liability

they say, "you're a little much for me, you're a liability. you're a little much for me." so they pull back, make o t h e r plans. i understand, i'm a liability. get you wild, make you leave. i'm a l i t t l e much for everyone.

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vshe:

“— it’s my dream job, of course I am happy,” she stated. Well, if Ashe didn’t count her terrible love life as a failure, then she’d have to admit she was a WINNER. She wasn’t about to get mushy; she shook her head, put a silly smile on, and then just shrugged her shoulders as if nothing really happened. “That’s also basically what my moms kept telling me when I felt down – safe to say, it’s nice to hear such words from someone who’s important to me. Y’all are the smart ones, eh?”

Clem smiled at that. Being happy was one of the most important things in life, as far as she was concerned. She had had times when she was happier than others, and it made a huge difference. “Good. Jobs aren’t everything, but if you’re happy, that’s good,” she smiled. She thought if her moms were saying it, then she must be on the right track as far as decent advice goes. “I don’t know about smart, but I’m sure I speak for yours moms, too, when I say we just care about you.”

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vshe:

Despite not working much this past week, Ashe felt all kinds of tired. While this wasn’t the most upsetting thing, she was just generally confused about it. Maybe it was her messed up sleep schedule? Spending way too much time at the gym? Who knows. She’d eventually get up, walking up to the kitchen and then leaning against the nearest counter, “— it’s a cheat day, so it can only mean one thing,” a pause. Small chuckle escaped her lips, “Cherry coke. I’m sure I stocked up on it the last time I went out.”

When her friend joined her in the kitchen, she smiled over at her. She laughed a little and nodded. “The real question is, did you put any in the fridge?” she asked, glancing over at her as she took a bite of popcorn. She had a tendency to forget to put things in the fridge that didn’t need to be refrigerated, and then when she needed it, it wasn’t cold. She had a feeling Ashe had, though. 

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alllroads:

‘ you’re rude. ’

“okay, i’m sorry. i just don’t want to keep talking about this. i’m not particularly amused.”

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the dash is entirely me and d lol 

whispers more people need to join us 

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where is everyoooone

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( @rcsebvds )

“i don’t really understand what it means being a film student,” clem said honestly. her interest was piqued though, to say the least. “do you want to be a director? do you mostly study films, or do you get to make films?”

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vshe:

“Those are just the perks of doing what you like, my dude,” she mentioned. Ashe was sure that she will develop a some kind of metaphorical shield that will protect her from any harm that’s about to come her way, in any time soon. That’s not to say that the snide comments or bad reviews get to her head now, no – she just finds it weird, if not annoying. “At the end of the day, I am the winner here, and not the one who’s hated by most of the fanbase, so…”

Another shrug, “I’m just going to do my thing, don’t you worry. As long as it doesn’t piss off anyone I am close with, I’ll be fine.”

whatever the situation was, clem was glad that ashe didn’t seem terribly bothered by it. she didn’t think she’d like be widely disliked, but she also didn’t really care what people thought about her anymore. it probably took time and growth to adapt. “as long as you’re happy, that’s all that really matters as far as i’m concerned.”

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alllroads:

‘ aw, you don’t wanna talk no more ? ’ 

“not with you.”

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( @vshe )

clem always liked going over to ashe’s for movie night. honestly, she loved movie nights in general. it was nice to be able to sort of step away from reality for a few hours. she felt like she always needed a down day, even though she really didn’t think she was doing anything too strenuous these days. and ashe was good company. she enjoyed being around her. it was simple. she was happy to be spending some time away from responsibility and watching a good movie with ashe. she poured the bag of popcorn into a bowl, yelling from the kitchen as she got two glasses. “what do you want to drink?”

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alllroads:

clearly, the amount of probing on such a run-of-the-mill subject was irritating the woman, but roman pressed on, entertained by it. ‘ did it smell ? ’

“do you need something? are you looking for someone? lost?”

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i feel like threads are dying down but i don’t want to do more open starters because they’re a little exhausting so like for a closed starter

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aliencted:

incisors tugging at the tender flesh of his lesser brim , eliasz struggled to attach the beauty to a coherent memory . once again , doubt clouded the tissue of his brain — prompting further uncertainty as to whether or not he could TRUST HIS OWN MIND . ❛ i certainly hope that i left a better impression than i’m doing so at this moment , then . ❜ he conceded , hoping to ease the escalating tension .

clem didn’t know what to make of this entire situation. she was pretty sure she should just leave. “uh, yeah. definitely a better impression,” she said with a small laugh. “you know, um, i’m just gonna let myself out.”

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alllroads:

‘ so, what ? rabbit ? dog ? cat ? you’re not giving me much to go on here. not really painting a picture in my mind. ’

“skunk. i don’t know how much of a picture you really need.”

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delicateisms:

zeke thought of the other as possibly being one of the wisest people he’d ever met. which to be fair was based on his family and fellow worried college students he had a tendency to hang around with. “yeah i guess you’re right, but hearing about other peoples struggles puts things into perspective.” he almost felt bad for complaining because he understood how most people viewed him as lucky. “i get that, but it’s something i have to sacrifice. i get a lot of things that make me happy because of my parents so i just owe them this one thing. clem out of curiosity what exactly was or is your passion?”

clem didn’t really think it was that black and white. she wasn’t sure if putting things into perspective was a good thing or a bad thing, honestly. she hoped that it didn’t bum him out or anything, though. “eh, don’t stress over it too much,” she said honestly. she nodded along a little. “i mean, if you have other things that are making you happy, that’s something. but if you could find a way to do something for your parents and do something you like, isn’t that better? my passion is teaching. i love it. i love watching little people learn and their eyes light up. it’s nice.”

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vshe:

“I… — you know what bothers me the most, though?” Oh no. “When people think you’re no longer a private person and claim to have the right to demand to know everything, to judge you for the littlest of mistakes, just because you’re widely known for something – that fuckin’ sucks.” Having been exposed to the public eye for a short amount time, Ashe still had some privacy and she couldn’t be any more thankful for that. The actress could only imagine how annoyed the bigger names in the industry must’ve felt. 

“— it’s because I am a confident person… I think?” She questioned, “Nothing wrong with that. But you’ll never find a way to appeal to everyone.”

clem didn’t really know how that felt. the only comparison she even sort of had was marriage. her husband had wanted to know everything and judged her but it was different. they were married. so she really didn’t know how that felt. “that sounds like it sucks. i still say fuck em. you don’t owe anyone anything, and they don’t have the right to judge you,” she said honestly. 

“i don’t really see how confident equates to douche. i’ve known douches and confident people, and they aren’t really the same,” she said with a small shrug. “that’s true in every realm, really.” 

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