abdelsalam

Into pretentious films and shit music since 1997 28 No DMs

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«فَإِنْ كُنْتَ تَفْعَلُ بِي هَكَذَا، فَاقْتُلْنِي قَتْلًا إِنْ وَجَدْتُ نِعْمَةً فِي عَيْنَيْكَ، فَلَا أَرَى بَلِيَّتِي» (سفر العدد 11: 15)

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عدوية-انا كنت بحسبك أتاريك أتاريك

Listen to عدوية-انا كنت بحسبك أتاريك أتاريك by Nada Mostafa #np on #SoundCloud

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I nearly forgot why i used to meditate we stripped meditation from its ethics and therapy from its demands now everything is just a tool for feeling better but the point was never to feel better it was to be better the whole point is being someone worth being around and you can’t do that while babysitting your heart and brain when we force every story into victim or perpetrator we lose what actually happened the truth lives in the gray and nobody who really understands anything is ever fully innocent or fully cruel it doesn’t matter if its up or down all that matters is that we stop fluctuating but life and understanding others is in that flow and fluctuation

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مُنى النَفسِ في أَسماءَ لَو تَستَطيعُها بِها وَجدُها مِن غادَةٍ وَوَلوعُها وَقَد راعَني مِنها الصُدودُ وَإِنَّما تَصُدُّ لِشَيبٍ في عِذاري ي

وفرسان هيجاء تجيش صدورها

بأحقادها حتى تضيق دروعها

تقتل من وتر أعز نفوسها

عليها بأيد ماتكاد تطيعها

إذا احتربت يوما ففاضت دماؤها

تذكرت القربى ففاضت دموعها

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I’ll spend my life reaching for signal. Even the static feels worth it at least I’m tuned in, at least I’m listening. Not everything is meant for you. But the search? That’s yours.

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https://on.soundcloud.com/wjGargPfNpPizZrNBF

[of-fear-and-love]

Griffin Dunne in After Hours (1985)

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You find as much gas as you can put in your tank to make you go, and then you have to push your car the rest of the way. Some people get lucky and can buy more gas, or they live surrounded by stations. But if you stop pushing, you won't get anywhere. That's everyone's struggle.

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Me and the wife facing life

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Jay Senetcho.

Canadian artist, born in 1974.

You could never sleep. 2012

Oil on canvas.

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