Make this party yours (From the day), And no, (I took out) donât look back now. / Now youâre tainted (the black fruit), God wonât have you anymore (I swallowed sweetly)
Make this party yours (From the day), And no, (I took out) donât look back now. / Now youâre tainted (the black fruit), God wonât have you anymore (I swallowed sweetly)
(I'll only tag for info sake. After this I'll stop being annoying; @solei-eclipse , @junebluues , @ivanttakethis , @apriciticreveries , @rosedeleca , @4listr , @friedclownshrimp , @rockwgooglyeyes , @bluemoonscape , @teapotuser , @skyisjusthere , @starry-skiez , @pwippy , @aakaneeee , @yunoftheclouds , @alien-til-i-stage , @nottoonedin , @tsukacchako , @astoryofsuchwoe , @zerostyrant + possibly others I forgotten)
Name: Paleâ moreso surname meaning, but having pale in someone's name just means 'pale of skin, pallid'. But from the late 14c. as "fence of pointed stakes." Paler as a surname meaning "fence-builder" is recorded from late 12c. Another Middle English form of the word in the "fence, paling, wall of an enclosure" sense, based on the plural, was pales, palis (late 14c.), and the surname Paliser is attested from early 14c. I suppose the "fence builder" one makes the most sense with how Pale is
Animal: Lion
Solar: Saturn
Flower: Begonia Saturn, Coriander
Tarot: Strength (and a little bit of Devil)
Sin: Lust
Organ: Hands.
Birth date: 1201 (December 1th)
Age: 33
ID: 010401
Body: 170.18 cm (5'7ft) / 76kg
Affiliation: Class of Season 32
Likes: painting, quiet rooms, grass, nature
Dislikes: loud things, being owned, disobedience
Personality: Pale, acting with grace and sophistication along with acting wittily and provocatively and also being stoic, calm, and observant, is a well-bred pet human and was raised by human scientists, so he conducts himself as someone befitting of his status. But he isn't all just a pretty face and such. He's selfish, conniving, and manipulative. Most importantly, very destructive. As he has little empathy with others and manipulated people as he saw fit, similarly willing to dispose of anyone who got in his way or whom he deemed worthy of his revenge. Raised by the human scientists got him quite power hungry since he's been raised in power and humans who are high on such power that they achieved (being respected by aliens is something you have to achieve, it's no easy and simple task, and yet they have done it so can you blame them?). But with power, comes feelings of hollowness. Troubles, and that leads to more power hunger. Having felt this from childhood, all he ever really truly felt, his clearest emotions were that of loneliness and anger at the world; being alienated in the sense that he's human raised. Giving way to the fact that he's a troubled man, wanting to connect with the lesser beings in his class. But no one knows that because he hides it well with many ways to cope with it, but mainly with a cold exterior... maybe. Having him being an enigmatic individual to them, and characterized by his curiosity, affability, and disregard for consequences. But all in all, Pale is a straightforward "do no good" man; since he disregards rules and consequences. But he is also a hypocrite (hypocrite, if he's attached he's attached.).
Special talent: Painting
Voice: Britain from Hetalia when speaking / Nao Hex SYNTHV for singing (which sometimes happens, but he doesn't sing on the stage).
Signature:
The P is a bow and arrow, the L forms a canvas. The e is in canvas
History/Lore (as of right now)
Pale is apart of "toxic ysosu" with amia's Vic and syd's Theo. Most? of his childhood has been explored by Syd while writing about Theo and Theo's life in the garden and before he sang. Pale was the quiet older one between them, if I remember the ages right (well ofc between him and theo), quite similar to Luka in that regard.
He went to ANAKT later, because of some complications that happened and it made him stay behind for a while.
For when he is in ANAKT, I don't think he had a collar on, because of how obedient he was (even if his obedience is just because it was needed and required). His uniform is the same as Ivan's, for that reason. A simple turtleneck, long sleeves and long pants.
Pales relationship to the teachers and aliens as a whole is nothing special, only summed up as "a pleasure to have in class". Even if he did.. slightly cause mischief. Just to see what the other kids would do. That's for the teachers. With the aliens as a whole, he's more "respected" than the others he's been around. But that's expected because of who he was raised by.
He finds all of the kids in his class dumb, yes even Theo and Vic. While he is "romantically" involved with them, he finds their humanity to be an obstacle.
He's softer on Theo, because that Innocence of belief is something he never experienced. He's softer on Vic, because of how determined he was to be set free (even if that did annoyed him).
Pales body state, is top notch. Perfect build for what he deals with in the futureâ he trains his arms and upper body often in the garden with the "fishes", that get progressively harder to carry.
Overall threat level: low to medium
His guardian?
Why of course it's one of the respected humans.
This human is called Abel, he has a twin called Cain. And an older or maybe younger brother called Seth.
His style of clothing is shared with the alien scientists, that made Yume (minus the "neckfur" he has around his neck. It's a baby alien slug that was the reason for how he got the respect he did).
Abel... All three of them are enigmatic individuals characterized by their curiosity, affability, and disregard for consequences. And the fact that they have made scientific break throughs, a lot. Their later methods having helped with the experiments that Yume Nagai has went thru. They even suggested that he would have a last name.
Last names are something that they have an interest in. Learning about pre-alien human history; last names have always intrigued Abel the most. All of the names actually. He's interested in what purpose they have in life. And he (Abel) suggested that Yume could have a last name. Cain was the one that came up with the word.
Abel views Pale as a "son", as those seem to be the only words that fit their relation, and such. It's more reinforced with the way that his own ways have bleed into what Pale does.
But lale doesn't view him as a "father" though, because of his absence and his own general anger to the world, and with the way that he was raised.. having stayed confined in its walls, forbidden to leave except when sent to help some of the "newborns" or seeing other kids to make sure that they were alright. He was continuously told that he needed to study more and work harder if he wanted to please the Aliens.
Yes, he was working more and hard to please the Aliens. He might be raised by humans respected by aliens, but it's only a few that do respect them. So that had him grew up well educated but severely emotionally deprived. So he doesn't use the term 'owner' as that just doesn't sit right with him, so he uses the term "guardian" to call him as such.
Cain and Abel are in their early 50s. Seth is in late 40s? or late 50s.
Pale and Eeta have known each other since they were kids.
Pale and Eeta had Innamorati in their early teens. HĂ€nsel and Gretel were later down the line, in late teens but they "never made it".
Pale got into AREPH when he was 26
Pale had Kotus in his mid 20s with Molly (a fling). Kotus was around 5 when Molly had Raon. Pale was 29? When he and Dae had that one night stand.
Pale does view Theo as someone only he can be with. No matter what happens. Basically, Pale initially just saw him as a means of gaining insight on what it's like to feel emotions, but over time grew to care about him and found peace from their 'companionship' together. That's the best way to put it. And he shows that lightly with making small paintings, or things similar to such.
He does not have romantic feelings nor want them. He might envision himself in a romantic relationship, but he would rather have a complicated relationship then.. that.
He has complicated feelings on the love thing. He wants it, but doesn't feel the same when it's real.
Symbolism
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His animal is a lion. Quite simple honestly; courage, physical strength, and bravery for the simple view of it. Royalty, protection, leadership, wisdom, justice. All of that. And it honestly fits with Pale, in the way he's raised- his feelings to the world, relationship with Vic and Theo, and for the simple view of it being how he's in AREPH. This is a straightforward thing from the things I picked out
His solar symbol is the planet Saturn. This one I had a hard time with, but didn't want to ask and so I decided to do this all myself. But I do think that it fits. The discipline, order, and structure, plus tough or necessary lessons (karma). A symbol of it was a scythe or a sickel for the seed-sowing times and such. The order and discipline most certainly work with him.
His flower is a Begonia Saturn, sharing the same name with the planet just because I wanted to know if there was one called as such and there is! The symbolism of it. Begonias mainly mean caution and consideration, as well as good communication between different parties. It is commonly given as a gift when paying back a favour. But the Begonia Saturn means (well, all flowers meant) deep and romantic love. They were considered a representation of passion and were commonly used in love spells and potions. Additionally, begonias were seen as a symbol of fancifulness and were often used in gardens and floral displays. I think it's fitting! The Coriander, is here because of how it's connected with his sin; lustâ coriander's past as a component in love potions may seem quaint, it continues to be a symbol of wellness and harmony.
His Tarot. Now this is fun. Strength mixed with the Devil. strength, determination, and power â like The Chariot. However, while The Chariot signifies outer strength and will, the Strength card speaks to the inner strength and the human spirit's ability to overcome any obstacle. Strength is about knowing you can endure life's obstacles. But I'm mainly using the reversed! Reversed Strength meaning you have limited control over your actions and your energy is out of control. This can lead to pettiness, fragility, and abuse of authority. It's very fitting for what he does and such. How he's around newcomers in AREPH, and all I suppose. And the Devil? The Devil tarot card suggests feelings of obsession, addiction, and entrapment. It can signify a sense of helplessness due to external forces or circumstances. However, it reminds you that you're responsible for your actions, and your perceived constraints are often self-imposed. This one spoke to me as Pale, because I've been connecting him with Luka quite a lot and it fits it a lot. Helplessness by external forces? It's all fitting
His Sin. Lust. Okay, so this one seems very.. apparent with what I've done with him due to the fact that he has 3 living kids and had a one night stand with Dae, who's a horny bastard. But I swear it's not just the sexual desires to fill the hole and void. I remember lightly talking about the sins of Yun once. They have gone with "bloodlust" for the lust sin. And I really like that idea, and I hope they don't mind me mentioning them here and going with that idea. And also, technically Lust is also about being damned. In Dante's Divine Comedy, the lustful are punished in the Inferno by being swept around in a whirlwind, which symbolizes their ungovernable passions. Which I think is also fitting. Ungovernable passions, power hunger. All of that
The organ symbol, I gave him. Hands. To me, organ symbols connect to the sin. While the tongue would've worked as well, hands just felt. The hands were calling. Which honestly first had me thinking that Greed would be fitting. But he's.. not that greedy. To say. Anyways, the hands. Their symbolism, being the embodiment of strength, help, protection, power, or authority. The image of the palm can symbolize order, vitality, and generosity. A hand logo can be associated with aspiration, authority and dignity, creation, and skill. And I honestly think it just fits. Plainly fits him. It connects to the Lion, to the tarot, his sin and the fact that his talent is painting! His hands are used a lot. Quite a lot.
Pale -> Theo: (a 'giggle'?) He makes me weak. I can't let him know that he does that- I still don't want to show myself ... Fully. To him. He already knows .. too much of me. He's too much.... but my type of too much. To say for the positive, and not to just wallow in those feelings. (Intimacy: 95%)
Pale -> Vic: ....I don't know why he thought what he did was okay. It's not. His disobedience.. I. I didn't like seeing the scars or what they have went thru- but. Oh, who knows what type of Utopia they have reached. (Intimacy: 54%)
^ overall: we went to ask sensitive questions to get more of his views. This is all he said
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My Evillious Chronicles friends. You will find the Adam Moonlit, Pale Noel, Kaspar Blankenheim and Gumina Glassred in him pretty easily.
He was initially raised with his sister, Trix, by their guardian, who favored him and wanted him to be the one to compete in Alien Stage. As a result, he was sent to Anakt Garden first, having to leave Trix behind to the abuse of their guardian
Having faced the horrors of segyein all his life, he grew to distrust and hate them easily. This was a stark contrast to his only friends at Anakt Garden, Theo and Pale. He cared for them both, but was not willing to stay just for them
He planned his escape and left his friends behind, living out on the streets and jumping from resistance group to resistance group. It wasn't until he was found by Orian and brought in by her that he found a permanent place to call home. He joined around the same time as fellow member, Jessie
Now one of the most infamous members of Setup and Takedown, he's known in wanted posters for his violent nature and tendency to take down groups of segyein without anyone's support
He prides himself in his ability to protect others, and blames himself whenever a fellow member of the resistance gets hurt. He often tries his best to be the only member to go outside, only bringing others along if forced to
His closest companions include Ember, who is his QPP, Trix, Cindy, Felix and Token. He cherishes them all deeply, and would frankly lose his mind if he ever found out any of them got hurt. He looks up to Orian and Jiyuka a lot, and respects them as leaders
happy 6 months of toxic ysosu!!!! i cant believe its already been half a year of these freaks .... and our friendship (i mean its been longer than that but i feel like this was when we really got close so im counting it)!! im so so so happy that we all got closer because of this trio. you two are truly the best, youre so passionate and creative and funny and fun and gaaaaaaa friends!!!! you guys made my experience here on tumblr so much better. i love you both very much!!! (/p ofc) heres to many more months đ„đ„đ„đ„đȘđ»đȘđ»đȘđ»đȘđ»
@doubtscomein for vic and @contradictoryair for pale
(Song begins with a low, syncopated electric guitar riff that mimics the gentle rocking of a boat. And then a few seconds in, it forgets the gentleness and replaced it with a snappy snare fill and a jazzy clarinet)
So all along it was a want, a simple little
Fantasy. Bit by bit, bitten away by our outsiders
As the curtain tears out our dazes, the final act, so
âFare thee wellâ, so long to youâ beloved traitor.
(Wordless, yet mumblingly some lyrics? (At best. It's just small âta-taâs), vocalization in some form of harmony to fill the silence that, that small story gave to the audience)
I think you know of what you do,
But on that same day, you'll never let me know
Let's gather 'round, oh I-
-I'll show ya where my real heart is;
He draws the samples so fast, it feels natural. Chest compressions in the incident support vehicle
Fighting to hate things that I want
I tie a muzzle tight to cover my heart, a distant sorrow that reaches my soul
Though I pray, this secret is slipping away
But you can't save your sorrow, you've paid in trade
When you can't help but follow
It puts you right back where you came
Cause I'm in too deep, but down to the end I'll remain
You can't understand what you never see
But on that same day, you'll never let me know
So I went on living, what else is there to say?
I just can't eraseâ
My love and spite look quite alike. (A harsher, meaner whisper sang; âi worship you, but hate grew up into thisâ)
But maybe, he'll be Jesus
Maybe he'll be Jesus (this school just makes you a fool)
(weird electric drift sound)
Sweet, sweet religion
Blood is spilling (blood is spilling)
Sweet, sweet legend
Capture you, or set you free
Sweet, sweet religion
Blood is spilling (blood is spilling)
Like the air-
Like the sun-
Let's gather 'round, oh I-
-I'll show ya where my real heart is;
(for a moment it's just the music of the snare and mimicked rocking boat. Slight reminiscing mood as the singers look away from the audience and just look down)
âŠ
Crying with you, laughing with you, getting angry with youâ singing with you, dance a pas de deux, chatting there with you
.
..
âŠ
I think you know of what you do,
But on that same day, you'll never let me know
Fighting to hate things that I want
Though I pray, this secret is slipping away
I wonder how many times I'll be able to remember it again.
(Song ends with a cliffhanger).
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GRGAGGRHAGGRGRAGGRGRGA. My part of thy toxic ysosu 6 month anniversary... Fuckkk man/pos. <- love language is gift giving (I did this because I wanted to. Honestly I rlly don't know if the song I made fits but I tried !!!!guh. I need you both to explode right in front of me)
Anyways. Holy shit it's been so long what. Toxic ysosu is so powerful. Fuck man. Words can't say shit but I am feeling it very strongly and it's crazy/pos. Very so very glad I met y'all and our OCs bonded and that along the way we also bonded more too.