A.

“Whatever anyone does or says, I must be emerald and keep my color.” —M. Aurelius

[hauteavocation]

[artbyblastweave]

How'd I cut back on caffeine? The usual. Diet, discipline. One thing that helped a lot was that I harnessed the void. I tapped into the little incipient void which sits at the heart of every thinking animal, and I fed it. I hatefully nurtured it with every malicious thought, every unkind impulse, every knee-jerk reaction best discarded, and it gorged on these things it metastasized. It swelled past the confines of my heart and fought for space with with my stomach, my liver, my intestines, winning handily, subsuming each in turn, until I was little more than a man-shaped howling wrathful abyss sheathed in taut, paper-thin human hide, wandering through this fallen world in anticipation of whatever fleeting offense finally catalyzes my inevitable rupture and detonation. And now I'm down to two, maybe three cups a day

[rebely-outh]

[dontcallmeautumn]

[neuro-lab]

[04k96]

[overclassy]

[infectiouspiss]

seeing the mature content warning on a post just means i get to play the game of is this actually mature or is this just a woman

[matchagirl]

[loveridden1999]

the thing about phone in bed is that it's so awesome. almost makes you feel like betraying & destroying yourself for nothing isn't all so bad

[indulgeinselfcare]

[stlamb]

stylish older women remind me what it's really all about...

[the-moodiest]

[lustingupon]

[pegfar]

[amazingtoysandgifts]

sorry to my bloodline but its over

[stydixa]

Yeah, just all of a sudden, I feel like I'm in a Law & Order episode. GONE GIRL (2014) Dir. David Fincher