Wtf? I swear, I’m STRONG as fuck and people who know me know how STRONG I am. But, let’s be real, I’m human, and I got feelings! I have a HEART!
I just had a break down! Literally, just opened up with tears. N im not afraid to express myself, fuck nah, I carry myself as a Nigka a real Nigka n a real Nigka ain’t afraid to cry! Fuck u mean?
Anyways, I try to attempt to get attention a little from a friend n yet alone, I get let down! They say, words can kill nah! Words can hurt, they can hurt a lot! But its actions, that can kill!!!!!! Any1 can fuck wit any1s emotions, heart, play around n shit n hurt sum1! But its actions that kills…. When being vulnerable or depressed, or hurt or even happy and u attempt to open up, n then bam, u just let down. Fuck the words.. Fuck what people say about loyalty, love and never leave ur side n all the bs. It’s the actions man!! It’s the actions we fkkn see…. Say a lot shit! But its what we see, that kills! I get older everyday man, n tomorrow is never fkkn promised for my ass, for any of you guys!!! Fuck the bs, fuck the pain, fuck the grudges, fuck the past, fuck any1 who don’t want be there! Move on, be strong n let shit go! I broke down, cuz I always always always had to be so STRONG! Even when I want give up, I keep it moving…
I think about being in love so bad, giving everything up4 who I truly love and want to die next to. N it’s so sad, that people all don’t want same n if they do, they don’t know what love is. U got to be fkkn STRONG to face life everyday man with shit u go through. No1 is ever alone…. N to everyone who reads this man! I’m only human, so are u!!!!! It’s okay to hurt, to cry, to feel u want give up and more! Or feel as if u alone, ur not! I truly admire n care for everyone on this FB media shit! If I see people happy n smiling, makes me happy! I cry n tear to say, I love people, I love me and I’ll never give up. If I don’t, I don’t want you guys to either! I might write a lot or like some people say, a book… Lol! But what I write, I write what’s real!!!! Sometimes we got to open up our eyes n see all we have is ourselves at times. But don’t ever let that get to u! If we have walls up, we have walls up for reasons! People say, let that wall down! U don’t have to!!!!!!! Don’t ever need to reveal the pain u balled up to any1 in order for them to hurt u or bring u back to that same pain as a repeat! Let a Nigka or a bitch earn it! Be easy on yourself and just love yourself! All I’ll say is, don’t shut people out so fast! Let time heal true colors!
#GdNite!!!! One n only always, Michael Alaniz!
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