my thoughts

i was tired of everyone on my main account being able to see all my complaints and things so here i am

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It's really dumb but I really hate when people criticize my car bc it's so small and only has two doors Like I know it's inconvenient but it's my car I pay for it I'm proud of it and I just wish people could not

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MY HIP BONES ARE BACK I REPEAT YOU CAN SEE MY HIP BONES AGAIN ITS SO FUCKIN LIT

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When u get jealous bc selfie with another girl but then u feel dumb bc if he really felt that way about u he wouldn't be talkin to other girls but then he started liking u when he was still not over his ex and so u get jealous again bc you don't want him sweet talking anyone else like he did u but you can't ask him to do that bc he's still fresh out a relationship lol I love myself and my fucking trust issues!!!! They're great!!!!

[badlydrawneverything]

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I have so much love and no one to give it to and it's SO ANNOYING

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me: complains about guys only wanting me for sex also me: sends pictures to a guy who hasn't spoken to me in 2 months when he first asks

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I'm really tired of being treated like shit and having all of my friends know and tell me that I'm a bitch like obviously I know I'm working on it I'm trying not to be but its hard to change who you are I'm just really fucking tired and I wanna sleep but I have to work literally every fucking day and I'm going shopping soon :-) ive gained at least 5 lbs this summer :-) I love myself!!!

[girlfig]

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I love my guy friends so much, they're the ones that keep me sane. I just wish I had a best girl friend to have sleepovers with and spend hours doing girl shit.

[1000drawings]

by Matt Blease

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oh no now im confused again

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it really just fucking sucks because I used to be such a hopeless romantic. I used to want committed, long term relationships with cute dates and all that stuff, and now as soon as a guy gives anything we have a title I want to run away. I fucking hate it and I hate me because of it. and I fucking hate you for making me like this. fuck you and fuck her too.

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Jesus Christ

Life is really hard when you're not really attracted to white boys and your dad absolutely refuses to accept any interracial relationships. Like Jesus I just want to date who I want to date. It's absolutely ridiculous that you would let your outdated values stand in the way of your daughter's love life. It really hurts bc one day, I may want to marry someone from another race. And he won't be there to walk me down the aisle. My sister doesn't plan on getting married, so that might be his only chance. I fully plan on allowing him to see and kids I may have, but what if he doesn't want to? What if he refuses to accept my children? What the hell am I supposed to do then? Tell them their grandpa hates who they are? I just want to be able to date who I want, and at the same time, make him happy. I know this isn't that big of a deal but it's a big deal to me and it just hurts.

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I spent a lot of time & money on that gift but it's fine you didn't have to keep up with it you don't have to keep up with me either but you don't have a problem with that

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when you're obviously pushed to the end of the line but you can't say anything bc they don't do it intentionally so it'll just start problems 🙃

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national best friend day fucks me up bc I can't really post any picture of anyone :-) and those you thought could post one of you doesn't :-) but I'm fine :-)

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I've been up since 3 am with cramps from hell plus I have to babysit three 8 year olds today and wow I'm gonna die :-)