safe place [tw]

TW!! STAY AWAY IF NON ED OR IN RECOVERY!! DONT REPORT, JUST BLOCK PLS deleted at 1.6k

[cokezerowh0r3]

I AM NOT PRO ANYTHING. GET HELP IF U CAN. I ENCOURAGE AND HIGHLY RECOMMEND RECOVERY. PLEASE BLOCK IF U ARE NON ED OR IN RECOVERY.

TRIGGER WARNING FOR MY BLOG: restricted eating, mentions of weight, ed, etc

i do not post body checks

i am a minor. feel free to unfollow if that makes you uncomfortable.

i do not open dms [sorry :/]

my pronouns are she/her

STATS:

h: 5’4

sw: 129.5 lbs

goals:

125 ☑️

120☑️

118☑️

115☑️

110☑️

107

105

- will update as goals are met🖤

STAY SAFE LOVES.

[cokezerowh0r3]

woahh i like have a thigh gap, it’s small but still there

[cokezerowh0r3]

water weight sucks

[cokezerowh0r3]

pros of having a fever: little to no appetite

[cokezerowh0r3]

it’s getting bad again.

[cokezerowh0r3]

UGH I CANNOT CONTROL MYSELF I NEED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL WHERE I AM AWAY FROM FOOD MOST OF THE DAY.

[cokezerowh0r3]

gained 3 pounds over the weekend as a result of 2 birthday celebrations and easter😖 gonna get back on track tho

[cokezerowh0r3]

me when i eat 999 cals: ok day ig not the best but could have been worse

me when i eat 1001 cals: failure. disappointment. disgraceful. stupid.

[cokezerowh0r3]

ik a ton of people hate gum and claim it makes them more hungry

but if ur a snacky person like me who literally eats just to eat, gum is a LIFESAVER.

[cokezerowh0r3]

do y’all also have “happy foods”

like they aren’t necessarily safe foods but they just bring u joy so u let urself eat them once in awhile guilt free

mine are bagels i’m sorry i keep talking abt bagels but they are literally happiness in a food for me i let myself have one every sunday

[cokezerowh0r3]

i hate having to eat, except for bagels that is the one food that brings me happiness

[cokezerowh0r3]

YOU. ARE. VALID.

eating disorders DO NOT have a certain look

eating disorders DO NOT have a certain food intake

eating disorders are a MINDSET, THEY ARE MENTAL ILLNESSES.

EVERY PERSON’S STRUGGLE WITH THEIR EATING DISORDERS IS DIFFERENT

stay safe angels, and choose recovery if u can🤍

[cokezerowh0r3]

i had a dream i got my period last night, she’s still gone tho🥲

[cokezerowh0r3]

hi everyone

just ur reminder to KEEP PRO ED CONTENT OFF TIKTOK!!

this is super important becuz even tho u probs don’t have bad intentions, tiktok’s fyp filters kinda randomly and ur video could end up on an impressionable child’s or a recovering or non ed persons feed.

even tho we are literally doing the same thing on tumblr u rly cant find this stuff unless u look for it.

stay safe loves🤍

[cokezerowh0r3]

what i ate today - non fasting, semi restrictive day

friday, march 26

[cals mentioned!!]

breakfast: skipped

lunch: grilled vegetable wrap, 251 cals

dinner: baked cod, small garden salad w white balsamic dressing, 422 cals

snacks: coke zero, orbit gum, apple, monster ultra rosa, 110 cals

total: 783 cals

[not counting anything burned off from exercise]

might fast tmw might not we’ll let the scale decide tmw morning

[cokezerowh0r3]

coke zero + monster + strawberry gum = happiness

[cokezerowh0r3]

tw: meanspo?? maybe idk just heed the tw just in case

ofc, there’s always tmw

but one day tmw will be a sunny june day and u will be stressing abt not wanting to wear that bikini becuz u slacked off