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We haven’t been conscious of what we were doing, But we don’t have to start again. If we remember

The realisation that I was in pain, Was not painful like I thought it would be, But a surrender to painlessness

Change comes from within

Life is really really long

And it is really forgiving,

So I’ll be okay

And that existing,

Was life’s greatest joy.

I realised I wanted nothing,

I just wanted to exist!

What I was afraid of

Was just memories

The ‘I can’t’ turned out to be just a thought

happiness is when you truly allow yourself to feel the feelings inside your heart.

you never wanted to let happiness go,

but it is only a momentary feeling, once its felt, it is gone.

Home, what a beautiful place that is. Please return to me. I will be waiting.

And it seems like all the noise that once clouded my vision

has left - all there is left, is this pool of silence.

I realised that I was just waiting for God to give my memories back.

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2020 gothic

- you join a zoom call. everyone’s mic is muted, but no one is talking anyway. you stare at the squares with faces in them. which is your face? you can’t be sure.

- the news is full of numbers. you try to learn what they mean, but the articles are full of jargon from fields you have no experience in, and you swear the numbers change when you blink.

- you wake up. you sleep. you wake up. you sleep. how many days was that? you have no idea.

- you go for a walk. a shadow follows you down the street, moving when you move, stopping when you stop. always the recommended six feet away.

- every day you get several emails from corporations you’ve never heard of. each company name sounds fake, too vague, too optimistic. “Stay healthy! :)” they say. “We’re committed to keeping you safe! You must stay healthy! We love you very much! We learned everything about you so we can keep you safe! Please believe us we love you so much we’ r e , s 0Rry:):)):))” You try to unsubscribe, but the link just takes you to a blank black webpage. Suddenly, you can make out your reflection in the screen. What’s that over your shoulder?

- you’ve been wearing the same clothes for days, but somehow there is laundry.