In search of the eternal sunshine

Searching for that eternal sunshine.

[cleardaisies]

I like to keep something all to myself

I’ve been feeling particularly restless lately because of the thought that things are going to completely change in a few months. Change is definitely in the air - in April, big things will come. George will be the first of us to leave. And I feel that Melissa is leaving soon as well. I’m afraid I’ll be the last to leave - or worse yet, never leave. What good is this feeling of stability when all the people who make that world bearable are gone? I have to find a new job that I want more. I have to find a place for me that’s better than here. I don’t want to be the one that stayed. There’s nothing to stay there for. 

[mutuallyawkward]

[cleardaisies]

Current obsession - definitely my favorite feel good movie of the year or ever!

[freshmoviequotes]

Sing Street (2016)

[singstreeteamon-blog]

“You only have the power to stop things, but not to create.”

Sing Street (2016)

[nobutokaylikewhatif]

It means that I’m stuck in this shithole full of morons and rapists and bullies, and I’m gonna deal with it, okay? It’s just how life is. I’m gonna try and accept this and get on with it, and make some art.

Connor Lalor ~ Sing Street (2016)

[freshmoviequotes]

Sing Street (2016)

[agingerwithaseoul]

[cleardaisies]

😐 meh, beer pong

I can't wait until the day comes when I am too old for beer pong. Seriously.

[tiny-facts]

Life hacks/Tips Here

[shoujo-paradise]

[cleardaisies]

I regret

Agreeing to be bridesmaid. It is a lot more headache and horror than I ever agreed to. I'm somehow a horrible person even though I thought I was trying to be a good friend. Is it even worth it for me to go? I don't even feel welcome to go anymore.

[cleardaisies]

On disappointment

To trust someone is not a simple thing, and to lose that trust is easier than the drop of a hat.

[nevver]

Postcards from the edge, Caterina Rossato

[cleardaisies]

I really hate it when someone brings something up to me but it's not even for discussion. There's nothing there that says we are discussing a decision like adults, but rather, that I am being told what we will do. I am being told what to do, and I always become increasingly stubborn when that happens. I feel like I always give off this impression that I am stingy or not generous. But the thing is, I only do what I believe is in my means. That's what every person does, although I'm sure "what is in your means" differs for every person. I hate the thought that someone thinks I'm a doormat or that I just let people walk all over me. I'm quiet but that has never meant that I don't fight for what I think. I let it go when I feel that it doesn't matter or if I am tired. The more I live, the more increasingly disappointed I feel that no one seems to understand my personality. It's depressing. I want to be respected and treated as an adult when things matter.

[cleardaisies]

Back to idyllic parks, with more lush scenery and soothing breezes than I could have ever imagined.

[cleardaisies]

Not on the same page

Life is not TV. I keep telling myself that but I keep getting disappointed. I always thought that spending time with the people you cared about meant much more than the activity that you were doing, but other people don't feel the same way. Or maybe I have it wrong, and I'm not one of the people that they care about most. It just bites when you're not on the same page.