A In Stars And Time Oneshot
Note this might contain some slight dark implications
I... I'm so tired so... So exhausted!! I can't take this anymore! Everyday, every...day, it's all the same... They say the same thing...
Mirabelle: "How was your nap Siffrin? Didja sleep well?"
Odile: "Oh, hi Siffrin.."
I...I still care about them, they're still...my friends -- My family.. but... I am so sick of hearing the same things from them! The same conversations, the same bickering... ALL OF IT!! I just want it to stop...
I-- I don't understand what I'm supposed to be doing anymore... I thought, helping my friends would be easy! Beating and stopping a evil king from freezing everything and everyone in Mirabelle's home would be fun I had nothing...better to do.. I had nothing...
I HAD NOTHING ELSE TO DO WITH MY PATHETIC LIFE!! I'M USELESS I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ELSE! I-- I thought it was gonna be easy... And..and kinda fun and- and it was! At first it was atleast... But then we failed...
We.. I.. we didn't defeat the king! And we failed and then, and then we didn't.. Everything was somehow back to normal... I...was back outside again.. I wasn't feeling pain at all, I wasn't getting squished to death by the King... I somehow went back in time...? O-or was it all a dream...?
Oh man how I wished it was all just a dream
I don't want this.. I DON'T WANT THIS!! I-I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS AGAIN!! WHY DOES THIS KEEP H-HAPPENING?! WHY DOES EVERYTHING KEEP REPEATING!! I..I just wish this madness would end... I JUST WANT MY LIFE TO END FROM THIS SUFFERING ALREADY!!
I CAN'T STAND BEING THIS TORMENT LOOP ANYMORE! I just want it to stop... P-PLEASE!
Isabeau: "The... King... Is up ahead... Are...you ready Sif?"
What other choice do I have...? E-every door gets locked behind us.. Plus we're already here anyway there's no point...in trying to go back...
It's not like I have anywhere else to be..
Maybe today would be different.. I highly doubt it.
It's gonna be the same.. The same pain..the same everything... And it.. it's gonna hurt a lot.
Isabeau suddenly grabbed my shoulder...? This...this is different....
Isabeau: "Sif, are you... alright you...look sick?"
Stop... I- I'm fine. I-I swear!
Mirabelle: "S-should we take another break?"
Odile: "Don't you have any healing crafts Mirabelle?"
Mirabelle: "I do but I'm not sure if Siffrin's hurt or just tired!"
Bonnie: "Wouldn't that just do the same things Belle?"
Mirabelle: "I don't think so... Healing crafts only work if someone's actually hurt...I think"
This is different...but I don't like it WHY?? What's wrong with me!?
Isabeau: "Siffrin..please tell us what's wrong.."
NO, NO, NO, NO, NO NO, NO! YOU- YOU'RE FINE! STOP SHAKING YOU IDIOT! YOU.. YOU--
"I'm okay...I guess I'm just alittle tired.."
Mirabelle: "Do..you wanna take a short rest here? We can sit with you --"
"N-NO! I.. I uh..Uhm I'm fine honest.. We..can still keep g-going...!"
Please! I want this conversation to end!
Odile: "Yeah you aren't fine in the slightest kid.. I'd say we should wait for you to be in full health."
Odile: "You look like you're on the verge of collapsing... Right as soon as you step out of this room Siffrin.."
She's right.. I hate that she's always right..
After resting for a little bit - thought I..I still don't honestly feel better... We finally made our way towards the King; "Bright one, do you remember me?" He says...
Those words still haunt me even though I've heard those words atleast a thousand times... They're always echoing in my head....
"Let's just get this over with.."
The battle begins everything goes the same way, and then the King's attack--! Wait...what? He...he didn't do it...? Why?
This...this is different.. what's happening?¿
Mirabelle started preparing shields around us...
The King: "Oooohhh it is time, young ones"
No.. NOT AGAIN! WE- WE'RE SO CLOSE--
We didn't die... we're still alive.. I'm still alive! THIS IS DIFFERENT FROM THE OTHER LOOPS!! WE HAVE TO WIN!! WE NEED TO BEAT HIM!!
Within our final, FINALLY, FINAL ACTUAL STRIKE RIGHT AT THE KING "DISAPPEAR!!" We all screamed, even..even me, I felt like my throat was on fire from screaming so loud but I didn't care he.. he was gone... HE WAS ACTUALLY GONE! I- I don't know who did the final strike on the king but I think it was Mirabelle! It happened so fast...
I can't stop shaking, my hands can't stop shaking I can't tell if I was excited or something else! I'm finally free from my looping prison!
Bonnie: "I CAN FINALLY SEE MY SISTER AGAIN!!
Odile: "Hold it Boniface lemme take you there we don't want you wondering off by yourself."
Mirabelle: "Yeah! and Isabeau can you...know back to his home too! Right Siffrin?"
Isabeau: "Sif..you uh..you alright...?"
I...I can't speak..! Why can't I... Why, why, why, why, why, W H Y, A R E - T H E Y - D O I N G - T H I S?! WHY ARE THEY DOING THIS TO ME!!
BUT WITHOUT THEM I'M NOTHING BUT USELESS!! I-I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS!! F-FAMILY... WE JUST DEFEATED THE KING!!
WE FINALLY DEFEATED THE KING!! AND THEY WANT TO LEAVE ME.. THEY...They want to leave me... I have nothing to go to without them... Didn't I promise Mirabelle I'll stay with her...? WHY DOES SHE SUDDENLY WANT TO LEAVE!!
I don't know what started happening at this point, I think I was losing consciousness or something.. I can't breathe... I CAN'T BREATHE!! I CAN'T STOP CRYING, MY THROAT FEELS SO TIGHT, MY BODY HURTS SO MUCH! WHY CAN'T I STOP TREMBLING??!! Everyone was crowded around me..I think...
My vision was blurry so much through tears I couldn't see anything properly... I can't tell what they were saying my head was ringing so much it hurts so much I want to pull my hair out.. Their words were crowding my... thoughts EVERYTHING FELT LIKE IT WAS SUFFOCATING ME! WHY WON'T STOP!!
MAKE IT STOP, MAKE IT STOP, MAKE IT STOP, PLEASE, PLEASE, I BEG SOMEONE... SOMEBODY!!
"SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE!! I DON'T WANT THIS!! I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE AGAIN!!"
I screamed... ripping and breaking out my vocal cords.. I didn't care how badly it hurt but no-one answered... No one here answered..
The universe answered...? I think....
A star from the sun or sky.. fluttered down into my hands... It was so bright... So pretty.. so..so S-SHINY.. it felt so nice... I looked back at my friends... They all had shock and confused faces... What was I supposed to do with this....? I turned back to them, Odile stood preparing to charge at me "Siffrin....Put the star.. down..." She says slightly voice shaking, I was stepping away from them... What..what am I doing?? I continued to ignore Odile as her voice started to sound more and more urgent about to, grab me right before... I desperately ate it..
My singular vision of my eye was consumed by a bright light while my friend screamed out my name.. but I couldn't respond to them... I was in some kind of void... place..?
"H-hello? Odile? Isabeau? B-Bonnie? Mirabelle..?"
"Wh-wha.. HELLO?? HELLO, C-CAN ANYONE HEAR ME?? PLEASE SOMEONE, H-HELP!! I-I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M AM!! PLEASE NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO!!" NOT AGAIN!! NOT AGAIN PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE!! AGH!!"
Ah...ah I'm crying again.. I'm alone again.. I'M ALONE AGAIN AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE I AM!! PLEASE... please... I..I don't want to be alone... I don't like being alone...
"Hey Sif!" That voice... that's... that's ISABEAU!! His voice sounded so distant from me... "I-I'M HERE ISABEAU!! I frantically dashed towards Isa's voice he sounded like he was talking to someone... His voice was getting louder and louder echoing through this void place whatever this place is! "ISA-- ISABEAU PLEASE-- AAGH!" AGH NOT ANOTHER BRIGHT BEAM OF LIGHT!! My...my vision...was slowly coming back again...I was outside again..? Wait... Did.. I just.. DID JUST LOOP BACK!!?? NO, NO, NO, NO, NO! PLEASE PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE! PL-- Wait... I'm not in the meadow fields...is this the...the tree? Why am I here?
Isabeau: "I'll see you later at the clock tower Sif!"
Isabeau was... talking to me? But... How.. I peaked through some of the bushes of the tree.. and saw another me....? Hold on why am I even able to reach the bushes this high I'm not even this tall I... what....? My body...my-my cloak my eye patch! It-it's gone??? They're all gone?? How... What happened to my body?? Why is there a star...in my..chest--
Oh no the other me started to get closer and closer towards the tree and see me!!
Siffrin: "....Whoa... Who are you?"
Note; this is my first ISAT Oneshot!! Hope you guys enjoyed...it :D
Also hope the art looks okay too..
