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cookie • they / them • i be bloggin sometimes

[clountoun]

It's my 15 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[noppokun]

[petewave]

[kidcore-nostalgia]

[plushieanimals]

s’more bear macaroon by douglas x

[laundryandlilacs]

italian lacquered vanity dresser with a cloud shaped mirror

late 80s/early 90s

[clountoun]

My favorite form of comfort is Nostalgia fueled escapism. I'll follow a train of thought and throw myself into some obscure media or toy and research the hell out of it. Consume as much of it as I can find and then eventually run out of material. Mourn, rinse repeat with a new topic.

For me right now that's watching and searching as much info on the actors of a series called Naturally, Sadie, and window shopping for vintage plush bears. I wanna talk more about it, but I'm being whisked back to reality with work.

[kidcore-nostalgia]

[clountoun]

Cat boy this and cat boy that. What about bear girl? What about HER?!

[dearninety]

[p0ckets]

[stickerholics-anonymous]

Dino Sets, Sandylion

[pickleysoda]

bert and ernie and bert

[anxietyproblem]

[fruitviking]

Reblog to give a hug, a forehead kiss, and a grilled cheese cut diagonal to the person you reblogged it from. 

[cwunch]

[toshio]

true internet war veterans remember:

t.A.T.u. - all the things she said

cascada - everytime we touch

numa numa song

crazy frog

dam dadi doo

[clountoun]

It is 4:55am as I begin to write this, and I just popped up anxiously we I usually do from a dream. This is the first dream I've had in a while that I remember enough parts to record so aah here we go.

The short explanation is I essentially had a really emotional on again off again relationship with Hayley Kiyoko, but I get the feeling it was a movie?? Or maybe a series. Either way somebody get Hayley on the line. I would absolutely be into playing opposite her in a music video 😂

I was new in town and we somehow be some friends in a short matter of time. (Anybody else like experience becoming friends with someone in their youth and it being intense?? Like you bonded over several shared interests and were like bffs in a matter of weeks?? Or was that just me LOL)

We ended up being each other's biggest competition, and that is what ultimately pulled us apart. It was in some sorts school setting, probably HS be aise my brain loves to plant me in a classroom setting. So we became snarky rivals while we secretly pined for one another. How incredibly gay and stupid.

The last bit I remember is her in a fit of rage trying to get me in trouble, but it backfired and our peers ended up siding with me. That resulted in me throwing a party, like a going away party???? So dramatic, where was I even going?

Anyways Hayley crashed the party, naturally, and we had a few close run ins but we actually didnt bump into one another. So before I headed out, I ran into Hayleys dream appointmented best friend, and confessed and cried with her and told her to tell Hayley that I still loved her and just needed time and then I woke up very sad 😩😭

Seriously why am I sitting here in the dark feeling like I just got dumped lmao 😂

Me @ myself: what was the reason bitch