Coding and Ghosting

((Indie | RP | M!A: None)) Hey there, I'm John Egbert! I'm nineteen, and I dunno what I'm doing with my life yet! I like playing piano and computer programming..Plus some paranormal lore!

[codedghosts]

mun back

[codedghosts]

...i miss dirk.

[codedghosts]

"I... can't stop crying." "Kill me now.."

"…."

You freeze up when you hear those words, blood running absolutely cold. So cold it made you feel actually, legitimately cold.

"…..Dirk? What’s wrong? Are you okay?!"

[hopesblazing]

You clutch your sides and drop to the ground, curling onto your side.

"Just fucking end it. I can’t do this."

[codedghosts]

"No no, hun, sh, c'mon.."

You kneel down beside him, gathering him up into your arms with a small whimper. "You're okay, sh, no, what's wrong..?"

[hopesblazing]

"I need you."

"John… is everything okay?"

[hopesblazing]

You shake your head and wrap your arms around him. “You just know how I get. It was just that time.”

[codedghosts]

"Yeah. I'm glad you're okay." You nod, wrapping your arms around his waist with a sigh. "And m'glad you're at least mature enough to recognize you need days off but still come back!"

[cancerousheart]

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John collection 

[hopesblazing]

You feel your cheeks heat up quickly. You bring Thor close to your face and breathe in his scent, trying to relax. John just asked you to move in. You two have known each other for a couple of years prior to dating. You’re quite in love with him. And let’s face it, you were considering asking him as well.But now that it’s on the table…

"Uh… really?"

[codedghosts]

"Mmhm. I'm sure we could fit your stuff here, it'd just take a bit of rearranging. Sorry, but if it's too soon, ya don't have to! I just. Figured it'd be nice for us both."

You shrug and it's pretty meek, most of your attention going to Nugget. Actually you weren't sure how much of Dirk's stuff would fit in here, but you figured, since hey, you were good at space management, a majority would fit at least. And you were lonely sometimes. It'd be nice to have him there permanently rather then spending the night.

[codedghosts]

"I... can't stop crying." "Kill me now.."

"...."

You freeze up when you hear those words, blood running absolutely cold. So cold it made you feel actually, legitimately cold.

".....Dirk? What's wrong? Are you okay?!"

[hopesblazing]

"I need you."

"John… is everything okay?"

[hopesblazing]

"I’m sorry. I shouldn’t leave so often… I’m not used to having a boyfriend." You smile weakly.

[codedghosts]

"Nah, you're okay, I understand. 'Sides, you're here now!" You give him a grin, trying to bump up his feelings. "Anything wrong..?"

[hopesblazing]

You gently pick up Thor and hold him in your arms. He nuzzles you and you nearly squeal, but you contain yourself. But then you remember.

"John, I’m not allowed pets at my apartment. Plus, you know I just… y’know.. disappear."

[codedghosts]

"I don't think the conditions at your apartment are very nice. Well. Rules at least. They let us have pets here..."

You pout, resting your chin in your hands to think. Hm. There were a couple of solutions to this, but one is something you felt like it'd be too early to bring up...But fuck it. "I can keep him here and you can visit, or you can move in here."

[hopesblazing]

"I need you."

"John… is everything okay?"

[codedghosts]

"I just feel lonely and kinda sad. Cuddles are nice."

[codedghosts]

DARK RP STARTERS

"You'll be fine."

"I'm afraid it's very fatal."

"These test results..don't make any sense."

"How far can your arm go before it breaks?"

"I'll carve your eyes out with a spoon."

"What does he have that I don't"

"Why did he choose her instead of me?"

"..Why?"

"Make as many stab wounds as you want."

"I am destined as your tool."

"The girl must die."

"The boy must die."

"I want to taste your blood on my lips."

"Where do we go from here?"

"These voices..cease to let me be."

"I..can't stop crying."

"Use me as you will."

"None of it matters now."

"Shadows fallow my every step."

"You've gone..completely mad."

"I'm barking mad."

"Winter is coming."

"I could kill you right now."

"You..You're dead!"

"May the lord have mercy on your soul."

"The mental ward let me out early this year."

"Oh how i miss the voices."

"Everyone is equal when they're dead."

"Cancel Christmas."

"Bring me more war."

"I love war."

"I piss on your traditions."

"I hate your heart."

"I hate your soul."

"I promise, you won't feel a thing."

"Bring her to me."

"Bring him to me."

"A few holes in the head give the madness more space."

"I hate everything about you."

"I will abandon you."

"What is that girl up to?"

"I am stretched on your grave."

"Kill me now.."

"If I fall from the grace of God where no murdered ghost can haunt me.."

"You are one in from the plank, don't make me push you."

"I don't care."

"Leave me behind."

"Everything you've told me was a lie!"

"Everything I've told yo was a lie!"

"How could you ever think to leave them behind?"

"Someone should nail your feet to the floor."

"My last breath will be your curse."

"He will KILL you."

"She will KILL you."

"I did noting."

"It was an accident!"

"You've killed your own brother!"

"I want nothing to do with him!"

"How can I possibly trust you?"

"Pathetic."

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[hopesblazing]

Your heart drops to your feet and races back up at the sight of them. You drop to your knees and stare down at the mewing little things. Your rub one of their heads and it leans into your palm. 

"I want this one. Is it a boy or a girl? Cause I wanna name him Thor if it’s a boy. Or Loony if it’s a girl." You smile and continue petting the one you first chose.

[codedghosts]

"Knew you'd like them!" You're grinning as you sit down besides Dirk, scooping the other kitten into your lap. "Both boys. I'm naming this little guy Nugget."

"I figured, y'know, company at your place would be nice at times. Must be kinda lonely, even with me coming over a lot."

[roleplaysituationsandstuff]

Send one for my muse’s reaction.

[codedghosts]

"I adore you."

“You are adorable.”

“I’ll protect you with my life.”

“I wish you would notice me and maybe develop feelings for me.”

“A storm is coming.”

“You are cute but we’re not going to be a thing.”

“Can I kiss you?”

“Give me a sign!”

“I want to be your friend.”

“I need you.”

“I hate you!”

“Get over it.”

“That was rude.”

“I’m trying to flirt with you, okay?”

“You are my enemy.”

“I like when you smile.”

[damnatioxaeterna-archive-blog]

You're adorable!

┃║❧║┃─

                     Confusion overcame you as you would find yourself being complimented, but nonetheless you’d accept it.                     "̷Ah͜,̴ t̢h̡ąn̸k you chap̢!̵”

[codedghosts]

"Mhn, of course!!!"

"So, how're you?"

[codedghosts]

You huff, giving a little pout as you head back to your room.

"Hangon."

[hopesblazing]

You cross your arms over your chest, waiting patiently.

You were gone for a few days. What the hell has John been up to?

[codedghosts]

You return with a rather large box, setting it down on the ground. From it you produce two kittens, settling them down on the ground.

"One for you, one for me!"