Imagine one day Loop just starts wearing shirts and getting flustered when people ask what's up because while fooling around with Siffrin they discovered that their star is also a stussy and Loop is like AND IVE JUST BEEN WALKING AROUND PUSSY-OUT THIS WHOLE TIME???!!
Isa brings his laptop to Siffrin and says, "I'm going to show you something, and you're going to make assumptions about how I found this thing. And those assumptions will be correct. But I think you need to see it."
"Isa..." Siffrin smirks. "Is it porn?"
He turns dark. "Not!! Exactly?!!"
He opens the laptop to show Siffrin an OnlyFans he found...
Of Loop.
Loop, as in the same motherfucker who died in Siffrinâs arms who apparently is not dead but they will be when Siffrin confronts them about letting him believe they were dead for two blinding years?!!!
Siffrin makes an account to reach out to them through OF (idk how OF works, but I imagine you'd have to subscribe for the privilege??), and the two of them reconnect. They catch up over video chat, talking for hours. Until Loop says they have to leave to go stream. They hang up the call, and a few minutes later Siffrin gets a notification that Loop has gone live (OF works like Twitch, right? lol).
...Well. It wouldn't hurt to just... Take a peak, right? He doesn't even really know what they do on streams, sensually remove their clothes? Surely he could just duck out before the underwear come off...
They open the stream to find Loop spread eagle, sinking down onto a massive dildo.
They're too stunned to move.
He also has no idea that Loop can see their username on the viewer list.
Loop smiles gleefully, and-- under the guise of roleplaying with the audience-- proceeds to say everything they've always wanted to say to their stardust.
"I'm so happy you're here. Just knowing that you're watching is making me so wet.
"I dream about you, you know. Constantly. And I think about you when I touch myself. Stars, I want you to do terrible things to me...
"Could... could you touch yourself for me? Please? Stars, just thinking about it... Thinking about you making yourself feel good while you watch me, hahh.
"I'm already so close. Oh stars! Cum with me? Stars, stars, please! Can you do that for me? Please, please!!"
Siffrin slams the laptop shut, pulling his soaking hand from his underwear and staring down at it in shame.
My favorite* feral commenter stopped commenting on my stuff a few months ago, and I see them in other people's comment sections being feral...
It's gotta be because I left them in my inbox for months... For some reason after dropping At Your Expense I just stopped responding to comments?? And then I let all the comments for that fic sit unread for... well until a few weeks ago...
I think I hurt their feelings TwT I'm sorry. I miss you. I hope you're at least still reading.
(*specifically on smut fics. I don't think I could pick a favorite iash commenter TwT iash commenters are also significantly more feral lol)
Dawn Paige in the previous dinner party getting fingerblasted on the balcony by Pierre-Jacques-Ernestse without realizing that Dusk/Bandit had come out to talk to them and is now stuck crouching behind a plant and witness to the whole sordid affair.
NSFW Sifloop prompt that's been kicking around in my head:
Through casual conversation they find out that they're not identical, and actually Loop has a wiener and Siffrin has a poonaner.
They have a laugh and some lighthearted discussion, until Siffrin reveals that he's never had an orgasm.
Loop: "What?? Really?!"
Siffrin: "I could never figure it out? Eventually I just lost interest."
Loop: "Stardust! You're totally missing out!"
Inevitably this leads to "Let me just show you." and "I'm basically you so it would technically be masturbation."
This of course spirals out into "Show me how you do it." and "what is it like to do this?" etc until it snowballs into full penetration.
And the moment Loop slides home the both of them realize: "Oh shit, this is real."
Cue the accidentally super romantic intercourse, where they're both trying their hardest to pretend they aren't making love.
Imagining them first finding out by accident bc Loop pops a boner when they're kissing/making out. And in typical fashion Siffrin makes a "Is that a dagger in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?" joke only to realize the implication that Loop very much has a cock while he doesn't.
Queue sifloop both being like "I thought we had the same genitals??" Bc they just assumed they'd each have the same bodies.
Even cuter if they'd been unknowingly grinding against eachother and now they have to deal with the fact that Loop's hard on has been pressed in between Siffrin's thighs for a good amount of time and they're very much wet and turned on by the friction.
Cute?? I hadn't even considered a pre-established relationship. I'm always in the headspace of "they fuck as a joke only to realize halfway through that they're besotted idiots."
Loop just assuming that they're bad at kissing because "why else isn't Stardust getting hard oh god does he just not like me oh stars they HATE me--" When in reality Sif is so drenched they're worried it's soaked through his pants.
If you do it then I'll write my dream-share idea with the favor tree loop riding đ„°
Tbh haven't been able to remove from my mind the idea of Siffrin- fully clothed- saying with authority, "touch yourself." Then sitting back while Loop writhes, just enjoying the show.
NSFW Sifloop prompt that's been kicking around in my head:
Through casual conversation they find out that they're not identical, and actually Loop has a wiener and Siffrin has a poonaner.
They have a laugh and some lighthearted discussion, until Siffrin reveals that he's never had an orgasm.
Loop: "What?? Really?!"
Siffrin: "I could never figure it out? Eventually I just lost interest."
Loop: "Stardust! You're totally missing out!"
Inevitably this leads to "Let me just show you." and "I'm basically you so it would technically be masturbation."
This of course spirals out into "Show me how you do it." and "what is it like to do this?" etc until it snowballs into full penetration.
And the moment Loop slides home the both of them realize: "Oh shit, this is real."
Cue the accidentally super romantic intercourse, where they're both trying their hardest to pretend they aren't making love.
aka the night out at the tavern chapter where Loop and Siffrin dance.
The idea is, what if instead of leaving with a stranger, Loop left with Siffrin đ
This is directly influenced by @lemon-limedust's post about weepy breastplay Siffrin.
CW- Self harm mention right at the top, alcohol, marijuana mention.
Smut under the cut:
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âAre you, um. Are you coming with us back to the inn, orâŠâ They frown.
âNo. I could really use, uh, some stress relief right now.â
He hugs himself tighter, frowning deeper. âAnd you couldnât just drink? Or smoke? Or⊠umâŠâ
You wave away their suggestions. âIt would be a bad idea to get any more drunk than I already am, and these days cannabis just makes me anxious. This is⊠I need this. I know itâs probably not healthy, butâŠâ Neither is taking a knife to yourself. âIt works.â
âB-but! With a stranger?!â
You startle. âYeah? I mean, who elseââ
âIsnât that a bad idea? When youâre feeling⊠like this?â
âI already said itâs not healthy.â
They fiddle with the hem of their tunic. âBut wouldnât it be healthier if it was someone safe?â
âVaugardians are by and large pretty empathetic and accommodating.â No one even questions your nevernude preferences.
âI mean like! Someone you knowâŠâ
Someone youâŠ? âWhâ Stardust! Iâm not going to sleep with someone from the party! Are you insane?!â
He blurts out, âwhat if that someone was you?!â
You freeze.
âŠWhat?
âL-like when we kissed! It didnât count! Like kissing a mirror, right? So, it also wouldnât count ifâŠ.â They anxiously shift from foot to foot.
âYou canât be seriousâŠâ
They speed up. âItâd just be stress relief, right? And Iâm pretty stressed, too! So itâs a win-win!â
âStardustâŠâ
âAnd itâs not like itâs anything we havenât seen before!â
âOkay, stop.â
He snaps his mouth shut with an audible click.
You pinch the bridge of your nose, trying to collect your thoughts. âLet me get this straight⊠Youâre suggesting that instead of sleeping with someone who Iâll never see again, I should sleep with a close friend who I have to interact with every day? A person who just so happens to be my blinding clone??â
He looks away sheepishly.
âŠ
You giggle. âHow bold, kitty cat!â
Their head snaps to look at you.
You cover your mouth and bat your eyelashes. âI didnât realize you wanted me that badly! Youâve gotten much better at sharing your feelings~!â
He covers his face with a groan. âItakeitback,â he mumbles.
âNo, no! Whatâs said is said! Youââ You point at them. â--Want usââ You point between the two of you. â--To bone down!â
âShut uuuupâŠâ His face is getting steadily darker and darker.
Heh. Cute.
âŠ
âStardust⊠Youâre a virgin.â
They donât respond.
âYour first time should be with someone specialâŠâ
He lowers his hands to look at you seriously. âYours wasnât.â
âŠAh. Theyâve got you there.
âAnd you are special. Very special. AndâŠâ They cross their arms. âLook if you donât want to then say so. It was just an idea.â
âAn extremely out of pocket idea!â You resist the urge to laugh in their face.
âI thought it could be fun! Or nice, or⊠Just, better than doing it with a stranger while youâre grievingâŠâ
âOh! So youâre sacrificing yourself to protect me.â
âWh- no!â
âLook, if it means that much to you, Iâll stay abstinentââ
âNo!!â They put their hands out as if to stop you.
âNo??â
âN- I mean! You donât have to! I wonât stop you if you want to⊠find someone. But. Iâm also an option. If youâd prefer.â They look away.
 ââŠIs it what youâd prefer?â
âIâd prefer it to a strangerââ
âNo.â You step into his line of sight and make eye contact. âWould you prefer it to me not sleeping with anyone. Would you prefer that⊠or would you prefer I choose you?â
ââŠâ He shuffles from foot to foot, deliberating, until he says with a voice almost too soft to hear, âMe.â
âŠ
âŠ
Huh.
This took an interesting turn.
âIf I did choose you, what would that entail?
âUuuh⊠SsseeexxxxâŠ?â
You giggle. âNo, I mean. Do you⊠is it really stress relief? Do you have feelings for me? Or are you just looking to experiment with someone you trust?â
Their eye shoots open in horror.
Thatâs right, time to discuss how you really feel.Â
Itâs fun to watch him squirm.
He takes a shaky breath⊠then another. âThâ... The last one. I umâŠâ They give you a strained smile. âWhat can I say, youâve piqued my curiosity.â
And theyâve piqued yours!
Are you really considering this? Is it because youâre two drinks in and emotionally compromised?
Or are you lightly buzzed and looking for things to blame this on if it goes sideways?
âŠ
âAlright, fuck it.â You shrug. âStay put while I tell everyone weâre heading back to the inn.â
He tries his hardest to tamp down their excitement, but as you walk away you can see him do a victory dance in your peripheral vision.
Cute.
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The awkwardness of the walk to the inn is far surpassed by the awkwardness of standing silently in your room together.
This⊠might have been a bad idea.
But youâve come too far to turn back now.
Say something to break the tension!
âSoooâŠâ You remove your cloak to hang it near the door. âIt's been a while since I've been able to do this en flagrante. It'll be nice not having to worry about whether or not my shirt is riding up, or if starlight is shining out from beneath the coversâŠâ
Stardust follows your lead and removes their cloak. âDo you really never take your clothes off?â
You take off your boots. âYou literally read my diary, how do you not know this?
They take off their boots. âI guess I just imaginedâŠâ
You remove your gloves. âOh~! You've imagined it!â
He removes his gloves. âI assumed that maybe⊠after LunetteâŠ?â
âThat my body issues would magically vanish? No such luck.â You slip out of your dress, take a beat to make eye contact, then peel off your undershirt.
Stardust stares at you hungrily.
You feel powerful.
âYour turn~!â
He gulps, then shakily removes his shirt and tunic.
You roam your eyes over them approvingly. He seems to have put on some weight since the last time you'd checked- that is, looked at your old self in a mirror.
It's nice to see them healingâŠ
It would be even nicer to seeâŠ
âAre you keeping the binder on?â
He crosses his arms. âDo you want me to?â
Sigh. âI want you to do whatever makes you most comfortable. But I do have a boob bias.â
He squints at you. âBoob bias?â
âI love titties too much to have an unbiased opinion.â
âO-oh!â They blush dark. âTh-thenâŠâ He flips up the band of his binder.
âPlease don't push yourself to do anything you donât feel comfortable withâŠâ
They look you in the eyes. âI'm not.â Then he yanks the binder over his head. It's not particularly graceful or seductive, but the resultâŠ
âStardust! You have a phenomenal rack!!â
âR-rack?!â He reels back.
You know youâre coming on way too strong, but this is so exciting! âTruly! Size, shape, spacing! Immaculate nipple placement!!â You take the binder from their hands and toss it somewhere behind you before making to reach for him. âMay I?â
He takes a moment to mentally catch up, then nods curtly.
You slowly, gently, patiently, cup their breasts in your hands, making them gasp, and flutter their eyelashes.
âWhat are you, a B cup? Couldn't be more than a C, and definitely not an AâŠâ
You squeeze and caress everywhere you can reach, reveling in every hitched breath and held back whimper. His nipples are standing to attention, two perfect little pebbles just begging to be teasedâŠ
You rub your thumbs over them, and he gasps a little louder. You drag the back of your nails across them, and they bite back a whine. Their hands are hovering at their sides, twitching anxiously.
âStardust, you can touch me.â
He opens his eye from where it had scrunched up at your ministrations. He's already breathing heavily and you've barely touched him.
âI-IâŠâ They bring their hands up, then look you up and down, âWhere?â
It's going to be like this the whole time, isn't it? âŠFine. You do love giving them guidance.
âAnywhere you want~â
For a second you worry that your answer was too open ended, and then he raises a hand toward your starâ
âNope!!â You jump back. âAnywhere but there!â
âI'm so sorry!!â He flails his hands around. âI didn't mean to!! Oh, stars, I'm sorry, I should have asked!!!â
âIt's fine! Don't worry, it's fine. It's my fault, I'm the one who didn't mention it.â You go to rummage in your bag and pull out the bralette you'd used when sleeping with your ex. âIt's just been a while since I've been near someone with my shirt off, I completely forgot.â You pull on the bralette and smooth it out. âThere! Now you can touch me anywhere~â
You walk back over to them and slide your hands over their hips, pulling him in close enough for your chests to meet. âWhere do you want to touch me, Stardust~â
Their eye keeps flicking back and forth between your eyes and mouth. You lick your lips, and his eye doesn't come back up.
âDo it,â you urge.
He exhales shakily, brings his hands up to hold your jaw, and pulls you in for a kiss.
Mmmm. Just as good as you remember. More tentative than you're used to, but he gets bolder once you start to reciprocate. This time the bite comes almost immediately, and once again you can't control the moan that spills into their mouth.
This seems to be the switch you needed to flip, because suddenly his hands are winding into your hair and pulling you against him, slotting your mouths together and pressing their chest against yours.
Yes, yes! This is what you wanted to see! Stardust letting themself go and chasing his bliss. You clutch onto him to bring the two of you flush, then start to walk you both closer to the bed.
You lift them by the waist so you can lay them in the center of the bed with their head on the pillow. You kiss him, kiss their jaw, kiss their neck, kiss their collarbone, and then place your lips around a nipple and suck.
âAa-aah!â
You roll their other nipple between your fingers.
âLoop, aah!!â They tug on your hair, using the leverage to hold your head in place.
As if you need more incentive!
You gleefully dive in to lick and nibble your way across their breasts, never letting up on teasing their nipples with your fingers. Flicking, scratching, rubbing, pinching, pulling. Relishing every desperate noise you pull from his lips. You bite into their supple flesh, and their resulting moan washes over you, soft and buzzing, making your eyelashes flutter.
You need more.
You pull back to admire the dark bite mark youâve left behind, and lick over it, dragging your mouth up to suck on an abused nipple.
âLoop, Loop, I-Iâmâ!!â He gasps, then quakes beneath you with a strained whine.
Wait⊠Are theyâ?
âHahh!â He sobs. âStars, stars!â He writhes, panting hard and fast. âL-Loop! Iâ I canâtâ Ahh!!â
They did!!
You pull back to see them, completely flushed, pupil blown wide, hair stuck to his face with sweat, tears gathering in the corner of their eye. Heâs practically hyperventilating, breath hitching.
âDid⊠you just cum?â
He shuts his eye with a whimper.
Stars. Stars! They really did! âJust from that?! Just from me touching your chest?!â
He throws an arm over his face, hiccuping. âSh-shut up!â
Oh! Oh nononononono. âHey, hey Stardust, shh, no. Iâm not making fun of you!â
âShut uuuupp.â
âIâm serious! Please look at me?â You take their wrist to pull their arm away from his face.
Their eye has completely flooded with tears.
âStardust. Siffrin. That was easily one of the hottest things Iâve ever seen in my life.â
His eye widens. âWhat?â
âYou came, it was sexy, I enjoyed it.â You wipe the tears from under their eye. âDid you?â
His breathing starts to calm down, and he nods slowly.
âGood.â You exhale in relief. âOkay. You wanna keep going?â
They nod again.
You lean in to kiss him, then pull back to ask, âCan I eat you out?â
They balk. âWh- eat me?!â
âI mean, can I go down on you?â
He just stares at you.
âOral sex, Stardust. Can I put my mouth on your pussy?â
He squeaks, âwhy would you want to?!â
You smirk seductively. âBecause you look delicious, and I want a taste~â
âEw!! Donât say that!!â
You laugh. âLook, if you donât want me to, that's fineââ
âN-no!â He looks away, flustered. âI mean, if you want to, thenâŠâ
âThenâŠ?â
âI'd be amenableâŠâ
âAmenable?! Kitten, do you want me to go down on you, yes or no?â
They nod. âYes.â
âPerfect! Kiss me now, because I doubt you'll want to once I'm doneâŠâ
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