真の愛が待つ

Cleopatra Anastasia Wilson Seventeen years old -- February 14th Married Junior --- "Truly, madly, deeply, I am Foolishly, completely falling And somehow you kicked all my walls in So baby, say you’ll always keep me.."

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There's always one thing that Cleo and I always have in common, matching. I swear, no matter how old we get, we're always going to have one piece clothing the same. She's just not swag enough for the sweatpants.

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Sneaking away from Gemma is kind of tough.

Cleo wanted me to baby sit with her, so that's what we're doing. Spongebob and junk food, just like old times. It's been way too long since we've done this.

Love you, babe..uh, Cleo.

~Blake 6969

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It's time for goodbyes.

Wow. Alright so here it is, I'm pregnant for the second time and guess what? It's another boy. Drew's getting too happy with all these boys. Emmalee is with us and she's a bit distant with us all, I feel like she feels as if Drew and I don't love her enough. I may be her step-mother but I really do love her with everything I have. Sebastian and her are really close they like watching movies and pulling each other's hair until Drew gives them piggyback rides it's the cutest thing ever. 

So this precious little boy is going to be named Simon, Simon Wilson. I feel as if he might be me this time just with Drew's good-looks because Seb is all Drew with his charm and flirtatious remarks for a toddler they're going to cause me some problems when they're all in high school, oh god. I can only see it now.

I plan on having more kids in the future, Drew and I always wanted a big family and that's what were going to have. We're not all that rich but we manage living in a large flat in the city where I work as a hair dresser -- now on maternity leave and Drew as a guitarist in his shop, we manage and we're happy and that's all that matters to us. 

This will be my last journal. Ever. I've kept everything in here from my first crush to Brenden Monroe's death, still thinking about you Bren to all my heartbreaks to my secret wedding and now my last journal as I'm a mother to three children and will be more in the following years. It's time to close the SMA chapter of my life and let me focus on my family and love of my life.

Oops, there's the kids fighting again. Motherly duty calls, see you around. 

-- Cleopatra Anastasia Wilson

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Where is everyone?

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Sticking their dicks up your ass.

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No, go away. 

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Where is everyone?

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Once a Knight, always a Knight.

Whoa. One year after graduation. Wow. It’s a bit crazy, yeah? With all the crap that went on during high school. Man, I actually miss SMA a lot. All the crazy stuff that happened there. Who would’ve thought any of us would ever miss it? Well I did. I did because I knew that it was the people in that school would cause the greatest impact on my life anyone would have.

It’s hard, y’know? Being married, having a baby boy and going to college. But I’m doing it. Right before junior year ended is when I had Sebastian. It’s still scary having a kid, the two year old has got a temper like no other. It was also really hard when I had to leave Drew, aswell. God, I remember crying for fricken days. Imagine not seeing your husband for a whole year basically since they were still in high school and their son couldn’t see his father without it being on Skype or facetime? Yeah. It’s been a rough ride. But a ride that I wouldn’t change at all.

I go to beauty school part-time, learning to become a beautician. I want to open up my own salon when I get older. It’s my dream, really. That and having a real wedding with Drew but shhh, that’s more later in life. I miss all my friends. I can’t get over how much I cried when I had to leave them all. Blake, when I left that boy I hugged him so much and I didn’t want to let go. I almost missed my flight to California. I just remember whispering in his ear, “I’ll always love you Blake. You’re my best friend and I’ll never forget that you saved my life.” It was painful but he literally texts me now every hour on the hour to ask how I’m doing. I facetime with him and Gemma so they can play a bit with Seb and we’ll catch up on SMA drama and to see how everyone’s doing and always ending it with a teary goodbye.

Dominic, oh my. When I left Dominic behind it was eighth-grade all over again. It was like a knife to my heart seeing those eyes tear up. But you know what? It was almost a relief. Like there was some underlined message that said we’ll always be there for each other even when we stop keeping in contact with one another and that’s all that mattered to me. Leaving all my girls behind; Katelyn, Roxy, Ashley, Rhi, god. Literally all of them, I couldn’t. I just clung onto them like some koala bear and Rhiannon had to drag me away and told me to get a hold of myself while she was crying – gotta love that chica. The boys as well; Frankie, Ross, Nash, Nick, Brick.. all of them I loved them with everything I had and it still hurts when I don’t see them in the halls or we don’t share secret jokes like before but that was high school and this is real world now.

And lastly was Drew. Andrew Wilson, I fucking hate you for everything you’ve done to me. You’ve made me angry like I was about to become Medusa’s reincarnate, you’ve made me feel heartbroken and alone but the most importance of them all, you’ve actually for once in my life made me feel beautiful and good enough about myself. You never gave up on me and I never gave up on you and I can’t wait to see you again in a few days at your graduation. And to all my sophomores – or seniors shall I say, I’ll be cheering you on with a dark haired baby with me.

Once a Knight, always a Knight, eh?

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Yay for dances. 

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So.. that dance tonight.

[liveforbiebs]

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Oops, guess who broke her ankle?

[blake-rivers]

Fine.

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You aren't gonna let this go, aren't you?

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Oops, guess who broke her ankle?

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blake-rivers:

Why not?

B-Because. I just can't.

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Oops, guess who broke her ankle?

[blake-rivers]

So, what’s the real reason?

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I can't tell you, yet.

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Oops, guess who broke her ankle?

[blake-rivers]

Yes you are.

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Okay, I'm lying. I'm too tired to fight.

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Oops, guess who broke her ankle?

[blake-rivers]

I called you a liar.

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I'm not lying, Blake. 

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Oops, guess who broke her ankle?

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Clutzy Cleo…

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Whoops, that's me. 

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Oops, guess who broke her ankle?

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Liar.

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I'm sorry, what?