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Fucker.

audra-khait‌:

I…guess not, yeah, but I wouldn’t do that. Not your fault you care.

Well...thank you. I’ve just...I’m not unfamiliar with it.

#no that definitely makes sense holy shit #she can at least hang with her friends and be near the ocean and shit #she clearly needs to go just to hang out colby would gladly come with her tbh #listen we both know they're not smart enough to keep this up #...u right.i was a fool. an absolute fool?#audra isn't perceptive enough for this shit xD #...colby's trying here though. finally broke eye contact

audra-khait

Fucker.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait‌:

I know I suck, but like. I’m not that bad.

I don’t think you suck, Audra, it’s just...it’s not unheard of that people blame others for witholding things that are bad for them.

#dude fuck. that just...shit. idek how to fix this #bc audra being able to perform at home would help a ton im sure #i guess they could still go but im not sure it'll do much in terms of improving her mood #dude same. i do my best but xD i also fucking suck #...it's unheard of which means they'll fuck up soon but u kno #...colby is v obviously talking about something personal here xD she us not being sneaky

audra-khait

Fucker.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait‌:

Hey, I know that.

...good. I wasn’t sure.

#bro right?? like. says she's sick and then disappears for a month?#that's a little scary tbh #FUCKING RIGHT!! also me??? like i do...okay #but i also hate every minute of it??#other people's stuff exhausts me more than my own?#like all the shit with my bro was way worse than my own shit #omg colby was nervous ngl. she was p sure audra was beginning to hate her for telling her no #she's having war flashbacks to her teen years basically u kn #*kno #super healthy here

audra-khait

Fucker.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait‌:

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I’m not doing this to spite you, you know.

#bro what the fuck. tyler get better pls #is she active on twitter at all?#omg it's def better but colby like. she's so self involved i think is her issue #responsibility of that magnitude is hard for her? she can handle her own shit but ask her to shoulder someone elses and it's a problem #it's worse with her parents but i think bc that was her first real experience with it that it's clouded her a bit #but omg poor audra. colby just let the silence hang for a bit and let it stew #and just sighed that out

audra-khait

Fucker.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait‌:

Except it’s basically water.

Uh, it’s really not. It’s still got enough alcohol content to make a difference.

#that's kind of scary jfc #like nbd just got some weird illness from africa it's fine though #apparently i'll get better #that'd be nice tyler for the sake of the ship here sos #oh my god i hate to say it but she actually might sos #colby does not do well with this shit bcshe's trash #but really it just aggressively reminds her of her father?#bc he really just became all consumed with drink and neglected colby a tonnnnn once her mom died #so she's like mmmMMMM not sure i want to work on fixing someone else who has no desire to be fixed kthx #so she's just steadily looking back at audra with just. the most sinking feeling in her chest lbr here #i hate this. colby why do you decide NOW to be the worst

audra-khait

Fucker.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait‌:

Beer like barely even counts as alcohol.

It does count as alcohol though.

#god yeah like i don't know how to fix it #because like. colby's too stupid #and you did say that like. even if she spoke with someone you're not sure it would work #which. gdi. seriously tyler get better omg #colby just. doesn't know how to deal with it. she fucking bailed when her own family went through this shit #she's grown up since but fucking still dude

audra-khait

Fucker.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait‌:

Beer.

Audra, come on. I really don’t think that’s a great idea.

#oh god yeah which like...makes sense but omg #also is probably not super healthy considering. fuck #colby is...worried ngl #especially because of this #bc she knows about audras struggles with alcohol #and it's stressing her out that like. she can't help #and she's worried that things won't ever change #...and apparently she's feeling existential tonight???

audra-khait

Fucker.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait‌:

Think I’m gonna run to the store in a bit.

What for?

#honestly fair jfc #i feel like she needs to talk to someone smart about that #because pushing until you break is uh. not great #colby's doing her best here but she's also just. totally unprepared bc she's neeever done anything like this #clearly audra needs a hobby nbd

audra-khait

Fucker.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait‌:

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#oof dude that sucks #my fucking. god. this cold weather has made an old injury from high school flare up for me #it fucking sucks dude. whoever designed humans like. needs to redo it #but ugh i just feel so terrible for audra like #she'll never be back to the same level and like #im sure she knows it but is unwilling to accept it??#but colby just sighed and slipped an arm aound her and is just running her fingers through her hair

audra-khait

Fucker.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait‌:

Thanks…

...yeah, of course.

#oh god yeah ive heard the flu is a real piece of shit this year?#my mother called me and was like D: people have DIED get your flu shot #and i was just like ??? honestly just go to the hospital if the flu is that badtf #but ugh yeah like. i feel like that's just a really unfortunate side effect of the injury #bc there's no really way to prevent something like that is there?#...colby is an idiot okay. she tries xD #but she's plopped next to her and squeezed her shoulder #she's trying here

audra-khait

Fucker.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait‌:

God damn it.

...I brought food.

#omg no. she really has had a rough couple months shit #but lord i supose it's to be expected #idt her leg will ever gain back it's full like...usage i guess???#the muscle will never build back up the same #but colby is useless but trying to help #so she's just eased her way in with like. mexican food probably like???#im good for sex and food im sorry

audra-khait

Fuck.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait:

…yeah, I know. I guess they were right about me never being the same.

No, not necessarily. The meniscus tear is just...tricky.

#fucking amazing oh my god #she probably has her favorite fucking scenes and colby just sighs #bc babe wtaf i am a skype call away you're so extra #FUCK i forgot it was an off week this week #bleh. same the nt games are whateve xd #i'll watch if jj is back oops #but man yeah that would have been fun. id want to go to an nwsl game over nat. game currently though xD #they're just. these two are a lot xD fuck #colby's just curled into at this point ngl

audra-khait

Fuck.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait:

That’s what I said last time and it just got worse.

Well...you are still recovering. Not being at a hundred percent is normal, babe.

#she could watch the girl/girl stuff i imagine without hating it too much xD #she's at least not like. fucking slapped and high as a kite in those xD #still probably not great though because colby is colby #colby's just glad audra doesn't judge her for it xD #god im so ready to watch soccer this week like #sign my ass up #listen xD it's colby's go to solution okay #rn she's jst leaning into her

audra-khait

Fuck.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait:

I’m just. Angry.

I can see that. I know you don’t enjoy this but just...you’ll do better next time.

#...massively degrading xD #most of her girl/girl scenes weren't /as/ bad but fucking hell #she got like slapped and shit in the boy/girl scenes she did xD #it was degrading as hell which was why colby was high as fuck during those lmaooo #ugh yes the daly sav connection. it mkes me emo #but lord colby is just xD she has so much trouble understanding #but she's just sort of attaching herself to her like/....we can bang? Will that help? sos

audra-khait

Fuck.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait:

I don’t think I can.

Why not?

#fucking basically xD colby went from a fucking porn star to a plumber like #im not sure which one is a bigger step down #god i for real don't know but legit. every sport has been sad recently #my only good thing is that houston hasn't yet lost #oh it'll come. but it has't happened two weeks in xD #but omg yeah colby is just like ??? this is normal honey. but she's just sort of squeezing at her shoulders rn #she's not the best at this but she tries xD

audra-khait

Fuck.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait:

…

Maybe you should sit down.

#listen man xD plumbers make so much money okay xD trade jobs are worth it #but. colby working for the navy and fixing ships is much better xD #but dude for real why is surfing hurting us too #can't we have one good sport like xD fuck #but god colby for real just...doesn't get it #bc she's so used to losing that she understands it's not the end of the world #so she's just sighed and stood up and pressed herself up against audra #she figures closeness is a good distraction xD

audra-khait

Fuck.

colby-alexandria

audra-khait:

Mmph.

...

#oh god colby definitely would be #im ngl she's probably currently transitioning into woking for the navy #where they're just sending her schematics and shit finlly #and she has to travel rarely #but she doens't work as a fucking plumber anymore xD #so she's just watching audra rage rn like...honey maybe take several steps back #colby just xD doesn't understand the rage bc okay??? you've had a bad few months. it happens. ffs.#bc colby is a dick xD

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