Cilla @ciggarettekisser - Tumblr Blog

10/2/2021: I’ve always hated my fucking thighs

Update 1/4/2023: I still hate them

Look what I found omw to school 🤭 I’m god’s favorite

What I ate today

Breakfast

1 Torta it was so dam good 225cals

1 Diet Coke 0cal

Lunch

Half of my iced coffee 90cals

1 cheese taco 109cals

Dinner

And 2 Birria tacos that tasted disgusting and dry 250cals

Net cals:674

I did a 74 min walk and burned 191cals

In total cals:483cals

I feel like a pile of shit

Sometimes I get scared because I feel like someone from my school will find my account then I remember this is tumblr

My name holds back too much childhood trauma (hints why I only put the half of my name) I’d love to change it but idk what too idk what would fit me

The fact that I’ve literally gained 30 pounds drives me insane I’ve never hated myself so much

Last meal before my fast 😐 I didn’t want to eat something with this much cals but I was basically forced by my mom so 3 tocos 429 cals

Hii I’m back for good now

I deleted the app and gained 30lbs sooo yeah

Imagine having a healthy relationship with food

A little something I did in the school bathroom...wow the bathroom has good lighting

I get the feeling that I’m going to kms

Here is my Home Screen since I really like it

i couldn’t fix him. but i could fuck him

Binge, purge repeat <3

I just heard a girl call another white girl “mayonnaise monster” 💀

I can’t wait to go to school and starve for 7 hours yum 🤤

Cilla