Where Am I Now?

Ah, I seem to be somewhere new again. My name's Maus. Will you keep me company? (Independant RP blog for an OC. Please see the OOC Info and/or Historia tabs below. Will RP with anyone; tracks continuumvagrant. Content past readmores is likely NSFW and may be suggestive without readmores)

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destinedpartner‌:

Emil gave a soft snort of a laugh at Maus’ childish action. He happily took Maus’ hand, giving it a small squeeze before taking him and leading the way back to Emil’s house. “More like before any of the small children start bombarding us with questions. We’d never make it back to the house before sunset if that happened.”

It wasn’t long before they were inside with Emil already getting a bath running. “I- I guess I’ll need to let you borrow some of my clothing until we can get yours cleaned and fixed. I’m not sure anything I have will fit you though…”

“What, you say that like we aren’t almost similar in size.”  Maus stuck his tongue out, even though he took the hand offered and let himself be led.  “I mean, I can clean and sew, you know, damage to my clothes is not a big deal.  And once we’re back at your place, does it matter if I’m wearing clothes?”

A suspect squint.  “Or did you bring someone home suddenly you haven’t mentioned yet?  That’d make things tricky.  ...Maybe.”  He never was one to let himself get brought down by much, already right back to being flirtatious despite his injuries.

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“Yeah but see, that’s where you tell -me-. And then we go seduce ‘em together~” Maus. Maus no.

“Y-You can’t just go around seducing anyone you want, Maus!”

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“No, no, no, it’s not seducing anyone I want, it’s seducing anyone you want!”  He throws an arm around Emil’s shoulder and gives his best chesire grin.  “I’d be almost disappointed if there wasn’t anyone else you were interested in~”

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Emil still wished he had something stronger to give Maus but at least now Maus wasn’t likely to bleed out from his injury. Emil moved forward, wrapping his arms around the other in a gentle hug.

“Next time let’s just buy some fruit at the store, okay?” He could get fruit anytime but Maus wasn’t as easy to replace. Pulling back he looked over Maus once more before a small frown set on his face. “W-we should probably get you washed up. You’re a mess.”

“Fine, but I can’t surprise you if I’m just store-buying it.”  A bit of a pout, but he wasn’t in much of a place to do so.  Nor was he going to, as he embraced the other back.  A wince definitely caught him from the effort; immediate danger may have passed, but it was times like this Maus both enjoyed and hated being stuck in a mortal body.

“What’s wrong with being a mess?” He broke the hug to stick his tongue out, playfully.  Yet his hand trailed to take Emil’s.  “...Though I guess I could use it.  Before all these blood stains scare small children or somethiing.”

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destinedpartner‌:

Emil grabbed at Maus’ shoulders to steady him, biting at his lip as he continued to look over the damage. Just what could have done this? The what and how could wait though, Maus needed some kind of treatment first.

“Y-You shouldn’t forget about wanting to be alive!” Emil chastised. He reached into his pocket to grab an apple gel, using his teeth to rip open the package so he could continue to support the other. He held the small gummy out to Maus’ mouth, “Here, take this. It should help a little.” Emil didn’t have much on him but a little healing was better than nothing.

“It’s been a rough few weeks, it happens.”  Maus tried to laugh off Emil’s chiding, but even he couldn’t quite joke about that too much at the look of concern the other was giving him.  The guilt spilled out in a quiet “So, I’m sorry,” before he opened up and swallowed the gummy.

It was always a bit curious to him how a world could have healing candy, but it wasn’t something he was going to complain about.  At least the worst parts of the pain died down, leaving just that pleasant sting.

“Didn’t even get those fruits I was gonna bring you, either.”

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idk ▼

2.“Is that blood yours?”

Emil’s face went pale at the sight of blood on Maus and he wasted no time rushing over to the other, trying to get a good look at him. “I-is that blood yours? P-please tell me that’s not yours…”

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“Mmm... okay.  Not my blood.”  He managed a smile and a wave.  But another step sure told another story than his words had, with the way his hand came to his side.  It wasn’t a fatal amount, sure, but Maus was not exactly a sturdy human being, and who knows how long it’d been since he got that injury.

“Sorry.  Something, ah, snuck up on me...” A wince.  “Kinda forgot I want to stay alive here for a hot minute.”

[u-orokku]

Draw crow from the game fragile dreams please :'3

how did i not know this game existed?? (ty for the request anon <3)

[angelnamine]

“You mean more humans? As in, you’re human?”

[mimipippin]

Anyway, you can call me Crow! C-R-O-W!

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i love one (1) boy

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don’t act like we’re friends.

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...I keep trying to write, but it just doesn’t happen anymore.

It’s a shame because I do still so love Maus, but the reality is I just don’t have time to upkeep this blog.  I might peek in every day or two, but time to actually write?  Nope.  I suppose I should just accept this Perpetual Hiatus.  >:

[fuckyeahffboys]

Laguna (FFVIII) | 煮

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((tfw you miss everyone, and kind of want to come back, but A. really consciously recognise you do Not Have The Time For This these days, and B. aren’t even sure how many people would be interested still))

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leviathkand:

Maus’ thoughts were coming too fast for Tidus to reply ( as if he had the answers to give ) but the young man probably already knew that. he was sure Maus couldn’t contain the vexing questions any more than Tidus could answer them. all that he could do was try to calm the torrent of abstract queries, shaking his head slowly…    “ – take it easy, Maus. I know all this stuff sounds pretty complicated, but… the truth is, there’s no way for us to know what’s really gonna happen, until it does, so… just don’t worry about it! we gotta focus on stopping Sin for good. and if it doesn’t work, we try again, until it does. I don’t care what you saw; and I don’t care if you being here messes with things. whatever happens, we’ll fix it– ! ” he was certain of that. in this confusing tangle of possibilities, it was the only thing he was sure of: that no matter what future Maus envisioned, and no matter how his presence might effect that future… in the end, they would find a way to defeat Sin. Yuna was too determined not to, and now, so was he. no prophecy, nor interference, could get in the way of their strong wills. but that very determination was tested by Maus’ questioning. his reply does not come quickly, nor easily, time passing as he considers it truthfully.    “ I… I just want everyone to know what it’s like… to be happy, you know? and I mean, really happy; no more fake laughs, and forced smiles… as long as Sin’s around, it’ll never be real– and they… she’ll never stop fighting, not for anything– not until Sin’s gone. if we end it, we end all of that. so… yeah. I guess, I would be happy. even if I’m not there to see her smile… it’s worth it. ”

Tidus was somehow able to ground himself in the flurry of confusion that came from Maus, and he was glad for it.  Just focus on stopping Sin, and fix everything, right?  Yeah.  That was all they needed to do.  Not that Maus had much longer to stick around to see to that, but...

He can see Tidus having to think a lot about the question he does pose, in the end.  And so he takes it in, watching the blonde work over an answer.  What he gets is genuine, and he can tell it from the tone, from the hesitation.  The desire to speak correctly, honestly, to make sure he’s heard.  Maybe even to convince himself of it - it’s certainly something Maus knows he’s done plenty.

And it’s the best answer, in a way - but also the worst.

“...It’d be worth it, huh?  ...I guess, I can understand.”  It wasn’t like Maus could stick around forever.  Leaving people with smiles instead of tears was hard sometimes, though, he knew that much.  He just wanted them to head towards a good future.  And technically, Spira was headed to a good future, and Yuna, and everyone else.

Except the man in front of him.

They weren’t far apart, so Maus just stepped forward twice - and wrapped his arms tight around the athlete’s back.  Little concern for personal space, really - just an overwhelming need to comfort - or perhaps, was it Maus who needed that comfort?  Frankly he didn’t really know, nor care.

“It’s unfair, though.  So unfair.  You should get to smile, too.”

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itslikethesun:

Was it perfect?  No, but it was plenty enough.  He could see and hear the way Goku reacted, losing himself in that pleasure Maus was providing for him.  It was plenty enough just feeling himself be pulled down, having the monkey’s shaft pressed down his throat again, being made to take it.

The answer Goku got wasn’t words - his mouth was too full.  But it was a pleased moan that rolled all the same along the flesh in his mouth.  His response was to roll his tongue along the boy’s cock, trying to draw it in.  Trying to egg him on to move quicker.  He hadn’t so much as flinched so far, and he wanted more.  So much more.

So when Goku pulled him back next time - he took hold of those fingers again and shoved himself down.  His throat caught with the speed, tensing around the head of that shaft again, but he didn’t so much as flinch.  Just the subtlest message that Goku could speed up.  That he could take it, unbelievable as it was that he could handle the other’s long cock at all.  His eyes were a little unfocused, eyes narrowing as he lost themself in pleasing Goku - and himself.

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leviathkand:

   “ yeah… I think I get it. you’re saying you can end up in the same place, but a different time. the past, or the future… right? ” blue eyes narrowed, slowly piecing together threads of Maus’ words that hadn’t made sense before, but suddenly…    “ – wait– have you? I mean, have you been here before– ? ” his eyes were wide. he didn’t think Maus was mentioning these time skips just because they could happen; maybe he was saying it because they had. with that, there’s an urgency in his questioning. if Maus had traveled to Spira previously, there might be things he knew that no-one else could. like, if their plan to defeat Sin would really work… 

the temptation to ask was strong. but Maus’ own words rung in his ears, complicating the impulse. if tiny variances in the world could majorly effect outcomes, then maybe Maus hadn’t even been here. what if it just looked the same? the answer he got might be comforting…  but it might also be damning. and yet, that warning wouldn’t necessarily dictate Spira’s true future. they were all fighting to take control of their fate, instead of leaving it in the hands’ of some higher power, so… what good would it do to become preoccupied with a ‘destiny’ that Maus may or may not have seen… ? he decided it was best not to know. he needed to focus on the present, the here and now: not some possibility of a future. yet, he looked uncertain as he addressed the traveler…    “ I guess… it’s better if I don’t know. that’s why you’ve never told anyone. am I right…? ”

“...Yeah.  I’ve been to Spira.  Er, a Spira.  I think a Spira not long after... all this.”  He was glad to see Tidus was able to follow along what even he had trouble expressing.  Perhaps saying it so forward in the future wouldn’t be a bad idea?  Well, the rest of it wasn’t quite so simple.

“I mean, it might be better?  Truth be told, I’ve never really tried, and I... I mean, this’d be a new thing.  If this is the same world, in the past, then what’s changed because I’m here?  Is that even how it works, or does it like... bam, because I interfered, now that future’s a different world of it’s own?  And--and then, what if just by being here at all I changed things, and I mean, sure I know a future that could be but what if I’d want to change it and is it better that I do even if it could cost a lot and, and...”  He was quick to speak as he tried to get all his thoughts out, but he seemed to be losing them just as quick as they escaped his mouth.

As he found himself running out of breath, Maus caught himself.  A deep breath, to calm.  “I--no.  Let’s turn this around.  I’ve got to ask you.”  He settled his gaze back to Tidus, shaking his head clear.  “What do you want?  Like... like not just out of this conversation.  Out of... all this, this journey.  Would you... be happy, if it stayed like this?  That you vanish at the end, but just maybe, everything’s finally... okay?”

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itslikethesun:

Damn, Goku tasted good.  And he was huge.  For Maus, this was almost exactly what he’d been seeking; that feeling of headiness as his breath became short, the instinct of submission driven on by Goku’s fingers tightening in his hair.  He found himself starting to gag a bit, not able to fully stop himself; throat massaging the head of Goku’s long shaft as he held himself down.  His tongue trailed along everything he could get to in his mouth, lips moving softly at the base; coating it in saliva as he did the best he could to hold himself down for now.

There was the light sound of his belt being undone.  Maus was fishing himself free from his pants, one hand getting himself out to jerk off while he did this.  He was incredibly aroused right now, eager to take care of himself, turned on just by serving the other boy.  But it was when he got his hand around himself that he realised how fucking hard he was; harder than he’d expected.

He stopped questioning it.

He bobbed his head a bit, letting Goku watch his cock slip in and out, never taking more than half of that flesh out.  Letting him see the way his length became slowly slicked up with spit and precum alike, glistening as it slipped past those lips, Maus eyes looking up at him in hazy lust.

Then he did pull off.  Just briefly.  “Just... just follow your instinct.”  His voice was lower than normal, full of lust and cracked with desperation.  “I’ll--I’ll stop you if you have to, just...”

He didn’t know if Goku’d get it, but he went back down halfway.  Then, as if to show him, his free hand reached behind his head to reach Goku’s hands - and push them to pull Maus the rest of the way.  Not just telling him; showing him to fuck his mouth.  If he could do that, it wouldn’t be just Goku in bliss.