out of the ringing mayhem of the deafening radio and violently pressed the OFF button in front of him. Blue eyes wide with surprise and a bit of confusion, he looked over at Scout, not quite sure what to say within the awkward silence of a car left in the quiet.
"If I wasn't awake, I am now," he tried to remedy, a sheepish smile under worried eyes scanning over her instinctively, checking for blood at the shell of a pale ear.
Your kisses lift me higher, Like the sweet song of a choir.
Facts About Charles
002. The sport. In high school, Charles was best known for his involvement in the theatre program, but he was also an avid soccer player. He can't stand running, but he was coerced by his best friend to join the team after playing the sport as a kid.
She Cries Out For Blood | Charles & Scout
Joints popped and muscles stretched out in the great rays of sunlight bearing down on thick shoulders. Fixing the empty duffel bag over his shoulders, Charles moved about the thick dust quickly, able legs weaving through side streets in the home he knew best. Unwilling to travel more than necessary, he carefully navigated the shortcuts to the part of the Outpost he barely visited since Rob left. His heart clenched at the sight of the guard towers and he shivered as he past under the shadow of one, but he kept walking, past the peering eyes and past the quiet sound of metal cocking in place just behind him.
A large hand wrapped around the thick, rough pack strap draped over a broad chest, Charles peered around the giant car, one perhaps even too big for the six-foot man himself. In the shadow of the supply tent, the barista saw someone shuffling around, stuffing bags and rearranging supplies.
Every step carried a new worry, a new lump rising in his throat. Intuition called for him to return home, the inherent fear of looking upon a land that had chewed him up and spit him out, battered, bruised, and broken too much for a heart just healing from devastation. The deep need for self-preservation pulled on the traitorous organ inside, squeezing the beating heart with anxiety and fear as he approached the warehouse and placed his giant paw on the door, pushing it open slowly.
"Scout?" he called out first, careful not to spook though he was sure she wasn't as easy to scare as he. He approached slowly, a hand up in friendly greeting and a grin in hopes of softening her up. It struck him, then, that her's was the only real name in the Outpost that he didn't know. "How are you, alright? How's--uh," Charles smiled, painting a few lines in a hard set jaw, "the whole scavenging thing, I guess?" Charles shrugged, realizing that he was a really, really lame. He let her answer before rubbing a hand up and down his bare arm, trailing over his shoulder and back down to his elbow with a nervous slowness.
"I was wonderin' if I could go out with you today? Or maybe with someone else, I don't know. I'm in a real bad bind with supplies. I'd ask y'to get some things for me--new mugs, plates, sugars--but I don't have anything to pay you with. S'that, I dunno, okay?" he asked, cautious not to make the puppy-eyes too obvious.