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Patient 34986 i hate hospitals. they make me nervous in ways i can't explain. i don't sleep well when i'm here. DENNY DUQUETTE DRAFTS: 000 INBOX: 000

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Jeffrey Dean Morgan in The Good Wife S07E07

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heaven, hell, limbo no-one really knows where we're going or what's waiting for us when we get there, but the one thing we can say for sure with absolute certainty is there are moments that take us to another place, moments of heaven on earth, and maybe for now, that’s all we need to know.

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♥ “ sweet nothing’s ” meme

“ you’re a masterpiece ”

“ i could just eat you up ”

“ you’re the most beautiful thing i’ve ever seen ”

“ just let me look at you ”

“ do you realize how perfect you are ? ”

“ you are a work of art ”

“ you deserve to be treated like a prince/princess ”

“ i love everything about you ”

“ you are my world ”

“ perfection… ”

“ do you believe me when i say you’re beautiful ? ”

“ i love these lips ”

“ i could stare at you all day ”

“ you are my everything ”

“ you’re an angel ”

“ you’re mine ”

“ tell me i’m yours ”

“ let me make you feel good ”

“ i want you so bad ”

“ how bad do you want me ? ”

“ don’t hide from me ”

“ let me see you ”

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me: has one olive me: what if.............. i had........................ like twelve more.....................................

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things george didn’t deserve: that

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Jeff’s so damn gorgeous and look at that chest porn…

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suredecision replied to your post: ok but bucky made that post and geoRGE IMMEDIATELY...

remember when denny died

remember when yOU DIDNT

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ok but bucky made that post and geoRGE IMMEDIATELY GOT HIT BY A BUS

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Ask Meme; Bob's Burgers

“Are you drunk enough to be any fun yet?”

“Camera, take the day off. I added ten pounds to myself!”

“Do you think horses get songs stuck in their heads?”

“He’s so handsome, you wanna punch him.”

“Hey, Jennifer Slowpez - get out of the way!”

“I don’t need a boy to pay attention to me. I’ll pay attention to myself.”

“I hope they’re using protection because I am not taking care of that baby.”

“I just wanna slap his beautiful hideous face!”

”______, I need you to drop everything and shave my legs.”

“I was gonna punch you but I’m holding wine.”

“If you need me, I’ll be down here on the floor dying.”

“I’ll cut through the crowd like a fart through butter.”

“I’m compiling a list of people I can mate with to repopulate the Earth.”

“I’m no hero. I put my bra on one boob at a time like everyone else.”

“I’m sorry I screwed up today. I’m sorry I screw up all the time.”

“Is it possible to be in love with twenty-five people at once?”

“I’ve eaten nine birthday cakes, and I still feel empty.”

“No is just a yes upside down.”

“Oh, it’s okay. I guess I wasn’t meant to have a good life.”

“Only strippers shave above the knee.”

“Queen Latifah, give me strength!”

“Time for the charm bomb to explode.”

“Ugh, my heart just pooped its pants.”

“Was it obvious that I don’t care?”

What kind of bee’s make milk? Boo-bee’s!”

“Which are the lady parts?”

“Your ass is grass and I’m gonna mow it.”

“You’re a couple of sluts!”

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          so this blog isn’t completely up yet but i’m excited so have this starter / plotting call that i will get to a little later or tomorrow since my laptop charger is getting here tomorrow !!

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suredecision.

          george has been faced with life changing decisions before, decisions that TERRIFIED him. how unfortunate it is that this decision terrifies him just as much as those. he’s been told to slow down, to calm down, to just let life do as it pleases. that things will work out in the end, that everything ALWAYS works out in the end. however, for george o’malley, history has proven this theory wrong. for things to work for him, he has to grab a hold of of the reigns and make them work. 

          but right now, he doesn’t want to be the one to do that. he wants denny to take charge, to tell him something – hopefully, everything he wants to hear and more.

          ❝ oh, thank god, ❞ and so he breathes a sigh of relief, a smile daring to play at his lips. god, this is so scary – he never expected to be in such a position, never expected to be THIS CLOSE to denny. he never expected to hear those words, although they’re words he’s longed to hear for – for months. then their lips are together and almost every thought escapes him, hands gripping denny’s shirt tight enough for his knuckles to become pale. he’s returning the kiss, his brain screaming at him to do so, to not let this moment go. ❝ but you’ve got to keep that promise. ❞ he barely pulls away, lips brushing against denny’s as he speaks. 

          denny’s never been the shy type when it came to girls -- or anyone, really. he likes who he likes and he’s never had a problem with that; until he met george. george makes denny’s heart race, makes his stomach flip and honestly makes him feel like he’s a teenager again -- which isn’t exactly a good thing. it’s not a bad thing, it’s just -- it’s weird to not know what he’s doing, to feel like he’s in completely new territory. to feel like he’s in love for the first time.

          so he owns it. he owns his insecurities and his fears and lets those melt away because it doesn’t matter -- because george already means the world to him and, well, he’s worth it.

          denny’s breathless. not in the ‘there’s no air in my lungs i’m gonna die’ way, but in the whole ‘you take my breath away with your very being’ kind of way, a way only george seems to get to him. ❝ kitten, i promise. i promise. ❞ he repeats it like a mantra, over and over as he presses soft kisses to george’s lips. he pulls him closer, holding onto the back of his shirt for dear life. ❝ only if you promise the same. ❞ he pulls away a little, a small smile playing on his lips as he presses their foreheads together.

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a hundred random starters 

below are starters based on/inspired by various sources. change the genders as you see fit ;)

❝ why do you keep lying to me? ❞

❝ have you ever considered the idea that maybe, this world doesn’t revolve around you & your problems? ❞

❝ love is love is love is love. ❞

❝ marriage is an absurd arrangement. one is sold as a fifteen-year-old child and makes a vow one does not understand and then regrets for thirty years or more, and which one can never undo again. ❞

❝ why are you crying this time? ❞

❝ you will never escape. ❞

❝ this isn’t what I wanted! ❞

❝ everything has its consequences. ❞

❝ this face bears the mission of heaven. ❞

❝ no, you shall dismantle the house of lies, but build the temple of the divine. ❞

❝ one copper coin for a bowl of noodles! ❞

❝ that one has the heart of a lion. ❞

❝ I needed to be summoned. ❞

❝ there’s no reason for this hostility! I come in peace. ❞

❝ they died screaming. ❞

❝ why fight anymore? what’s the point of fighting against destiny? ❞

❝ how long have you known? ❞

❝ I can only speak for myself. ❞

❝ the law can be changed. ❞

❝ are you sure you’re not pregnant? ❞

❝ your child is adorable! ❞

❝ you gave him a riddle for his birthday? ❞

❝ you have no fucking right to treat me this way. ❞

❝ your ambition blinds you. ❞

❝ he adores you. ❞

❝ I feel like I should be shocked that you two had sex there, but I’m not anymore. ❞

❝ she’s going to kill you. ❞

❝ have you ever tried the cakes? they’re actually quite delicious. ❞

❝ you’ll need to be punished. ❞

❝ you should learn to lie better. ❞

❝ sometimes I wonder if you’re real. ❞

❝ I will take back what is mine & kill anyone who stands in my way. ❞

❝ then kill me. ❞

❝ there’s no such thing as love. there is only lust. ❞

❝ you’re selfish. you never think about anyone but yourself. ❞

❝ i’m sorry, but they’re gone. ❞

❝ death is just another adventure. ❞

❝ stop! ❞

❝ let them watch. ❞

❝ you have no shame, do you? ❞

❝ I can’t believe we’re talking about this right now. ❞

❝ I need advice. sex advice. ❞

❝ alright, tell me the truth, is he good in bed? ❞

❝ she is the best thing in my life. ❞

❝ you love him? ❞

❝ do you love me at all? ❞

❝ do you believe in soul mates? ❞

❝ please, you have to believe me. I didn’t kill anyone! ❞

❝ history is written by the victorious. ❞

❝ at least she has a heart! you have none. ❞

❝ isn’t it more important that they told you? ❞

❝ the king is displeased. ❞

❝ long live your majesty! ❞

❝ can you stop talking for just one moment & listen to me? ❞

❝ no matter how hard I try, they just won’t stay dead. ❞

❝ he’s a gold digger. he’ll screw anyone & marry them as long as they have money. ❞

❝ o! how sweet love must be! ❞

❝ do you really think that? ❞

❝ quick, you need to hide before they see you! ❞

❝ you taught me to never trust anyone. ❞

❝ this is extreme, even for you. ❞

❝ you guys were pretty loud last night. I guess it was good? ❞

❝ that wasn’t an apology & you know it. ❞

❝ are you a virgin? ❞

❝ I’m married. ❞

❝ best thing I ever did was marrying you. ❞

❝ red roses won’t erase the fact that you broke my heart. ❞

❝ stop taking all the ice cream! ❞

❝ has anyone told you that you’re sort of a little bitch? ❞

❝ it’s deep dish pizza. ❞

❝ do you want to fight for your land back or not? ❞

❝ I never realized how much of a coward you are. ❞

❝ there’s nothing worse than someone who isn’t willing to try new things. ❞

❝ haven’t you ever wanted to escape? to leave this place & explore the world? ❞

❝ i think you’ve had enough to drink. ❞

❝ your ancestors would be ashamed if they saw you. ❞

❝ one of the dolls is missing! ❞

❝ are we going to die here? ❞

❝ well looks like we’ve found ourselves in a bit of a dilemma. ❞

❝ I am no longer a child! ❞

❝ the baby won’t stop crying! i don’t know what to do anymore! ❞

❝ what if something happens to them? ❞

❝ once upon a time, I gave a damn about what people thought about me. ❞

❝ if he can get away with this, then so can i! ❞

❝ the dark shall come & take everything you love from you. ❞

❝ it’s the same story over & over again. you’d think people would know better by now. ❞

❝ there’s absolutely nothing wrong with you. ❞

❝ you are what is wrong with this world. ❞

❝ shattered dreams can drive anyone mad. ❞

❝ I am a phoenix. burn me & I shall return, rising from the ashes. ❞

❝ this is my home. ❞

❝ home is where the heart is, where you feel safe & warm & loved. ❞

❝ running away has never solved a damn thing! ❞

❝ fuck me. ❞

❝ oh the things I’d do to you if we were alone. ❞

❝ stop, he’s not here, remember? he’s gone & he can’t hurt you anymore. ❞

❝ your husband/wife – is he/she good to you? ❞

❝ stop & think a moment, you have to stay & rest. there’s a child who needs you now, you can’t just run & be a fucking idiot. ❞

❝ once, I drank a whole bottle by myself. ❞

❝ what do I want? I want to kiss you a thousand times before undressing you & kissing every bit of your flesh a thousand more times. ❞

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          so this blog isn’t completely up yet but i’m excited so have this starter / plotting call that i will get to a little later or tomorrow since my laptop charger is getting here tomorrow !!

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suredecision.

          there’s always been something there when it came to denny. something that, at first, george couldn’t quite place. something that almost bothered him, because he couldn’t PLACE it. sure, there were people that he liked, people that he loved; but that feeling never compared to this one. this one, that he feels so strongly as he looks up at the other. he’s too scared to mention it, too worried of what denny might say. all it takes is for george to say the wrong thing and ruin it before it’s even begun.

          it’s a risk he’s willing to take. he wants to be there for denny, wants to be with him every step of the way, no matter what he may face. really, is that too much to ask ? god, he doesn’t have the time to stand here and dwell on this – their lack of time goes far beyond the elevator ride.

          ❝ i’m so glad, ❞ another laugh escapes his lips, eyes downcast for a brief moment. his own heart beats rapidly, but he chooses to ignore it as his hand rests carefully on denny’s chest. he’s focusing on the other’s heart beat, feeling it though his shirt. george’s fingers curl into the fabric of denny’s shirt once more, eyes searching his face. ❝ i’m not going anywhere either, you know. i don’t – i don’t wanna be any place you’re not. which is weird, and stupid, i guess, but it’s true. i don’t wanna be without you, no matter what. ❞

          something is a start, but something is terrifying because there’s always something after something -- something more or something less. what denny decides to do next, he knows, changes what that something becomes but that’s, again, terrifying because he’s spent so long just listening to other people, having every other voice in his ears before he makes any type of decision but right now he’s on his own, he’s faced with a decision to make and all he has to make it is himself.

          his mile is going a mile a minute. it’s going a mile a minute but everything is also going so slow. he holds george close, hands holding tightly to george’s shirt because god, he can’t let him get away. not now, not ever.

          ❝ s’not weird, definitely not stupid. ❞ he shakes his head softly, taking a quick glance at the elevator lights and oh god, they’re so close to the ground floor and it’s too close. ❝ you don’t have to be. without me. ❞ his words get softer softly as he leans in, eyes glued to george as he moves. ❝ not now, not ever. ❞ he stops, a mere inch away from george’s lips. ❝ i promise. ❞ he whispers before cupping his face and pressing his lips against the other’s, a small sigh leaving him as he finally makes a decision -- and one he hopes george will pick too.

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suredecision.

          george isn’t sure if denny was always just a patient; to a lot of people, denny has always been a friend. a kind presence, someone to talk to. he’s so friendly, too kind to ever really turn anyone away. it’s something george loved – something he admired. standing here now, arms wrapped so tight around the other, george can’t help but think of one thing: he doesn’t want this to end. being in denny’s arms is the only place george really wants to be. 

          any other day, in any other moment, this elevator would move slow as hell. being in denny’s arms apparently makes the damned thing move faster. fingers curl in the fabric of the other’s shirt, a sign that he REFUSES to completely let go. not until he absolutely has to.

          he looks up at denny, lower lip set between his teeth. ❝ yeah ? ❞ there’s that nervous laugh again, the one george always wants to curse himself for. carefully, his hand moves to rest on denny’s cheek, to allow his thumb to move so gently over his skin. ❝ i didn’t do much of anything, you know. just kinda hoped everything would work out. i don’t like the idea of a world without you in it. ❞

          in his stay at the hospital, denny has made many friends within the staff and other patients. he’s known as a nice guy, a friendly face that anyone can talk to but god, he’s always wanted to be more than ust a nice guy to george. he wants to be something, to matter to him and that’s -- that’s a lot to ask, and he knows it. but, with george in his arms, he can at least pretend for a little while.

          but the thing is -- he knows it won’t be enough. he knows he wants more but denny can’t ask him that. no, not when he’s got someone else’s heart beating in his chest and knowing his clock is still ticking downwards.

     ❝ yeah, kitten, real special. ❞ george’s laugh brings an easy grin to denny’s face, one that only geroge can bring to his lips. he keeps the other close, barely leaving any room between them. his heart is beating probably a little harder than he should be but he can’t take his eyes away from george’s face ( or his lips, to be specific ) and he feels like he’s back in high school all over again. ❝ you were there, that’s enough for me. ❞ he smiles a little wider. ❝ well, i ain’t plannin’ on going anywhere soon. at the very least, not without you. ❞

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suredecision.

          it’s not making friends that’s the issue – it’s realizing that with denny, he wants more. he doesn’t just want to be denny’s friend, he wants to be denny’s.. something. his someone, to be exact. now, admitting that to anyone – even himself – has become something of a problem for george. it’s scary; hell, it’s downright terrifying. but dealing with terrifying situations, especially head on, has become the most predominant part of the doctor’s life. 

          he doesn’t expect an admission of love. no cheesy confession, no ‘ i’ve loved you from the start. ’ in fact, as he looks at denny right now, he’s not even sure the man even LIKES him in the same way. it’s like being in high school all over again. 

          ❝ well, i thought it was pretty obvious from the start. that you were special, i mean. ❞ he grins, a small, shy little thing as he looks back down. god, what is about denny’s laugh that makes him feel – warm ? just as george is about to speak once more, denny catches him off guard with such a simple thing. arms move around the other’s neck ( he has to stand on his tiptoes to even do so ) as he presses his face into denny’s chest. ❝ thank you for – for not dying on me. ❞

          a year ago, he might’ve been more bold. a year ago, he wouldn’t have been worried about how his heart feels like its about to burst out of his chest as he holds the doctor close. right now, he doesn’t think of the doctor as a doctor -- no, he’s just george; sweet, loving, funny george who wiggled into his life and he doesn’t want him to go. he might have spent the last few months hoping and praying to get out of this hospital but now the thought of not seeing george, not seeing him anymore, well, that’s terrifying. he wants to see george tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow and, well.... he hasn’t thought of the future in a long time.

         denny keeps him close, maybe a little longer than a normal hug but it’s -- it’s important to him. he’s important to him. the longer they hold on, the closer they are to the ground floor and denny has to fight the urge to press every single button to slow them down. 

          it takes a second longer for denny to pull away, except he doesn’t really -- only pulls away a few inches to see his face. ❝ you’re real special, o’malley. you’re -- special. ❞ his voice quiets down and he tells himself it’s because of their proximity but, in reality, it’s because having george so close is just -- getting to him. ❝ thank you for keeping me alive, kitten. ❞