The shoebox under my bed.

. . . . . . 🌧️A Sad Girl in a Kawaii World 🌈. . . . .

[falseknees]

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[cooffeine]

pigeons are so cute oml

[thedrunkelf]

And I've learned the hardest; forever doesn't last.

[cooffeine]

the feeling of the ephymeral forces us to live in the present moment, which yes, it's hard for the most of us who live in the anxiety of the future or the melancholy of the past, but once you learn this you understand how precious the moments really are, everything changes and that's what make this hideous world really interesting.

[cooffeine]

"I gave you all that you can drink and it has never been enough"

[cooffeine]

What to feel when somebody you used to love dies?

Well, not like I don't love him anymore, it's just everything went to hell before his death, I don't feel guilty though

[cooffeine]

This hopefully will be a song one day.

I know you're feeling it too,

your eyes have changed

are you scared of my love? I can tell you don't wanna let go,

so hold me tight, let us fall

can you tell what I feel?

I wish you could read my mind

and see how deep your touch goes inside my heart

hold me tight and let us fall... deep deep in love.

[cooffeine]

So numb, so tired.

[cooffeine]

There's something really funny about this, I SWORE I had more entries here, but apparently I was thinking about my blogspot I left lying somewhere in the sands of time as the song says; no freaking idea where I left it or how was it called, but man I'm talking about a thing I used to write in like 10 years ago... fuck I'm old now and full of ZETSUBOU... look it up.

[cooffeine]

WHERE IS MY MIND?

[cooffeine]

Back to tumblr motherfuckers.... I need a place to write again, I haven't been able to manage my time enough to grab a stupid pen and a piece of paper and write like the old times, I am hoping I can do it here cause I'm SO depressed and frozen lately, feeling like the woman from the video " Numb" from linkin park... you know what? actually feeling like the whole stupid song, I need to start again, I need to debug my mind, I need to place my thoughts somewhere outside my mind, I don't care if anyone reads it. fuck it, welcome back stupid depressed self.