Certainly Uncertain

I was born to be a misfit~

[colmeh]

I miss you... I miss you. And that's the misery of the unworthy.

A long time has passed, yet I still look for your face in every person that passes~

[colmeh]

After the seemingly endless symphony of yearning and longing, I guess I'm finally free from the sweetest note in existence... your voice~

[colmeh]

My mind could barely remember,

Yet my heart still feels clear~

This longing... This yearning... This love... Sigh~

[colmeh]

Next life, I will hold your hands as we watch the starry sky...

Next life, I will bother you like I do in this timeline...

[colmeh]

Our meeting was fleeting,

But our feelings are lasting.

Oh Akie, where should I put all these longing?

[colmeh]

Meeting you broadened my horizon.

To think that flowers could walk too.

And they could smile as enchanting as you.

Your elegance, a sweet fragrance.

Your glance, befitting a noble temperance.

Oh dear, I so deeply desire a chance...

Let me hold your hand, and offer you a dance~

[colmeh]

مشغل

Meeting you again opens the door to my yearning. Your gaze, your smile, your voice, and all that you are, rings the bell that awakens my soul. Sigh, I...

[colmeh]

Now I wonder how long it will take for your smile to vanish in my mind's eye? A day? A week? A month? A year? A lifetime?

[colmeh]

I've seen a lot of art pieces, but nothing could compare to that smile of yours.

Sigh, to see the artist performing several art pieces at once. You just stole my heart, dear 🥀

🌙

[colmeh]

I loved you then I love you...

It's the second time I fell in love with you🥀

[colmeh]

Oh dear, how many hearts should my writings be touched before it finally reach yours?

My yearning for you is as bright as the sun. Sigh, for you to be blinded by it...

[colmeh]

Now I finally understand the difference between yearning and longing.

I longed for our previous bonds. And I yearned to hold your hands.

[colmeh]

Og dili ako, mahimutang, kung dili ikaw, ang kauban~

[colmeh]

How great was my longing to actually see you in my dream?

[colmeh]

Time erases everything... except from the carvings in the heart.

I have forgotten your name, but never your gaze... and how it made me feel.

I no longer often think of you, but sometimes when I do... it fills me with longing.

Sigh, how fleeting...

[colmeh]

It's always the unattainable that holds the most allure. The moon, the stars, and you!

Sigh~

[colmeh]

She's like a shooting star... Beautiful and fleeting.

Her existence was imprinted in my mind. It fills me with longing. But I couldn't feel any regret knowing how few such shooting stars could one see in a lifetime.