i am a goth nb person and refer to myself under masc and femme pronouns (i consider myself both masc and femme)
i own cobiesite on nekoweb & only want to use tumblr as social media and as a semi-archive. this account is 'new' but i have used tumblr for years and years
you can read more about me in my website (webmaster), but tl;dr is i want to explore humanity as a medium and i believe that anything can be done in the space between the dark and the light. so we act cringe on the internet for the sake of life
Black Cat | Magical, Unlucky, Strange
Currently:
Reading: Invincible
Watching: MLP + Hannibal + Goumon
Writing: unnamed pla fic + villain original story
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more under the cut / dni minors
i want this bio to be a little different than most, i hope it's okay lol
my other presences:
main site: cobiesite
other side projects: satanas-in-solitudine - maid-online
i do not like social media, but i like tumblr well enough & speak the language of traditional fandom, so here i am
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interests:
music: HUGE depeche mode fan, rosetta stone, flavor foley/jamie paige, lam, alter de fey, pink turns blue, children on stun, corpus delicti, fields of the nephilim, marina, + a bunch more i idly listen to and/or vocasongs or soundtrack music
(last.fm) (me talking about music)
media: monster (as in the Urasawa story), mlp, pmmm (madoka), pokemon, html/css, yakuza, elder scrolls, utau/vocaloid, and my own writing
i self-ship as a ficto (sharing always) and i also write fanfic and redesign my favorites + make them aus.
my otp is between volo x adaman (pla) and minedai (yk3). i plan to write about them religiously one day, but i am not there yet. (click for my ao3)
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themes/misc i like:
i devoted my life as a writer to writing the most faithful or naturalist depictions of humanity i can bring myself to write. i began writing seriously at 16, and from then on, i understood that to be human is to suffer and cope in a cycle. it's a beautiful line between the two, something like melancholy, so i use it to my advantage
in the same breath, i like to believe that people are good and things of the world are to be protected, as in the natural world and our interpersonal relationships. i think this is why i like madoka, she understood what i believed and what i try to live out and portray now.
i also like creating moe art and general manga-inspired aesthetics. i want to create my own webcomic sometime, so i study a lot of art and make all sorts of strides in making a unique style. it began because i wanna make characters as cool as the kobayashi house but NOT waste potential and actually do more than cheap sexualized gags
I need to get into some new fandom to be obsessed with forever but im cursed to be a general store of an artist and don’t care much about anything in particular
although seeing modern fandom antics, maybe that’s not the worst status to be in ever?
i wonder how you stop the cycle of writing something good and then deleting it the moment you gain more experience and confidence?
i have narratives i end up deleting in the end because i let the story/plot ideas i make on a whim absorb and go back and forth between the two, then just drop them both for a third thing
or i come back months or a year later and rewrite an old plot just to suck it back into the same loop
this is why i think i only want to write fanfiction and short stories.. even if i wanted to get published as a novel author or something, i can’t ever finish it
i want to make my volo/adaman / appraisalshipping fic ive been writing since i was 16 real, but it is a BITCH lol
