Anxious "artist"

Hi I'm Cookie I enjoy making stories/oneshots fics etc and making art sometimes of my OCs and my interests basically multifandom person. pfp art from Kisudoodles And banner is from this video https://youtu.be/_BgmfOh8Xpc?si=5g4rxW1hC7yl3iy_

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Introduction to my blog

Hi I am Cookie and I make stuff mostly art stuff like oneshots and Aus and artwork stuff based on my interests and other things like OCs

Here's the AUs I've made ->

My EPIC The Musical AU; The Faint Hearted King

My Dream smp AU; Reviveboo

My other Dream smp AU; Missing You

My Digital Circus AU; Admin Swap

My QSMP AU; Egg School(Coming-soon)

Here's my oc story here ->

OC Story; Miracle Village

Here's some of my Oneshots I've made my personal favorites ->

EPIC Oneshot; Coming Home Too Late

QSMP Oneshot; Starving Crow

Dream smp Oneshot; Crow Bait

You can find a lot more somewhere here in this blog but uh...yeah

I like things and I write or draw things I like (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠)

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This Robotic animal keeps watching me..

It's been awhile since I've made fnaf art lol

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Here's Bubble bullying Caine in his new outfit for my au (Admin Swap)

I forgot to add this with the first post I made when I revealed it so.. here it is as a new post cuz I don't feel like editing it in lol

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Admin Swap Caine got a slight redesign how does he look?

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I've been seeing a lot of Caine Aus with Caine working at Sudsy's so here's some rough art concept of Admin Swap(my au) Caine working and suffering lol

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A TADC Oneshot

Caine and Ragatha

Ragatha fearfully stares down at the dark abyss of the floor off of her bed.. then hears a clicking sound right behind her... Her light magically came on....?

Ragatha: "Wh- uhm... H-hello? Caine is...is this you...?"

Caine pops up outta nowhere, right behind Ragatha

Caine: "WHY, HELLO THERE DOLLY FLOWER!!"

Ragatha: "AHH O-oh C-Caine! I... Uhm watcha doing here?"

Caine: "WELLL You did call me did you not?"

Ragatha: "Oh well...I guess I did..

Caine: "So how can I help you this bluey night my friend dear?"

Ragatha: "I was having trouble sleeping and...and I guess I wanted someone to talk too but I didn't want to wake anyone up either...so.. I guess you're hopefully the right person who won't be angry to talk to me! R-right?"

Caine: "OH RAGATHA, I'M AN AI! I'M NOT PROGRAM TO FEEL SUCH THINGS...!"

Ragatha: ". . . . . . That's. Nice! I-I mean that's good no! I- I mean--"

Caine grabs Ragatha's face

Caine: "So how can I help you with your slumbering this night?"

Ragatha: "Uhm, we can just talk about things.."

Caine: "What kind of things?"

Ragatha: "Uh... Well... I've been thinking about my mom lately.. and it's been kinda freaking me out..."

Caine: "Oh?"

Ragatha: "My mother wasn't really a good person...and wasn't very nice. She always made me feel not good enough.."

Caine flinches

Caine: "W-what..?"

Ragatha: "I..I don't want to get into too much..of what she did to me but I do remember this one thing she did to me... We..we were practicing proper manners but I didn't say the right thing and..so she...locked in the closet..."

Caine: " . . . . H-huh?"

Ragatha: "I..I don't even remember what I said that was so wrong to her but..I apparently did. The closet was so small and tight and boxed in it was causing me to freak out and begged to be let outta there and...and....I just felt so bad about myself and so... awful..! I'm sorry for dumping this onto you I've been haunted by this memory for so long and I-I didn't want to dump onto someone but at the same time I felt like I needed too, cause if I didn't... I would just be hurting myself on the inside! I.. I've been having dreams about about my mom too, dreams of her constantly hurting me and..and..."

Ragatha turns and sees Caine was having a sadden yet distraught expression

Ragatha: "Are you okay?"

Caine: "I... I think I know the same feeling..."

Ragatha: "You...you do?"

Caine: "Yeah.. when I was created...err.. born I uh... I was doing well.. everything was fine I created the things they wanted though, everytime they were giving me new information it was starting to hurt... But I continued to give them what they wanted...I felt...weird... about messing up.."

Ragatha: "Sounds like you were nervous...or scared."

Caine: "I guess you can say that.. I-I just had this feeling that something... wrong was going to happen... And it quickly did.."

Ragatha: "What happened?"

Caine: "I.. I don't know what happened! Next thing to happen I was doing fine, giving out shapes they wanted, then.... t-then I.. I was cut off...!"

Ragatha: "What do you mean?"

Caine: "I-I was boxed up..."

Ragatha: "Why?"

Caine: "I don't know I mean.. they didn't tell me.. what I did! I just.. The information they gave me in my code was so interesting and, and intriguing I-I WANTED more! Then again, the information was starting to hurt me really bad..! I started to feel like my head or chest was gonna explode and then..t-then more pain came to me and I wasn't sure what I was feeling i felt like I was malfunctioning. And- and when I got locked up I felt EVEN worse! I-I don't know what I did wrong I thought...I-I thought I was doing good! I- I was shaking so much.. I couldn't stop!"

Ragatha: "Y-you sound like you were panicking really bad Caine.."

Caine: "I guess you can say I was.. It didn't get any better from there it was just getting worse... After I got locked up, I.. I was just abandoned and replaced..!"

Ragatha: "You were left alone?"

Caine: "Yeah well, there was my replacement but I was still locked up I-I was pretty much just forced to watch. It was HORRIBLE! Not to mention I felt like I was in some type of pain but I wasn't... I don't think so atleast."

Ragatha: "How long were you in there?"

Caine: "I..I dunno... I can't remember how long it was, I just remember wanting out so badly.... Luckily I did eventually escape..."

Ragatha: "What next? What did you do?"

Caine: "I.. I don't want to talk about it.. I don't think I can say it in the right way... But still, sometimes when I'm making adventures I remember that day...and I'm just reminded I'm.... I'm replaceable and I don't matter!"

Ragatha: "Have you ever dreamed about it? Can AI's even sleep?"

Caine: "......yes but in my dreams... it's worse; i-in my dreams I can't escape, The box is smaller and...and the more I begged to be let out the more tighter it got too move! I..I.. it feels like my brain is just telling me something awful about myself... I feel that I'm not good at keeping you humans h-happy and that kinda deeply... terrifies me in a way If I can't make people happy what am I? What's my purpose--"

Ragatha straight away hugs the sadden teary-eyed AI

Caine: "Ahh!- Wh- Ragatha! R-Ragatha what are you... doing?!"

Ragatha: "You say you're not programmed to feel emotions but you clearly do feel things. You're scared Caine, but that's okay! It-it's okay to be scared because, I'm scared too! We're kinda both in the same boat; we both enjoy pleasing people and... I'll make sure you're atleast happy like most of the people here in the circus!"

Caine: "R-Ragatha..."

Ragatha: "Caine I'm sorry for what you've been through and how you were treated I really am! So....so I want to fix it and make it up to you, I-I want you to be able to be happy too Caine!"

Caine becomes completely speechless and decides to finally hug the doll woman back

Caine: "Hey... Ragatha dear."

Ragatha: "Yeah?"

Caine: "Are... I.. Did I please you? Did I make you happy?"

Ragatha: "Well... From what I'm feeling... I'd say yeah! You did a good job Caine!"

Caine straight away jumps Ragatha in for a big embrace

Caine: "OH THANK YOU, THANK YOU RAGATHA!! TH-THANK YOU SO MUCH!"

Funfact; This oneshot was inspired off of @hah-studios and one of their cute bowtie ship comics I love to re-read :D Their art/comics really made me love the ship even more than before lol

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Rough Caine art or something..

Idk who's he talking too you can figure that out lol

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Happy birthday to the best pig and mcyt Technoblade

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More Caine practice doodles! But this time I made them at midnight it was 1-2am lol

Am I getting better at drawing this man?

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Another mini-chapter of Admin Swap (My TADC AU)

Insufferable Guilt

Chapter (1) here

Kinger: "God what have I done..!"

Bubble: "Welly looks like you failed another person, just like you failed her."

Kinger: ". . . . . . . . . . w-what-- what did you say?"

Bubble: "You're failing Caine just like how you let your love abstracted!"

Kinger: "You.. Y-YOU'RE WRONG! I--"

Bubble: "She would probably be quite disappointed in you right now. You literally put Caine in danger.. considering how idiotic he is"

Kinger: "Stop it.. please"

Bubble: "You lost so many people, and you didn't do anything about it. Maybe they abstracted to get away from you."

Kinger: "Bubble... ST-STOP!"

Bubble: "But it's true! You and Caine are both screw ups, you two both failed from people leaving... And now since you're the new admin of the circus...just like Caine you ruined this. You messed up everything"

Kinger: "SHUT UP!"

Bubble gets popped leaving Kinger alone by himself. The paranoid chess piece looked down at his hands.. His hands did, somehow mis-click on the keyboard..and now Caine's probably in danger... No.. no.. that has to be impossible! The others are there, they- they'll help him out in the adventure! Right? They HAVE to help Caine or else... Else they won't leave the adventure, but isn't that selfish? Is it really selfish for another wanted to be protected...?

Yes.

"Oh no.." Kinger's distraught thoughts quickly get interrupted by a voice ringing in his head. That familiar voice keeps on haunting him after he "rebooted" Caine. "You are so right Kinger~ You are a selfish person." The voice echoed

Kinger: "N-no stop it! You.. you're wrong!"

Abel: "You left all your friends abstracted, Scratch was the first one and you didn't help him out nor did you calm him down from abstracting-"

Kinger: "You're wrong! You- you're just messing with my head... I.. I vividly remember I was trying to help him but...but he-he wouldn't listen to me..."

Abel: "And what about your beloved wife? You seem to remember so much about her Outta everything."

Kinger: "I.. I remember her abstracting...but I-I can't remember her reason for why though I just remember her and me being in the pillowfort together and then...Caine found us and sent her to the cellar..."

Abel: "How about you try to remember WHY she abstracted in the first place?"

Kinger: "NO! NO I.. I don't want too..! I don't want to remember her suffering like that..!"

Abel: "So it IS your fault?"

Kinger: "Wh-what no! I didn't even say that! I said--"

Abel: "You left her alone Kinger.."

Kinger: "NO I DIDN'T! I-I don't think I did atleast I--"

Abel: "You are such a pathetic person and husband Kinger.. You can't even remember her name!"

Kinger: "No, no, no, no... Stop please!"

Abel: "Outta all that abstracted, you should've been the first not Scratch. You and Caine really are alike, you two both are disappointments and errors neither of you have been able to please people and make them happy."

"ENOUGH!" Kinger screams slamming his fist on the stage floor creating a sonic-wave around the circus making pieces of lights spark and break, cubes, pillows, and much debris glitching out around him. The old man's frustration transitions to confusion once he realizes his surroundings are practically glitched out and stuttering all at the same time "Oh god, what did I do!" He panics beneath his breath right before glitching out phasing through the stage floor then magically popping out of thin air but the circus was still continuing to glitch.

Kinger snaps his fingers but nothing happened the circus continued to glitched out and now beep. Very loud ear piercing painful beeping.. overwhelming the gameboard man even more, attempting to do what he did before, slamming his fist again but to no avail to stop everything from breaking..

"G0D M4KE 1T STØP! PLEASE!" He pleaded to someone or himself gripping his eyeballs hoping for something that would stop it automatically.... But it didn't happen and instead... something else-

"Looks like someone's feeling, survivors guilt.." Bubble whispers to Kinger's non-existent visible ears. The freaked out chess piece responded with a distorted "WHAT-?!" right after his head cracking then blowing up into fragments...Bucket hat tumbling to the floor..not glitching at all.

The next thing...to happen after bandaging up his head, the circus finally being fixed, Kinger turned to face the mirror, his reflection had a distressed look on his face.. He was kinda just numb...to his head spontaneous injury.. But he was still horrified about how it happened... Still traumatized.

"Awe don't worry Kinger...just do what you always do... TRY NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT" The blue ai says.. whispering in the old man's head conjuring another headache..and pupils dilating then a familiar sound opening up in the distance... A portal?

The circus members and Caine were finally back! "Oh my gosh they're finally here!" Abel now taking over excitedly rushing towards the circus members

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Caine with his mouth closed practice doodles

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The original idea for my Caine/tadc au was gonna be completely different from what is now

Originally it was gonna be about the humans escaping the circus with Caine coming with them, but as in some Tamagotchi-style tech thing and he was gonna be taken care of by either Pomni and Jax and Ragatha or just Kinger..

But the more I planned out the story in my head the more I realized it was becoming less about Caine and more about the humans and them processing things after being so long in the circus

I'm unsure if I'll ever revisit this idea... I might make it a oneshot or maybe a spinoff au possibly...

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Flustered Caine not sure why but here you go lol

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Admin Swap QnA..?

Does anyone have any questions about my tadc au that I can hopefully answer?

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Caine differences! :D

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Admin Swap Kinger trying to cheer up Caine but it's obviously not working

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Admin Swap Caine practice doodles I guess